“I’m sorry, the chemicals are breaking me down slowly.”🧪

The Upload

prod. me

(guitar by capsctrl)

<3
lyrics:
I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

look at me, look at me am I ugly?
I need honesty, I can see it in your face love.
do you really enjoy my time or am I jus comfort?
(am I just comfort?)
we can’t hold conversations in different places
(how the fuck does that work)
honestly you wouldn’t understand what goes on in me
this shit so hard to beat

I'm sorry i never meant for it to be this way
getting mad all the time, and then we sleep all day

I’m such a loser I know you secretly want someone who’s cooler, I dont blame you
im so fuckin awkward
people speak of shit that I never heard of
lifes so pointless, yea

i'm sorry

spotify

i'm sorry.

Prod. Flowers for You

my entire discography: https://open.spotify.com/user/lukeee117/playlist/2gRn7V9QfxZxFaJJdS00EP?si=vUv0Ie1qQc2dhn8mHtwk0w&dl_branch=1

alright, that's fine w/ skele

swear on my life

https://www.soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt
https://soundcloud.com/shikixo

amv:
https://youtu.be/6PVfJgVxxXc

lyrics:
i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

trying my best
you'll be better off alone
cause im a mess and i just stare at my phone
you can find another one
he’ll treat you better than i ever could  ohh
kissing in the shower, i'm missing you after
you should see my head love
i'm such a disaster
ohhh you'll stay for awhile
it cuts me deep everytime that you smile

i've
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, you’ll have to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i’m so used to tryna finish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i'll regret it when you're gone
getting tired of writing the same songs
i can't help but worry that you'd leave
there's no way that anybody could want me
almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i guess i'll see you for a night
i've been breaking baby
could you hold me tight
i'm so scared when you let go
i fall apart, i'm learning on how to pick up the pieces
i've been holding on to you for a reason
f*ck
i'm so used to being told im not enough
i'm so used to trying to vanish all the cuts
so it's up to me to seem somebody you want
it's all my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

almost breaking apart
too many nights in the dark
i love the way they hurt me
it's kinda turning me on
one day in the park
i want to kiss in the car
i want to hear that you love me before breaking my heart

i'll regret it, when you're gone

skele - it's my fault, i'll regret it when you're gone

i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 

w/ @heylog

prod: https://soundcloud.com/eric-godlow
master: https://soundcloud.com/ezraspandora 

looking back baby,
i already was hollow
toss it back 
way too fast 
till i get through the bottle
i don't wanna leave this club
i just wanna drink 
until i throw it all up
(lock me up)
want you to squeeze until i'm leaking out blood
i wanna see just how it feels to go numb
i wanna feel it on the tip of my tongue
let's fuck it up until we're going out bad 
let's break it all apart until there's nothing fucking left
cause i want you to see me like i'm nothing more than flesh 
and i want you to tell me i'm a waste of fucking breath
oh i'm terrible 
i'm the reason you're falling 
unbearable 
i'm the bones in your closet
i still just wanna see you get out 
there's nothing left for me to be now

damn it all 
pray for what 
there's nobody there
(i'm too far gone)
tell me why 
i wanted you then 
i want you now

heylog:
i'm chillin at a party, why'd i decide to go out
wish i just stayed home but i been stuck inside my house
i don't even care, i'd much rather be sober
she hung around the bottles and i could tell it broke her
i'm glad i can't relate cause i've never had that problem
you told me i'm rude for that but hey, i'm being honest
i would never lie to you, just want you to stop it
i could up and go, i've got plenty of options
quit talking, ur just holding me back
it's safe to say, tonight ur getting trashed
take a second to breathe, ik ur sad
you don't have to drink it away, could you relax
she phones her girls for a ride at 3am
can't even walk to her room, she needs a hand
throwing up all the time, she's used to it
friday night rolls around and repeat it

tip of my tongue (w/ heylog) (prod. eric godlow)

watch the leaves fall on my legs 
as i wait and let the time pass
seasons go my life's still a mess
why did i put my life in both ur hands?

fading away disappearing fast
all of ur love for me like a crash
why did this happen is this a test?
i hate u for making me hate myself

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day
im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

don't even bother callin my phone
i changed my number and im goin ghost
i hate the life and the way it goes
im well today but tomorrow nobody knows
different drinks, cigs and a bloody nose
that's the way the sad ones roll
losing track, of how many tracks, 
i pulled of doing song after song
song after song
tens in a row 
and im losing control
losing compusure 
destroying my soul
im just hopin that in peace i will go 
cuz~

im cutting my wrists breaking my bones
stuck in my head, stuck in my home
laying awake all night long
lookin at u thru my phone
lonely everyday i do the same
sit on my chair and i rot away
while i keep dreamin bout u 
and the way u were dressed that day

cutting my wrists, breaking my bones (young taylor)

ENTERYALE

i watch my life as its falling apart
but i feel fine as i lie in the dark
this life’s a game and i’m playing my part
soon i’ll burn out like a dying star

without the drugs i’d never make it
the only way i’m getting by is staying faded
yeah
but half these plugs be selling fake shit
it got me feeling kinda off, they prolly laced it
whoa
i’m fucking wasted
i feel like gucci, take a shot right to the face bitch
you never wanted me so that’s the way i face it
i shouldn’t even give a fuck, ‘cause girl you’re basic

i’m over that chick
and i’m so far gone
i might crash my whip
just for the hell of it
‘cause i don’t give a shit
i’m fucking done with this
i’m screaming fuck you bitch

big bands in my pocket
yeah
wallet chains wit no wallet
yeah
i got plans to be up next
yeah
i won’t stop till it happens
yeah

i smoked an 8th and now i’m cruising
all i really want in life is to make music
but everybody fucking hates me
my dad despises what i’m doin, says i’m lazy
well, you can hate me from afar but i’ll keep moving
‘cause i got big ass fucking goals while y’all ain’t do shit
you waste your youth going to college like you’re s’posed to
i spend it doing what i want while making big moves

oh my god i think i miss you
i don’t wanna but i think i do
i just wish i didn’t miss you
i don’t wanna but i think it’s true

end of the world and i feel fine [prod. sketchmyname]

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LYRICS

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement 
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it
funny how we were wrong

you can lose your attitude
lil mama feelin’ rude
calm down witcho’ headass
we didn’t last 5 minutes

why you bein’ so damn mean?
throw a tantrum cause a scene
all my, all my broken promises
girl, i swear i never lied to you
just changed my mind, cause that’s what we do

indecisive, you don’t mean a thing to me
tell yo girlfriends i’m just tryna play some games
girl, i swear i never lied to you
just changed my mind, cause that’s what we do

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement 
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it
funny how we were wrong

we were wasted
stayin’ up all night long
in the basement
singin’ your favorite song
you were naked
thinkin’ that we belong
didn’t make it, we didn’t make it

ooo, girl you know what to do 
you know i need it, i need it, i need it
i need you

as indecisive as they come
but i made up my, made up my mind
i don’t wanna run

Spotify

make it

shoutout brutall for the artwork!!

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enjoy! no lyrics for this one as it was done off the top of my head :)

DEEPER! (prod. beatgoon)

i'm not ready to go
it's not healthy, i know
maybe i can find a way to make it so that i won't
there's no reason to stay
but i can't walk away
maybe i'm addicted to the way you say
you've got my attention
you're all i want in one
you're all i want to gain
you cause me so much pain

let go
that's all they say
let go
i can't do that, that's insane

when the moment's right i'll make my way
until then i hope and pray
well, maybe there's no rush
and i don't mind it much
i'll use it as my crutch

let go
that's all they say
let go
i can't do that, that's insane

Sleeps X - let go

𝘪 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭 𝘮𝘦

lyrics:
I know I seem different, sit down u should listen 
I know I feel so distant, im not me I kno u wont miss this

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x2

I don't even know who I am
i'm aching 
its suffocating 

smoke some shit, hope i feel it
my chest to weak for these feelings
I start breathing heavier 
, i'm insecure, my life's a blur

fuck I wanna feel u on my lips, yea
I know hasn't been long but I still miss yuh 
u callin my phone u cant leave alone
I rlly like that, I cant lie 
yea I rlly cant fight that 

confused ab my life and where i'm goin now
I hope I make but sometimes I think don't kno how

“ look at the brightside” fuck that 
u don't even know me 
sayin shit like u rlly think we homies

i'm sorry, the chemicals are breakin me down slowly
I cant control me x3

chemicals

chemicals (prod.kamikaze)

lyrics

t shan ~

so dazed n confused
with a lot of things 2 say
open my mouth
but the words wont escape
i fall forward
thru the steps back
2 much trama
makes the bones snap
cigarette burns in my damn skin
i dont even smoke [a racing heart might cease 2] x2

sui ~

exist anymore ~
need a reset a do over~

the thought of all those frozen days
turn tears 2 ice in a heartbeat ~
try to just forget
but memories keep
holding that thought of
every little thing that i ever fukd up
a sickness a disease
now i cant stand to think
id rather numb
myself its like a shield ~

4 everything falling apart ~
try 2 pick back up the pieces
wake up ~ in the morning ~
4 all of the people that yu let down ~
that were counting on yu
2 come back ~

a nightmare
its haunting
never wake up
no morning
no sunrise
just ashes
floating off in the wind

the thought of all those frozen days
turn tears 2 ice in a heartbeat ~
try to just forget
but memories keep
holding that thought of
every little thing that i ever fukd up
a sickness a disease
now i cant stand to think
id rather numb
myself its like a shield ~

4 everything falling apart ~
try 2 pick back up the pieces ~

element w/ t shan ~ [p. capsctrl & wellfed]

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

s/o https://soundcloud.com/cay2o for beat sauce

lyrics:

me:
you're the only one who stayed here, but i can't feel you when you lay here
i know you're jus layin next to me, but in my mind im living a tragedy.

i think im gonna go ghost, but it only lasts for a couple hours
she said that i do the most, um, she don't know me at all
i fall to the ground so easily
i lay in bed just to keep the peace
you fell in love with me that was the problem we're fucked in the head and we know that we probably 
can't go much longer we're stuck in somber 
it's almost the end of october, and we still can't keep fighting.
im fighting for you i hope you're telling the truth cause i been stuck in this mindset and i been holdin onto you.
all of my trust is abandoned, i lay in bed and i count my bands then 
wake up and put on my pants and
slip and fall on all my chances.

skele: 
me n kais in the back 
got racks on me 
2 gs on a coat 
n we still eat 
don’t get why u sad when u see me 
but ion say shit 
i jus wanna keep the peace 
i feel like ghandi i keep me a piece 
i’m skipping class man fuck a degree 
i’m tryna get rich while i’m chasing a dream
im tryna tour like over the seas
no way
you make a month what i make in a day 
he like to talk but got nothing to say 
i keep a band just in case that it rains 
why u so mad when u talking to me 
i swear i love u don’t gotta be mean
i swear that i love when u laying w me 
but u push me away by the end of the week

axstn:
i just wanna know what she's playin ain't got shit to say cus i know that she fakin
love is a drug that i'm cravin 
bitchin on the phone bout me likw we're datin
they say don't love no more
bitchin bout they're life while they closin the door
said i can't ever trust no more cus im sick of this shit i've done this before
i don't know what's next
is there something left
i don't have a choice
so imma call it quits x2

chemicals (prod.kamikaze)

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