Last 4ever 🖤

Release date:
25 July 2021

@sendflowrs
@wisssery
@sorrow_bringer

Lyrics soon: 

Getting into my old self again with music like this, i think this song if fkn sick and got my boy on so its just a masterpiece at this point aint it. wisssery and sorrowbringer smashed it as always! I moved house and dont have wifi until the 27th july so i'll master this/ mix this again if need be :) <3

bad w/ sendflowrs [wisssery/sorrowbringer]

MAJOR s/o to my buddies hero and ztope

mini i jus wanna cover as the bridge lol

lyrics

only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee
only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee

if you here to talk bout the drugs, i'm sober
sippin on some white claw, tryna fall over
it was never safe, baby don't come closer
this cyclone outside turn the house over
walk away, piece/peace of my mind in a darker place
see ripped flesh in the doorway
bloody mandibles, i feel terrible that we crossed fates
(I just wanna ball
I just wanna fuck
I just wanna sip
I just wanna cheque
I just wanna bash
I just wanna love
I just wanna smash
I just want neck
I just wanna ball
I just wanna fuck
I just wanna sip
I just wanna cheque
I just wanna bash
I just wanna love
I just wanna smash
I just want neck)

i revitalize out of my bed
don't fucking talk jus send me a text
this ended better in visions i had
i'm not that crazy 
no this isnt fair

shit only happens when u open up
that's just ur fault that ur under her thumb
"tried n u tried n u tried n u tried" 
UR A LIAR
that's a spiral that won't end well
I'm retired from this horseshit

only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee
only been alive for a sec and they hate me
going demon mode swear i'm going too crazy
ion do this for a check i just wanna be wavy
still shitting on my ex like fuck you hailee

sl2 w/ hero (ztope)

i see the moon shining on this dark night
that wont damp my mood babe im alright
it use to but now im really different
all for the better
i wouldnt change it at all
no fucking chance
ive spent alot of nights in this room
and ill spend alot fucking more
ask me "how many more?"
and ill just say; "until im on the billboard"
so i asked what that bitch have
and he couldn't answer me
cause he hated me
and i dont know why
in the midst of these dark cold nights
nights add up and i see him
in my future i really wanna be with him
i can see now
am i finally see thru?

drk, cld, nghts. (kuboi)

I feel like this is one of my strongest genres of making music for fans especially the ones that love a concert 

bandlab artist 
let's get this song to at least 20k views thank u to everyone that supports me

With that (prod.astro)

all alone in my room
i'm feeling down again
i don't know what to say
it's getting bad again
all i know is i need to try my best
to get out of this hole i put myself in
she's my everything
she's all i've ever wanted
when i am with her
i feel like i'm important
i feel alive when i'm in her arms
she makes me want to live
how did we get this far
without me ruining it all
i'm scared that i'll ruin it all
but i swear i try my best
but i'm always such a mess
yea
i wish that i could love myself as much i love you
you're my everything
you're everything i need
and you're everything i want
when i'm down i tend to hide
but i'm tryna change
i wish i didnt hate myself
somedays i feel like i should just kill myself
but then i think of you and it all feels worth it
but right now i feel worthless
i feel so worthless
you make it worth it
just hold me
tell me that i'll be okay

it's getting bad again

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it's getting bad again (prod. lil biscuit)

Produced by me
Art by https://twitter.com/G_geBo_s

Don't worry 'bout the pain, it's a part of life
Don't wanna play the game, you can roll the dice
Allergic to the change? I know, its alright
Everyday's the same, maybe its a sign

Red-lining in 3rd gear
I'm bathing in the fear
the suffering so clear
Reminds me im still here
Let it pass right through you
'Cause theres nothing you can do
Every attatchment you lose
Gets you closer to truth

I'm back here in my misery,
History has shown that I don't
Make good choices when I'm zoned out
I doubt that my loud thoughts are real talk
But I believe them
Because I need them
I hate the pain I create
Create the hate in my brain

Red-lining in 3rd gear
I'm bathing in the fear
the suffering so clear
Reminds me im still here
Let it pass right through you
'Cause theres nothing you can do
Every attatchment you lose
Gets you closer to truth

dukkha

@tothegood

backed down to the corner of my closet
stay put, this'll all be over soon enough
my minds in need of something different
too bad its another lame occassion
teeth gold from the years that ive been smokin
wrist froze from the reason ive been chokin
bad bitch told me imma be a shinin star
but as of late, i dont seem to be goin too far

nothing lasts forever
for the worse and for the better

dont fuck with me
i gotta go, gotta flea
i guess theres no fight in me anymore
now i see

1000 words couldnt say
or nearly capture the way
ive come to feel on this day
u think u know dont u?
i can tell by ur smile
everyone told u
im stuck in denial

Follow me <3

1000 words (prod. tothegood)

prod. @spacedtime

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be so clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

call your name in the flames
wanna hear you
reach out for my hand
I won't help you
I'll just drag you down
to my hell too
once you're like me
nobody can save you

once you're like me
nobody can save you
once you're like me
everyone will hate you
might wanna fucking take some drugs to numb the pain too
become an addict
with some habit's that will hurt you
in the night
memories will haunt you
their's no telling to the damage that they might do

ain't no telling to the damage that they might do
how you think I got these issues

love dies fast
then your heartbreak steers you
got your burnt down house
in my rear view
stuck thinking of the shit
that I went through
just to realize
that I didn't need you

I never did
I was just foolish
looking back
how could I be clueless
we all die in the end
know it's useless
wake up every morning
why do I do this

why do I do this
torture my own brain

why do I do this
drive myself insane

pile up the stress
I can't take it I'm a mess
try my best
just to end up feeling
permanently depressed

ever since I lost my soul
nothing been the same
the weather's getting colder
and I hope it doesn't change
I hope that it rain's
the whole entire day
so I can stay inside
and never see another face

never see another face

I already know my fate
I'm not meant for living long
Imma burn through life
till I'm fucking gone
this shit is boring
feel like moving on

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love dies fast (prod. spacedtime)

Show some love to @diamoonofnhg and @prod_loopy !

[Chorus] RAVEN XO:
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends
Sick of my car
Before it all ends [x2]

YVNG AX$TN (@yungaxstn):
I'm sick of it all, let's try again
I'll be the first to try again
Hate me or not, we're more than friends
I'm sick of it all let's try again and I'll be the one to hold your hand 'Cause I want you until the end
I'll be the one to hold your hand
'Cause I want you 'til the end

[Chorus]

lil skele (@lilskeleskrrt):
Sick of my friends they don't give a fuck
I've been messed up say I'll never be enough
It's hard enough I've been living off prescriptions
I don't have time for people who won't even listen
So fuck you I'm gonna make it on my own now
I just make a couple racks and sent it to my bank account
Sick of all this, I just wanna pretend
Tell myself that I'm happy before it all ends

[Chorus]

Jaded ft. yung axstn & skele (prod. Loopy! & Diamoon)

why did this get botted :(

(prod. @deadspyro)
(feat. @polar333)

take my heart and toss it in the creekside
i don't want that shit no more that's my weak side

follow polar

Creekside (ft. polar) [prod. dead spyro]

ｏｐｅｎ ｕｐ ｙｏｕｒ ｅｙｅｓ
Follow: https://soundcloud.com/prodcayto enjoy :)

lyrics:

open up your eyes, you look good I fantasize
every second that I spend witchu.
I hope that we can make it through this,
Guilt.
its the pain that brings us up,
we live off each others love,
but its only cause were fucked up.

shawty wanna fuck now
all black jeans with the cuffs down
don’t talk to me on the come down
im comin up shawty fuck u now
imma fall in love with the moon wow
imma fall in love with u now
all black jeep riding downtown
fuck u, I don’t wanna be held down
wait
up an the sun in eye
gimme a reason to live 
not a reason to die
i don’t wanna get high
i don’t wanna survive
too many lives imma fight for mine
there’s a reason that I wanna start giving a fuck
im tired of these bitches I tell em good luck
i fell in love
that’s a lot to cuff
imma real dude but I’m tired of, you

open up your eyes, you look good I fantasize
every second that I spend witchu.
I hope that we can make it through this,
Guilt.
its the pain that brings us up,
we live off each others love,
but its only cause were fucked up. x2

guilt

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guilt (prod. cayto)

prod. @prodjody

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

I can't breathe
sinking deeper 
things are different 
we're older
the world is on our shoulders
I feel it growing colder

crush my dreams 
watch them shatter
none of this even matters
wanna die when I think about her
wish I could know what's after

I'm a ghost 
yeah I feel like casper
when your near me 
my heart beats faster 
and when I see you my mind starts racing
I've been working 
now life's changing

no sleep 
my body's aching
I'm no good at conversation 
need you like medication
cause every night I'm contemplating

another night spent alone
sometimes I wish you could know
how much you fuck with my head
I'm constantly on the edge

I'm smoking
drinking coffee
scars on me 
like a zombie
for you baby I'm crazy
dive headfirst 
now I'm too deep

zombie (prod. jody)

Hope you enjoy! Been wanting to drop this for a while now and figured now was the perfect time.

Lyrics:
[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

[Jacob Sherwood]
No this won't last for ever
But you know that by now
It was just last November
And now the sun is out
But I don't see the light
Just the walls inside my mind
All we've ever had was time
Now the world we've stole is dying
No this won't last for ever
The same people killing the same ones that sayin the cash is better
But baby go stack your cheddar
The debt it will crash the setup
And stay on your toes cause they're all in control
Please don't ever let up

[Jacob Sherwood & Foreign Forest]
Ahh
I wish this would last forever
Ahh
But I know this won't last forever

[Foreign Forest]
Missed out on all the times
When I said no when they invite me out
Don't want to be denied
I would try but I'm too filled with doubt
Help me out
I'm trying to leave this world behind
Hurry before I destroy myself
Need to know if maybe one day I'll be fine
If I could get your help

Nothing Lasts Forever (feat. Jacob Sherwood)

nothing lasts forever ft. jacob sherwood

First single off "The Same Color As Fall" hope you enjoy!!!!

Orange feat. lil skele (prod by. Deadspyro)

Featuring: https://soundcloud.com/xthrobx
Produced By: https://soundcloud.com/irby314 & https://soundcloud.com/jolst

Lyrics Soon.

lonely walk w/ throb [irby/jolst]

LYRICS: 
am i too dangerous for you,
(for you)
i’m too dangerous for me,
when i get overwhelmed i try so hard,
to just stop and breathe, (and breathe)
i don’t really think that i’m still losing,
but i know i’m not catching a dub,
i think that i’m not broken , 
cause i always seem to think about love.

i remember when things were easy, 
and i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along ,

but now im falling apart inside my basement,
and i remember all of the moves i made wrong
but if i roll another glizzy imma face it,
and write about my feelings before they’re all gone,

it’s the coming of age that made me hopeless,
it’s the 9-5 job that made me feel like dick,
it’s the way the acid hit on the carpet, 
and it’s the way i never realized to talk my shit,

i remember when things were easy, 
i remember when i didn’t have a job,
i remember when i didn’t wanna kill myself,
i remember when we all just got along,

but,
 i fall down and i don’t get up much,(get up much)
and i’m getting high before i think bout lunch,
but i think i’m finally at a crossroad, 
i wanna give up but what the fuck do i think i know, (x2)

guilt (prod. cayto)

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