my wife would've loved this version so much💔🕊️

this was written for a friend struggling with addiction. hope you’re doing better!

Løuis
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lyrics:
i’m having trouble breathing now
you stole the air away from me
i tried to quit but figured out
you were the one controlling me
i added cigarettes to fuel the poison inside my lungs
cuz lately you don’t feel the same and i desire the buzz
another hit to drown the noises out cuz love isn’t fun
i watched the world go up in flames inhaled the smoke now i’m numb

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

so i’m backing off
told you that i quit but you heard the cough
i tried
yeah i tried
but i’m not gonna to make it
cuz nothing really works guess i’m forever jaded now
you started masking the memories 
by changing my chemistry
your love is a drug and misery loves her company
an addict for so long
it messed with me mentally 
connection was so strong
till you killed the energy
i stopped using that night
but you relapsed in my mind
want you in my life
you’re gone for good this time
i made you the enemy
the problems in my mind
love and drugs were my synergy 
they couldn’t intertwine
really messed with me mentally
depression hypnotized
the sedative spoke to me
said leave the world behind

alicia
alicia
i was addicted to your touch
alicia 
alicia
i needed you more than the drugs
alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

i’ll fight until the death of me
it’s midnight and i’m crying myself to sleep
i love you wish you knew what you meant to me
the last thing you said was rest in peace

alicia 
i needed ya 
i’m lost without you
i broke your trust
but i never meant to hurt your soul

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The album’s eight tracks form a kind of diary of a drifter carrying pain in his pocket and ghosts in the passenger seat. With raw production and weighty lyrics, Ondelic turns silence and space into language — as in “Dust and Tears Highway,” which opens the record like a wandering lament, or “The Crows Whisper,” closing the cycle with an almost ritualistic hush.

Ramble Soul is an album of passage. It deals with escape, collapse, and renewal with the ease of someone who's walked those roads more than once. Stripped-down arrangements and a gravel-toned voice give the work an intimate weight — as if each song were sung to a mirror, or to the bottom of an empty glass.

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