https://open.spotify.com/track/7mMCHrLrYn2WnZqEYZvkdC?si=a73551c9bf8e4d78

@imhxpeless
@ar73mys

[Rit]
I think its funny how they talk but then they turn around and laugh
Cuz I know everybody hates me and im kinda cool w that
I try talk but everybody look at me n turn they back
Its pretty wack
Make me feel alone
So i make a rack

I turn my head on dnd dont wanna feel today
I kinda hate the way u make me feel that kinda way
Just tell me something
Tell me nothing
Anything is ok 

But Just dont leave me in the silence need these thoughts to go away

Im hoping that u stay
With me thru the night
And u can leave the next day

I wanna make it rite
But always go the wrong way

Now theres nothing left and i cant live in all this pain

[Hxpeless]
I h8 the way they look@me
 losing my mind, my sanity,
 it seem like evrry 1 I ever talk 2 jus h8s me
I dont understand what I did wrong but they jus blame me
everything i ever did has been thought of inside my mind
n i cnt do this shit if ur not gonna b here all the time
n i jis think its kinda funny how they turn there back on me 
cuztheyll nvr see me again once I blow up ill leave em b

I Think It's Funny +hxpeless [artemys]

artwork by: https://ketaminedreamworld.tumblr.com/

JoshuaSageArt - Natural [+Guankisan]

w/ @pinkperc
prod me
mixed by me & perc
cover by me
sample from White Oleander

-lyrics-

benji
the world is overwhelming me
it hurts me just to tell you not to leave
cause you were my love
you were my everything
you hurt my heart so bad, yeah
baby stop in the name of your conscience
does it make you happy to watch it all come crashing down
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down
baby i still hope you're happy now

perc
i hope you're happy 
cause it's a struggle to get through every day
and i wake up in agony i wish you would have stayed
and i can't stop all the memories wish it wasn't this way
and i have to live and move on cause i'll never see your face

benji
when you open up your eyes
do you dream about me
does it ever make you cry
when you think about me
from the second that I saw you yeah I knew you'd let me down

benji & perc
yeah now, yeah now, hey
yeah now, yeah now
hey, cause baby i still hope you're happy now
baby i still hope you're happy now
yeah now




















haha get it cause the song is called happy but the song is actually really sad get it haha :(

happy

spotify

happy +pinkperc

feel abt u ft. 5drop & love jai <3 [+fantom]

prod me x @benjithemachine

I don't wanna be here cuz you hurt me
I just wanna live my life and keep it lowkey
Getting drunk and fucking up and getting smileys
Cant believe I thought that you would be beside me

And I don't wanna waist time
I'm going though it
So if you wanna be with me you gatta prove it
Im going crazy on this shit I'm going stupid
I needa pop another bean or ima lose it
i really hate my life
so ima do it
g gonna take the shit that's sitting in the cabinet
Feel dumb and feeling numb just like im frost bit
g gonna take the shit that's sitting in the cabinet

and now i wish that i could run away from all of the pain 
the arc is on me so i never gatta care about rain
i hate the person that i was when i thought that love wasn't fake 
my racks went up now what's so funny take a look at my face

And I don't wanna waist time
I'm going though it
So if you wanna be with me you gatta prove it
Im going crazy on this shit I'm going stupid
I needa pop another bean or ima lose it
i really hate my life
so ima do it
g gonna take the shit that's sitting in the cabinet
Feel dumb and feeling numb just like im frost bit
g gonna take the shit that's sitting in the cabinet

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Time [fijimar x benjithemachine]

TONY!

TONY! (prod. srdbeatz)

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NO LUV

Za Freestyle ft. Kavooo (prod 2lz x 808loso)

recorded @ goblin haven
written, performed, mixed, and mastered by bedhead
produced by remghost and kohl

the medium (+ remghost x kohl)

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