prod. proxen heiho 3woozy / art by @/melanarc0tic on IG

Second Chance (proxen heiho 3woozy)

w/ @9s0uls & @lovesickxo
prod me
mixed by me 9s lovesick
cover by me

fragile +9souls +lovesickxo

w/ @imhxpeless
prod me & sample is 'People We Know Are Gone' by John Ward
mixed by me & hxpeless
cover by @bluelightt & me

-lyrics-
benji
i barely remember when
the trees had turned to red and I
hate how im stepping aside but I 
i know u love a goodbye so I 
baby I will try my best but
everybody left 
now I will never fall in love again
cause i hate all of ur friends
am i sorry it depends
now i dont wanna wake up

hxpeless
i just stare up in the night
thinking if this is goodbye
stg i hate my life
i wonder if she’ll even cry
tonight i just want u by my side again
ill die if u leave me and spend another night with him
and i been coping with my problems using substances
but waking up without u feeling like a death sentence
and its been so hard
with this pain on my chest and

i will never fall +hxpeless

prod. me 

I wake up I count my racks up with my gang
Virtualworld still by my side ain’t nothing changed 
I’m in a hellcat race that shit i’m switching lanes
You on the gram, talking that shit lil bro you lame
Hop in a scatpack with my dogs, going 100
They actin fraud, I done none but stay 100
Everything I said I’d do, I done done it
I could show them how to make something from nothing

Counting my racks up, fuckin her back up yea
They couldn’t last, that’s why I passed them yea
Shawty a bad one, I might snatch her, I’ll spend a rack on that
I got my racks up, don’t understand us, they wanna shake my hand
He talk crazy he gone get hit with this raygun 
He seen me outside my show but he ain’t say none
I could write a whole ass book bout how I came up
I got rick owens on my shoes you rock fake ones
I know they hate to see me shine, they love to see me lose
They all want whats mine, but they can’t pick and choose
Imma go hard til I die, I been making moves
I’m one of a kind, why would I wanna be you 
I put racks up in my new Prada bag
I hear them hating but they biting my swag
Shawty starstruck don’t know how to react 
I just took your bitch and now I know why you mad

I wake up I count my racks up with my gang
Virtualworld still by my side ain’t nothing changed 
I’m in a hellcat race that shit i’m switching lanes
You on the gram, talking that shit lil bro you lame
Hop in a scatpack with my dogs, going 100
They actin fraud, I done none but stay 100
Everything I said I’d do, I done done it
I could show them how to make something from nothing

Fraud (14)

i was wrong

i was wrong [prod. recyclebin + lewisgoing + camo]

@drrux
@kojowav
@sprr00w

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Robin Jeans w/Drux [Sparr00w x Kojo]

@benjithemachine
@troiner
<3 <3 <3
[Rit]
I know i never hated me as much as you do
And i dont wanna do it but im seeing it thru
I dont got no input like what u wanna do?
My Life jus like my hair and im all feeling is blue

Oh my god i know u never rly wanted this 
True bliss
I know i was never made for it
Being honest i cant take it no im hating it
If u want me to change ill tell u pls dont wait for it

[Benji]
[verse]
I know I never hated me as much as you do
But all i wanna do is spend some time in ur room
Cause i can't bear a moment all alone with my thoughts
But things can’t get much better when i'm wandering lost
So come save me right now
You won’t ever let me down
I wake up i'm not alright
Give me better luck tonight
Heart is leaking out my chest
High as fuck won’t get no rest
You can’t leave me i'm the best that you ever had
I'm too reckless on my own
But I know it’d be better to leave you alone
Im desperate i would know
i haven't felt nobody touch my face in so long
I wish you’d hit me with your car
And watch my body burn it’s 
Hard for me to run when I can’t walk and
I Wish i never met you
I swear i never learn, 
cause I made a mistake 
i wish i'd make a break for home

See it Through +benji the machine [troiner]

@222quiet

// Lyrics //
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost

Emmy have u thought about me lately
Since the day we met, I’ve been on the same thing
I cnt help it bby u drive me crazy
U make every day feel just like a daydream
The thought I get 2 call u bby is so crazy 2 me
I know its been some yrs but it don’t change anything
Even though the crown’s gone, ur still my queen
High on dopamine, bby u make me scream

Bby do u feel that? It’s how much I like u!
I want u so bad I cld write a haiku
Anything u need I will walk 1k miles
Jus 2 see I smile, Jus 2 see u smile 😊
Bby do u feel that? It’s how much I like u!
I want u so bad I cld write a haiku
Anything u need I will walk 1k miles
Jus 2 see I smile, Jus 2 see u smile 😊

Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost
Everytime I c u I jus wanna hold u close
I’ll hol u in my arms, and I wnt let go
Ur tha 1st in my thoughts, I cnt help but boast
Bby Imma love u till I’m a ghost

Ghost (prod. 222quiet)

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@benjithemachine
<3
synthetic 4evr

Time Stops +bedhead [benjithemachine]

synthetic 4evr <3 
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@auguryy
@synthetickids

The List +pinkperc [augury]

@0k1ro
@viinssoo
cover art taken by @cloudlobby

Omg it
I kno its so hard to say it
Its hard 2 look u inthe eyes when im the one u playing

I dont got it it
I think about it every day 
Its hard to listen to u right when u dont hear what i be saying

And i know when its hard back in the past i used to run
But imma stay here for u i can tell u really r the 1
Ill chase the day for u
Ill change my brain for u
Its hard to think u rly hate me when i still adore u

Its hard to make it every day when theres no1 im holding
And i got friends that let me down so i stick 2 the solvent
Cause i got problems i dont think anyone else will solve em
I think about me as a kid i wish someone would hold em

I think about it
I kno tht u hear this know u doubt it
I was thinking we could hang out again 1 time
Take me back to the real life i pour a line
I know it be fine

Ik It's Hard [k1ro X Vinso]

@synthetickids
@moderndayuk
she/her

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See it Through +benji the machine [troiner]

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