sumthing with gitars n' shit

CUT ME OFF

I grew wings out this shell
they say my bodies still in hell
it’s like my friends are staring at me like they don't really get it
you’re looking up to me but im just a fuck up so yeah I said it

cus you know im just human
we all make mistakes from time to time
cus this is how we fucking deal with it
how we live with it like do we become a better person

or do we sink into seething which we used to call home
or do we watch out best friends be consumed by liars that roam
in their cracks in the walls, cracks in the streets
watch the demons start to peel off the skin and throw us to the

west side, what do you say like, 
can we just leave this place and find somewhere that we can just be
yeah what we fucking wanna be
Yeah I’m sick of feeling like I wanna just

run run run away, 
from everyone who knows my name
consumed by emptiness consumed by doubt
endlessly fighting my hands should have been torn to shreds by now

fade fade fade away
the ghost in me says that it’s too late
will I find a place to finally fucking call my home
but you know im scared to death cus I feel as if im alone

on the back of this motorbike cigarette in hand
no goggles on my visions blurry and the winds in my hair
I thought I could just get away from this, yeah
I thought the drugs would empty all the pain with bliss

but you know that it doesn’t
At least back in hell I wasn’t alone
but sometimes we just gotta move on to grow
what doesn’t makes us just stay in a place where weakness starts to show

yeah cus even if you lost your memory would you want to be
something more than this hollow husk living in constant misery
yeah so make the choice and cut the bad fruit from the fucking tree
cus these snakes want to crawl up and  take all that you have for free

yeh im sick of fucking living in misery
but depression seems to keep his latches on top of me
so ill just keep moving, moving
until I catch up and grow

Charcoal Feather

This Changes Nothing

latenightdreamer! [prod.isolated]

thepastisthepast! [taha beats]

iknowthatfear! [prod. plauge beats]

produced by me and raze

stream the album: https://soundcloud.com/lildurt96/sets/tower17

Worst Time of My Life (w/ Razegod) [Prod. Adrian Butcher & Razegod]

Black Sun ft. Diverse [prod. nothingtodo]

fight my way back

Girls That Bite

Her View (Prod. THERSX)

Quand On Ferme Les Yeux

Check out my homie https://soundcloud.com/slothboipapi



it’s the sedatives just an alternative, 
just a market price inside my soul when did it become so competitive
now I’m hesitant,  
to let the ones I know I should love in but being backstabbed is so repetitive


know I’ve been here all before, drugged up passed out on the floor
I’ve seen those messages from him taunting you that you should leave
you know you should, cus I’m no good, I’m no good
I understand that I’m fucked up

dealing with questions from a psychiatrist doesn’t understand what I’ve been through
dealing with questions from my own family, build me up like a statue
it’s so hard to look at your eyes, filled with judgment
the pills just got too much for me I couldn’t cope

sinking down into the abyss where I never rose again
see my bones splattered on the walls deep down in my own hell
like a bliss-filled with alcohol and suicide
fucked in my own way, fucked together fucked apart

still, don’t remember how it got that bad back then thought I was better by myself
got the slothboi guarding my back climbing up and reaching the end
my mother just wants to see me smile, 
ill stare back with a blank face cus its the

holding no sentiment
I see you crying on the ground yeah mind is filling up with adrenaline
you’re argumentative
blaming me because you stuck down in a hole and you cant dig your way out

$LOTHBOI

Repetitive
These thoughts in my head they’ve been shaking me
Till the end ive been thinking of the negative
The thoughts in my head, yeah, yeah

Adrenaline
The panic from the thoughts and the memories
They’ve been overwhelming me and all my better days 
I’m hesitant to question my own fucking happiness 

The memories be trapping me
I’m stuck and it’s 
Repetitive
I need medicine
Im an alcoholic piece of shit a negative

I got some problems with
My fucking memories
The trauma from my fucking past can get the best of me
I’m staggering

Now Rivilin
Let’s climb up on their corpses
Let’s get rid of them

I be tired of the liars I been sitting with
Shit I’m fucking sick of it
I’m a piece of shit but I bet I’m still the better man
They faking it

Control Ft $LOTHBOI

Lyrics AMV featured on IDLEGLANCE: youtu.be/FaB_adGLw7Y

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

up in my stomach
I'm nauseous stay cautious I've been feeling low
like fill up the void with these flows
write down on the paper I roll
exhale all the vapor I know that
this shit ain't good for me
blowing out smoke like a factory
charging for features like battery
hopin this could be my salary
like, eating beats up like a calorie might
beat up the verse
know that this won't be the first
weepings the greatest, you worst
like fuck that shit was clean might run back
getting lean no more lack
smoke that green no piss pack
get me on ill attack that

note
i might fucking choke
I might waste away
let time decay
fuck what I wrote
feeling bleek today
can't speak no way
anxious no smoke
they say you can't really fix up whats already broke

take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

who the fuck you think you are?
talk bad on my name?
yes a year from now you'll leech my brow
and take the blame
"weepings" glow in golden lights that's that rise to fame
and ain't nobody wanna fuck with me before my flame

(slowed)
take a chance.
now you in it full send, no looking back, advance
crumpled up the blueprint ain't got no fuckin plans
I know that I've been lost for minute take a glance
hit the gas the exhaust linger with it 

kush got me in a trance, think I'm losing it
swallow up my pride and pills yes baby i'm abusing it
sorrow in my head alright, this dream am I pursuing it?
got her in my bed tonight but she ain't gon remove pit

Exhaust [prod. pink]

https://soundcloud.com/idleglance lyrics/amv: youtu.be/l57sbfuaYzA 


https://soundcloud.com/unknxwn7

lyrics

(bbyk9)
Girl my heart’s already broken
I want closure why you stole it
Bust my hand up I’m so lonely
Do your damage kill me slowly

And I just did a half line
Didn’t call me up today that’s a bad sign
Lately it feels like you're just a pain in my backside
Lately I just live in constant pain but I act fine

I don’t know why I try saw you in a past life
Wish that I could go back there one last time
Love’s a loaded gun girl hit me like a landmine
You just tear my heart out, then you think it’s snacktime

Used to tell me how you loved me, you gon hate me in the end
Got a chip up on my shoulder, never learned to make amends
Girl I just think it’s funny, how I’d do it all again
Got the same shit fucking with my head

Tongue tied, and I’m anxious what do you expect
Cut the shit, turn the lights off put you all to bed
If you won’t get the door girl then I won’t knock again
Even when I’m feeling not bad I’m still fucking dead

(Unknwxn)
Girl my hearts already broken
Don't waste time on me, it's hopeless
Tried my best so I hope you notice
I'm a fucked up mess with the words of a poet

I don't really like the fucking path that I'm going
Talking bout my past really just tryna hold it
If I get a chance, I'ma put in the trash
I don't feel like I deserve to be better than I am

Cause I'm fucked up, I had enough of
All of the fake love that's stuck inside of my mind
Tough luck, I don't give no fucks, I got my hopes up, I don't think I'ma be fine
Notebook full of my fucked up thoughts that I had when I sat in the back of a class
I put all of my hate in a glass in the back of my mind ain't no wonder I'm bad

I'm a ghost stuck in the snow
Where do I go? I don't know
I don't like life anymore
How do I cope? I'ma smoke
I'm a joke, fell for a hoe
How I give her my heart and I get it back broke?
I can't wait to get high to get out of this low
That I'm feeling inside of the core of my soul

Not happy and you can't make me
Life's crappy and you can't save me
Might crash on purpose maybe
So I don't have to deal with the shit that's daily

I lost my mind in my own, it's built to destroy
Chaos is my only joy
I hope I don't die alone in the end
I just wanna connect, I just want a friend

alreadybroken - babyKanine ft. Unknxwn (prod. Caps Ctrl)

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Lyrics:

[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse1]
fuckin' hell
Im not well
Trusted you
And then I fell

So afraid
I'm awake
Friends' like who?
Cause ya'll so fake

I might break
Then remake
Save my heart
From all the ache

Got my blade
I might fade
3 more lines
I wish you stayed


I'm so fed, no longer full
On every lie that you pull
Strings from above I'm their fool
Mastermind drowned in the pool 


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

[verse2]
You hate the way I numb my pain
I've hung myself inside your brain
An ornament for severing
The insecurities I'll bring

Bestow upon me gifts in vein
I'd follow you into the rain
But now you've gone and I'm insane
And you're the reason I'm to blame

It's suffocating not knowing where you lie
Awake I'm waiting for all to be made right
It's hard to believe me when I say that I'm alright
I live every day but I don't feel like I'm alive


[hook]
I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

I blame myself for the pain that you've dealt
My friends, you've known exactly how I've felt
So say I've changed but I did it for my health
And those I loved you've went and gone stealth

Health Issues (prod. Bartes)

Self produced / Sad  

CONTACT: RIVILINAU@GMAIL.COM

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