Aldn, Riovaz - Say What U Mean /-/

fuzz (me + jonah)

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i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
you run and you hid, now you're sounding your sirens

i cant tell if im just in over my head
or i just really wanna see you dead
i know you fucking hate me from the things that you said
it happened again, the blasphomy, catastrophes 
and everything i do i know is bad for me 

but i keep laughing it off, i slowly drown and i cough
i know its wrong for me to think but i like when you fuck up
i like us better off drugs
i like you more when you're on fire
like you more as a liar, i like it when you burn

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

i know that it's unusualy but, i cant quit using you up
i hope its mutual but, we both keep fucking things up
you know its bigger then us, you know we're both filled with lust and
the way we alwasy cope always just seems to be the drugs and

you're self destructive to say the least, i watched you die in front of me
i watched you burn so slowly, and then you break down into pieces
the devil has you on a leash, thats why you disappear for weeks
i know it breaks you down so deep, giving all of you, for a piece of me

i watched you burn and i liked it, i never knew
id be one for the violence
i found my new coping mechanism is hiding
but i had a feeling, that i would hate all the silence

i watched you burn and i liked it
i never knew, itd be quite this exciting
i found my new, coping mechanism is violence
but i had a feeling that id be one for the silence

Spotify

boys like girls who light themselves on fire

ep soon here r the lyrics :)

i dyed my hair all red
now its bleached and dead
now im thinking all the things
that i shouldntve said
ive been alone too long 
think its evident
you know how life moves fast
never know whats next

i let my legs freefall
but my arms could stay
and ive been skating all day
feeling not so great
i sit alone
and watch the whole world burn down

dont know why you had to lie
you just had to waste my time

ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more
ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more

north sky pretty
from the view of my room
and i got secrets
that im keeping from you
and you always change
yeah its never the same
yea never as it always was 
know im tired and confused now 
too long
i know ur dying to assume now
and ur wrong 
i know you see me doing shows
while you find a way to cope
promise you that it wont help
and you dont even know like

dont know why you had to lie
you just had to waste my time

ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more
ive been stressed out 
like i dont enough try enough
im gonna burn up
like im icarus
im seeing angels 
like thats four four four
its all too much
i dont wanna try no more

angels (prod. re6ce + jonah summerfield)

a dominic fike cover i made in twenty five minutes pitched down 300 cents to avoid being taken down

do you love that? when im out on the floor...

@kryst3n u went crazy twin ily 

lyrics:
countin' down on all the days i dream
prayin' on the times that i will stay 18 again
but here i am
im rotting away, im buried in my head
(im buried in my head)

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

do you want that? 'cause I don't feel right
looking at the stars and our fates intertwined
I want you all the time you pay no piece of mind
you sit back seat reclined you leave me with crossed eyes
I'm losing you'd be better off without me
you were 2 faced and our waters still cloudy
you make it seem like its easier without me
why am I holding onto somebody who never cared

i dont want that, nothing feels right
i feel the time is ticking down, i wanna rewind
you cut me off and make it hard for me to be fine
you got me questioning if I've been in the real life

do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that
do i hold back? do you want any more?
do you love that? when im out on the floor?
making contact? got a life to restore?
i dont want that, i dont really want that

sidelines

rl