marchfourth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.

[verse]
you called me names
just like
you did
when we were kids
you told me things
that you
didn't want anyone
didn't want anyone to know

[chorus]
don't wanna grow up
go back, run
we all ran out of time

[verse]
we'd run
around the yard
its super sad
to see it fade away
so quick just like that
you fucked it up
go fuck yourself
i despise you and everything you've done 

[chorus]
don't wanna grow up
go back, run
we all ran out of time

(we're older now)
(we're older)
(we're older now)
(we're older)

nineteeneightyeight

julynineteenth, twentytwentytwo.
produced by anvii & @gaberamirez1.
drums recorded by giovanni garry.

[verse]
no meds
just smoke everyday
was it all lies?
tell me now
i watched it burn right in front of my eyes
you lied
you lied

[chorus]
you cry i cry
i don't know why
you cry i cry
it drives me wild

[verse]
cheap sex and weed
i walk down your street
i hear your voice beside me
contemplation
what do you think?
i miss her
i miss me

[chorus]
you cry i cry
i don't know why
you cry i cry
it drives me wild

you know, you know, it never gets well
you know, you know, it never gets well
you know, you know, it never gets well
you know, you know, it never gets well

you cry i cry

3. Kiss My Chest

1. Im Your Dog

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mixed. @mightyassassin

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--- lyrics ---

You pushed me away, but that's fine you don't wanna talk anyway
I see the numbers getting to your brain
We gave you too many chances
Still you can't take the blame
It's just wasted potential, the person that you are
Keeping it confidential, and honestly It's sad that
You're so revengeful, to people you know care about 
"How is your mental?" (I feel so dismantled)

Honestly, It was your choice of words
You could've used them better could've made this work
It was your own choice, now you're the one feeling hurt
You're so naive now, don't realize we fell apart

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't

See the crash out, blame it all on me but you're the one that'll act out
You're the one who fired shots first, now you back down
Is it cause you care, or you'll get hurt, by the stats now
Claim we never fell out
It hurts to hear you lie on my name
Wish you would claim what you did but you never take blame
You were the one that started it ignited the flame
Now that you're gone I'm feeling better but it won't be the same

You can't save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't
Save yourself, already made the wrong choice in a mental cell
And maybe that's your problem you should ask for help
Your condescending words the reason I farewell
Only here for the numbers can't save yourself

farewell

prod by me

lyrics:
i know its hard
to wake up in your bed
it gets so dark
waking up in this flesh
i know sometimes
you just wish you were dead
but it's alright
i'll sing you to bed

i'll sing you to bed

ep sounds similar to this 

“I don’t care 17 and im gone 
I got 28 problems and you know that you’re one 
Got 18 years but only 1 was fun 
Got 6 bullets that I’ll load in gun 
Got 3 pairs of boots that I wear when I stunt
Got 4 baggy jeans, but I’m all outta blunts 
No personality it was all just a front 
And that’s the 76 ways I’m in the dumps

And I was sick as shit just last week 
I’m too nervous for the stage, feel the shake in my knees
Track marks one day, say I’m stung by bees
And my Honda barley drive when I do have the keys 
And I can’t get a job not even Walmart 
So I stay at home and I fall apart 
And I write some songs so I can complain 
hear me talk and talk but don’t know my name
I worked in a high school but it’s time to grow up
I was dead anyways so I didn’t show up 
In my head and my brain no, I have no one
Mentally not okay so they got a bad son 
Not even good at the game lowkey never won
At least I lost some weight, shit it looks like a ton 
And I self depreciate probably cause I’m a bum 
And I self medicate but I do that for fun 

I don’t care 17 and im gone 
I got 28 problems and you know that you’re one 
Got 18 years but only 1 was fun 
Got 6 bullets that I’ll load in gun 
Got 3 pairs of boots that I wear when I stunt
Got 4 baggy jeans, but I’m all outta blunts 
No personality it was all just a front 
And that’s the 76 ways I’m in the dumps”

76 (lilportal)

everything made by me
lyrics:

she
dont wanna see
me anymore
i
i tried to fight
tried to fix everything 
i got ignored

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i can't restore

theres
so many things that i
regret
kept pushing you aside
as my love
deepened
im so fucking dumb

she dont like me anymore
i tried my worst
thought i was right
i cant restore

she don't like me anymore

i lay in my coffin and wait

(I bet you fell in love with the world..) 

Yeah, (you would)
Think that you Know me,
You Would,
Think that you Hear me,
You Would, You Would, (think that you hear me)
You Would, You Would,

Nothing that you tell me makes it better ever after, yeah.
Love me, now forever, girl, I swear I'll make it last for ya.
We could travel, yeah. Go to Africa.
She got someone at home, we don't mention that.

i lay in my coffin and wait

roach

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