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bilmuri - near

Lies I’ve told myself since you left

I’m praying for this shit to end
I’m writing songs for a girl 
That’s in bed with my best friend 
And I know 
That I lose control 
But I’m fucking over this 
Cuz every breathe that I take 
It tastes like medicine 
Since you left 
If I rip my heart out my chest 
Will u see that I did my best ?

this song is a cry for help

Codependent

it's so cold today

Bunnyboy

i've run out of things to write
find me in the side of light
sweating little bullets i can't handle it it's blinding bright
u got mad at me for singing songs that never told u lies
im angry and confused 
but neither thanks to u
see i want some fucking answers
but none that u can give me
my mother always said that god would send me to her city
i don't even wanna go
i want to stay right here
i've fallen for this simple life and everybody here
the last few years were scary but it's finally looking up
now we're safe and sound and we can look around and finally see the trees
the willows weep for me

this song is a cry for help

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