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Untitled Playlist

2024

Un battito di ciglia

Quarantine Chronicles Vol. 3

Tears Don’t Fall - Cover

lyrics
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fuck my life
fuck my health
you don't care so i'll go fuck myself
fuck this job
fuck this car
every song that i write just coexists with a scar
and i've got paragraphs about the shit that i will never say
cause it'll kill you just to hear me whine and bitch all fucking day
maybe the grass is green in other states where i choose to reside
maybe a glimpse of light will formulate and catch my fucking eye
and maybe you'll hear this when you check my page and ask if i'm alright
cause i've been afraid of all the darkest places lying in my mind

i will convince myself i'm dying but then act like i'm just fine
my mind's a scary fucking place and i can't fix it while i drive
but my car is lucy in the sky with diamonds going sixty five
and you're just a pot hole maybe yoko ono screaming by my side
is this the end of things i'm strumming strings just trying to decide
cause i am afraid of me so save me please i beg you just to try
i'm losing my purpose lifes a circus they said please enjoy the ride
my seatbelt is broken eyes wide open as my body starts to slide

if i escape the wreck i'll disconnect from everyone online
i'll pack my belongings i've been longing for this moment my whole life
i'll disappear for months no mentions of my status or a clue
i'm fine don't you worry there's no hurry to return to what i knew
it's hard to calculate these conversations if i'm being truth
-ful i wanna congregate all that relate to everything i spew
in midst of my disconnect i'll stay in check & keep in touch with few
as long as i'm open im just hoping that it's something i'll get through 

cause i'm a fucking wreck
oh what the heck
why do i even try
i lie in the grass
high off my ass
& watch the clouds just pass on by
if life has a purpose
i am nervous
to unravel what is mine
i'll trip & i'll travel
down the rabbit hole
& ditch my bags inside

ditch

old song, made by me and @ er1ksn <3

winterhaven days
feels like yesterday
we kept our doors open
keys were tossed away
never shouldve stayed
fuck those winterdays

you called me up at night
to tell me i was dumb
i was so drunk one night
i called u up, it stung
in my heart for long
so thankful for the rum, now

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

summer at the place
we used to run away
u used to laugh when i
sung and acted lame
i hope u are ok
and that u are the same, as then

we played hide n seek
out there till the dawn
when i found u, u said
i took way too long
im thankful for those days
but they dont seem to fade, for me

now its dawn
till forever when were gone
now its sung
u will always have this song

and your ghost
keeps me up till i fall
n i wonder
are u out there anymore

a day to remember
then came november
u had to tell me
u were leaving

serenade to the girl who broke my heart in middle school

head 2 the ground (neck deep cover) [prod. saint tomorrow]

IG : @maybehinshi & @sewerperson

lyrics : 

I itch all night until I get my fix
Plenty people die but not everybody lives

Cuddled up in worried silence
The night above bathes is in violet
Where were u to grant me guidance
With no one here I’m walking blinded
My knuckles bleed and my cheeks burn red
The blood drips down while I Bandage my head
I knew enough but its just so fun to guess
This consequence embeds in my chest
Her heaven just feels like a prison to me
But prisoner then I will be
And I happily comply when she asks it of me
Cause that’s what she loves most
Poison thru the door is replacing my feed
For once just ask me what I would want and ill tell u its love to receive from you
Love to receive from you

And I would die tomorrow if u promised me it could save ur life
Wipe all that sorrow off of ur face im here to hold u tight

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

As time pass, I give up on our love (our love)
And I can't get your face out off (my head)
And I'm wondering if you ever loved me
I'm sinking, you're all that I need

And I'll scream all night
Till you hear me right
Our hearts ignites
Things we can't rewrite
I'll waste my time
Till it all rewind
I'll waste my time
Till it all comes back

love from you (feat. Sewerperson)

i hope you feel this as much as i do
prod ford. or drowsy not sure which one to put

Lyrics:

hold on
could you help me home
let me know
give me hope
how long
you couldn't help me i'm too gone
how long
how long

i need a change right now
could someone fuckin notice
in jus a couple days
went thru a couple pounds of potent
its generic as fuck but i'm really on my own
SHIT
that's jus the show biz is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

is what they say
is what they say
is what they say

i hate the deity above me
if there is one
fuck how hard i have 2 fight
till i'm someone
oh i hear connections nice
at least they tell me
she stomp on my neck n somehow
she can tell me

HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG
HOLD ON
COULD YOU HELP ME HOME
LET ME KNOW
GIVE ME HOPE
HOW LONG
YOU COULDN'T HELP ME I'M TOO GONE
HOW LONG
HOW LONG

torture

Diva (prod. Frost)

I Don't Think I'm Fine (prod. HxrxKiller)

I’m praying for this shit to end
I’m writing songs for a girl 
That’s in bed with my best friend 
And I know 
That I lose control 
But I’m fucking over this 
Cuz every breathe that I take 
It tastes like medicine 
Since you left 
If I rip my heart out my chest 
Will u see that I did my best ?

this song is a cry for help

ghost town w/sendflowrs (prod. wetmall)

Sourface

Diary

In Circles (Remastered)

Nevermind

Come As You Are

Ours Is Chrome

Leach

ＴＨＥ　ＶＯＩＣＥＳ　ＩＮ　ＭＹ　ＨＥＡＤ　ＣＯＬＬＩＤＥ

//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
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this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

Blink 182 - All The Small Things

Stanotte

[+] used to hold your hand while you're coming down..
* featuring @lilskeleskrrt * produced by @l1lbiscuit *

MUSIC VIDEO: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yVr0Jf26AFk

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 1: @seejayxo]
Baby I could hate you,
But I think I could love you just the same
Holdup, wait a minute, lemme switch my lane
I just gotta get me a Range
I just need some bands in the back of the safe
I got nothing else to say
They was sleeping on me
Now I feel like they awake
Shawty got a lil taste
Now she think she love me, I can see it in her face
Baby I'ma get them bands and I'll spend on you
That's just what I do, I don't know if I'ma lose
I just gotta tell you when I'm thinking of you...
Cuz I'm thinking of your heart beating on mine
I don't even know if this feels right
I just gotta know where it leads right, where it leads right?

[hook 2x: @seejayxo]
Used to hold your hand while you're coming down
Pop another *** and I feel it now
I just gotta know why you not around
Wanna let you know what I'm feeling now

[verse 2: @lilskeleskrrt]
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now
So what do you want from me?
I could sit here all day you won't talk to me
Even if I was dying, you wouldn't stop for me
I've been making racks, its not enough for you
You keep wanting more even when all my bands are blue
Caution, stop with all that fuck shit
Cameras flashing the lights off when I walk into the function
Razor round my necklace I'm bound to get reckless
Seejay in the back while I scratch off my checklist
My baby never know when I'm coming down
I've been off a blue but I don't feel it now
I been waiting all day for you to come around
Used to want the love but I don't need it now

Coming Down

+ stream on SPOTIFY

coming down (feat. skele) *MUSIC VID IN DESC*

soundcloud:playlists:1788747489

this song is a cry for help

roach