ϞCHØØL ϞHØØTΣR - Waking Up Is Hard To Do (Alt Version)

my shadow

made this song a couple months ago

youve forgot my name
you dont remember
who i am
ive lost all purpose
you were all i had
i want you back
i want you back

your what i need
your why i breath
we had memories
why cant it just be
you and me, together
but now, its all gone
and i cant move on i cant move onn

youve forgot my name
you dont remember
who i am
ive lost all purpose
you were all i had
i want you back
i want you back

im bleeding
im screaming
i gave you, all of me
and this is, how you treat me
but i still, love you, why cant 
i move on from you
i just want to
i just want to

youve forgot my name
you dont remember
who i am
ive lost all purpose
you were all i had
i want you back
i want you back


why can't i move on from you

i thought im fine
i guess im not
she talks behind my back
to all her friends
shes so wretched
and i wish i never met her

its so over
i tried so hard
no going back now
its all over for me

no one will ever love me
im such an ugly freak
i was cursed with these genes
love wont ever find me

its all fucked 
just give up
theres no point in trying
out of luck
my life sucks
theres no point in whining

freak

all in the name of the underground.




i want you to see the real me
just like i have seen the real you

straight through the ground
ive been torn down
this place cant be
the one for me
and i crumble when i hear your voice
i hate that i was your last choice

save me
please save me
im bleeding
stars fading


help

end my fucking life
i dont ever wanna try
crying all the time
please just let me die tonight
wasting all my life
i cant find a reason to
even keep going on
cause it all just seems so long

hate me
waste me
break me
into nothing
hate me
waste me
break me
into nothing

Let me die tonight

be patient with me with the producers gotta find them but if you come across this lmk.

why can't i move on from you

roadkill