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some of them may be seen as shit, but i see the beauty in the music. music from guys whos music is pretty cool but they arent that big.

underrated niggas

incelcore bops

roadkill collected

втарая палавінка саундклауднава клада атборнячка

Crashoutplaylist

martyr

OOOOOooOOOO

"If you dont put in more effort, you may as well kill your self"
well I started pulling the trigger, as soon as you opened your mouth
I'll end my life forever just to hope I'll ruin your day
I hope you choke and gag on my grey
matter cause by now its not gonna matter to me
i shot myself in the head i was never gonna be happy
but at least I can die laughing with a smile on my face
hoping fragments of my skull
impale into your eyeballs
and that the last thing that you see
is the end of my suffering

now that its all over theres a lesson to be learned
to anybody who cared you got what you fucking deserved
and i can't start having second thoughts about what happens next
because suicide is the only thing you can't regret

Spite!

Fuck Off Acoustic

Resist Succubi Acoustic

fakecel

mass shooter

Belowground - I Want to Stop Breathing

wigilia

Today wasn't a good day 
Yeah, it was such a shitty day
No purpose in my life
I think I'm freaking going nuts
I guess it will end up like this

Six-pack is where I belong
It's like that cool gezebelle song:
Doesn't matter if I die drunk,
Doesn't matter if I die young
Like shit all my life stank

It really sucks to be 17
Nobody ever wanted me
Now I'm sleeping on the floor
My green fluids near me
I'm really really diying tonight

Vomiting My Stomach Out

I Did DXM And Saw Shadow People - penguinband

Been locked up again
I may have lost my mind
And you go out everyday
With your fucking friends

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

I wonder if they listen
'cause you're talking all the time
And there's one thing I want
I hope that you shut up

Oh yeah
Fuck you
I'd rather stay in bed
Than see Again
Your stupid fucking face
Oh I'm
So ashamed
I wish to die today
I can't Belive
That once we were friends

Fuarrrk Off

schizotypal thoughts

heart attack

goodbye and have a nice life

wacked out
fucked up
brain is
just mush
10 count
no luck
i just did way too fucking much

black out
go home
wake up
no phone
off pills that are small and sweet
doing
dumb shit
i will
regret
running naked down the street
off my pills so small and sweet


WACKED OUT !!!

made this song a couple months ago

youve forgot my name
you dont remember
who i am
ive lost all purpose
you were all i had
i want you back
i want you back

your what i need
your why i breath
we had memories
why cant it just be
you and me, together
but now, its all gone
and i cant move on i cant move onn

youve forgot my name
you dont remember
who i am
ive lost all purpose
you were all i had
i want you back
i want you back

im bleeding
im screaming
i gave you, all of me
and this is, how you treat me
but i still, love you, why cant 
i move on from you
i just want to
i just want to

youve forgot my name
you dont remember
who i am
ive lost all purpose
you were all i had
i want you back
i want you back


why can't i move on from you

i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
----------------------------------------------------
I'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
----------------------------------------------------
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really
did change

I woke up and saw you
and you were acting
so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
Now that i have gone away
you can have all the space
that you prayed for
that i paid for
is this i get blamed for?

now that it's all gone
is that you really want
i just want to carry on 
and I want you to move on
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm calling-
To tell you-
That I just-
don't love you-
the way that-
i used to
i know that you still do
Believe me 
when i say 
that things really did change
I woke up and saw you
you were acting so strange
-----------------------------------------------------
i'm running running to run away from you
i don't know don't know what i got to do
to get it, get it, get it through to you
that i'm running, running to run away from you
-----------------------------------------------------

Running Away

i dont wanna talk to you
you wont tell the truth to me
youll just feed me your lies
and i tried so hard
just to stay with you
i even gave my heart to you 
but you, broke it, in two

i wont ever forgive what you did to me
and i dont ever want to see your face again


i can never forgive you

i hate these couples
seeing them just hurts me
i wish they were dead
life is so unfair

everydays the same im so unhappy, 
my life is the worst, why does this happen, theyre all against me, i fucking hate them, 
this is my life now, theres no getting out of this

i hate this so much
so long without love
i hate all of you 
so please just go jump off a bridge

i feel so jealous
of them, all the time
i dont know how to
get better, or fix myself

everydays the same im so unhappy, 
my life is the worst, why does this happen, theyre all against me, i fucking hate them, 
this is my life now, theres no getting out of this

i hate this so much
so long without love
i hate all of you 
so please just go jump off a bridge
my life is a waste
i fucked it all up
i know its my fault
so fuck this life, you wont see me again

couples are evil

I wake up everyday
Nothing on my mind
Except for aching pain
I wanna fucking die
Please tell me what is this
Buried alive in shit
Nothing will ever stick
I'm fucking over it

My leg, broken
Brain is dumb from toking
Can't unload it
Body is eroding

A headache everyday
Til i am in a grave
Really don't wanna play
This fucking stupid game
I really want to go
No one will even know
Everyday that im here
Resentment starts to grow

My leg, broken
Brain is dumb from toking
Can't unload it
Body is eroding

I WAS BORN WITH GLASS BONES AND PAPER SKIN

yeah i made the first incelcore black metal song what did you do chud #realnigga



lyrics:

i think my brain is fucked 
and there is something wrong
with the way i think
everythings so bleak

i never felt real love
i never had no one
and im not having fun
i think my life is done

i dont know what to do
i dont know what to say
somethings wrong with my brain
something is wrong me

a life thats filled with gloom
nothing but misery
and everydays the same
i have become nothing

im so fucked up
im so fucked uppp

im like an animal
im always out for blood
i need to be put down
devoid of empathy

i dont know what to do
i dont know what to say
somethings wrong with my brain
something is wrong me

i never felt real love
i never had no one
and im not having fun
i think my life is done

im so fucked up
im so fucked uppp

im fucked up and i need to be shot

Suicide is easier
Can’t  be asked to live no more
Take my gun and kill someone
Tell her i will kill my self
Then she’d save me from this hell
She would rape me till I fell
After that I will be free
Nothing left to stop me
Suicide is easier

suicide is easier

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

shit cover but i needed to upload something

creep

dont try to reach my line cause
its past my time
dont come, speak to my face
cause ive blown it right off
its time you care
watch me bleed and die
want you to scream
want you to scream and cry

watch as i bleed
want you to scream
watch as i bleed
want you to scream

no one ever likes me cause i am so sad
they only care when you are gone


dont try to call me cause im dead

my life really sucks
so fuck it im getting drunk
ill have a beer or two
and maybe go shoot myself

ill drink myself to death
cause its all fuckin pointless
i hope i die tonight
by alcohol poisoning

goodbye everyone
it was nice knowing you all
but this is my end
you wont ever see me again
forgive me im sorry
this is the best apology
that i could do
dont worry about me just worry about you

just worry about you

alcohol poisoning

i feel so full of hatred
its killing me
the violent tendencies
i need to please

i freeze in place
your blood is on my face
i want to get out of this place
but your corpse is in the way
will i ever be forgiven

its all coming back to me
your scream, its so haunting
and it all felt so good at the time
but now i wanna die
please end my fucking life

please excuse me
your corpse is in my way
please excuse me
your always in my way

please excuse me

Old demo I had but never published because I thought it was bad. 

Woke up at 4, didn’t leave my bed
Saw that you left me left on read
Tried to text back, I changed my mind
Guess I’ll just rot here, guess I'll die

Yeah, I'm trying to move past her
But it's so hard to forget her
Yeah, I swore I’d get it together
But I’m still stuck in last November

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I'm watching the paint peel from the wall
Crying as I wait for your call
Told myself I would start again
But here I am, waiting again

It’s fine, I’m used to it
Always feeling like shit
I'm burnt out in my mind
But I swear that I'm fine

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

I tried to quit caffeine, but I still can't sleep
Your suicidal thoughts are catching up to me
I really wish you'd shoot me 'til I'm dead
I really wish that you'd cut me instead

Cut Me Instead

Run away

Another instrumental cover drop!!!
Here's my cover of the song BOOGIE2988 originally by @stubky-sanchez and it's one of my favorites to play!
All parts were recorded in a single take.
If the track is too loud, let me know so I can upload a quieter one!

Kim8Ball - BOOGIE2988 (Guitar Cover)

was gonna post this one on main, but the vocals were ass and I couldn't think of a way to fix them

ill miss u when im dead

Shooter cover

[Verse 1]
I stay up late thinking of you
And I hope you're hurting too
All my feelings deep inside
I'm really fucking up my mind

[Verse 2]
I feel so bad I feel abused
And I don't know what to do
One more dose for the pain
Makes these feelings go away

[Chorus]
Harm reduction
Harm reduction
Harm reduction

Harm Reduction

you kiss my open sores, love soaking through my pores 
i've lived a thousand lives, this one is my demise
the day you leave my side, come thoughts of suicide
im riding shotgun in a car 
 going nowhere but we’re getting far

Substance abuse

be my own

giving up and getting stoned again
it’s too much effort to crawl out of bed
I’ll do it tomorrow or not at all
why’s everything gotta be so fucking hard

I can’t stand being alone
but I hate other people even more
showing my dick off to girls online
nobody gives a shit and then you die