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its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

Spotify

better off [+irby & jolst]

I won't give up...

ｎｏｔｈｉｎｇ， ｎｏｗｈｅｒｅ．- ｐａｒｋｉｎｇ ｌｏｔ

<3
Been away from my "working station" for a while, wasnt gonna release this but it feels like ive been inactive for a long time. love you guys.
Heres the lyrics;
[Verse1]
Dont wanna get lost tonight
cuz baby youre my valentine
ima put the fire out
a thousand degrees when your skin touches mine

 [Break]
I cross my fingers, want you to stay
as always i dont really know what to say.
You're sitting right next to me, 
two cans filled with ice
Blank words mean nothing compared to your eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
And we talk about memories
How we used to live on the streets
climbing rooftops, always a treat
I knew the reason why my heart could beat
You were my drug, my nicotine
these memories flash by like a movie scene
I can't escape the past

[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

[Verse 2]
Ive got a tendency to lose my shit when im stressed out
Ill go with honesty and tell you how i feel, right,

[Break 2]
Brush it off its a new day
There wasnt anything I could say
You didnt have to act like that
Never wanted to get back
Dont get the idea that i will ever understand
Bottom line is that im far ahead



[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

2xU - for the last couple of days

Wait (Feat. Guccihighwaters)(Prod. Notmorgn)

prod. @notmorgn
featuring @guardinmusic

(guccihighwaters)
she said I look upset but girl 
there’s passion in this frown
cus i think i am obsessed with the all the 
love when your around
why they want smoke with me
not a stoner
when she’s not here im a loner
she too bad you can’t clone her
i live for her im a donor

i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

(guardin)
i'll stop breathing 
lie awake in the night fight the feeling 
fuck love i'm a mess for a reason 
six feet in the dirt for the season
i don't like this
life without the hue of your iris
erase your face embedded in my eyelids
patience paints the face of the silent 

sorry i'm not coming down 
elevated all around 
my conscience thinks i'm falling out
of grip i ripped the bong & now i'm

(guardin and guccihighwaters)
stoned beyond belief i know 
i fucked it up it goes to show 
that i get high when i feel low
please pick me up & take me home

(guccihighwaters)
i’d rather be ghost this season
disconnected i don’t like the feeling
thoughts ricochet with the walls and the ceiling
my chest so tight i can’t even feel my breathing

rather be a ghost (feat. guardin)

Last Night Was A Blur (Prod. By yng abrey)

Frozen hearts (ft. Guccihighwaters ) (Prod by. notmorgn)

the homie @guccihighwaters

lyrics

(gucci)
I build static
I go crazy
Can't put it out if it doesn't sound amazing
and life's too fast baby hold me till it's over
tell me that you love me maybe once when you're sober
Don't wanna die as a memory
I can't leave without my legacy
Leave love letters lying on my tombstone
death is only physical I'd like to have a new home

Anxiety make my body go numb now
I sleep early withdraw on the comedown 
when I was younger it left me in hunger
but now I'm older 
desire to be under x2

(softheart)
you dont even care like you used to 
you aint even there like you used to be
hard like the usual 
you just give me stares like you're used to me

anxious probably up late
tryna hide my face
tryna bring it back
i was thinking that
life is always moving so fast
before you knew it had passed
doing better still bad

i guess im just scared it wont come
true so i dont think it
i swear its so lonely when its snowing
in new england
thought you called me it was just a 
dream was just a figment
of back when you would hold me 
like the only thing you need is
me 
is me 
is me
hate me you hate me so bad
its over hard to stay sober 
as i get older just grow colder
weed make it okay so i stay stoned
just like a boulder

chorus

anxiety (feat. guccihighwaters)

Thanks to guccihighwaters & notmorgn!
Jacky B:
https://twitter.com/NotJackyB
https://www.instagram.com/notjackyb

Guccihighwaters:
https://soundcloud.com/guccihighwaters
https://www.instagram.com/guccihighwaters
https://twitter.com/guccihighwaters

notmorgn:
https://soundcloud.com/notmorgn

Lyrics:

Jacky B:
Bags around my eyes
Gotta close my blinds
Cant stand the sunlight
Sitting in my room
Its time to write
Demons in my sight
X's on my eyes
Cant stay up all night
You really hurt me
Now your gone
You said you loved me
Now i gotta stay strong
Walking down this pathway
Holding a can of jack
Hoping that i'm halfway
You were a mistake
Take drugs in my pastime
Fade into a poltergeist
Cant help me now
Don't need your advice
Leave me in the back
Isolated forever

Guccihighwaters:
I think you loved me the past
Always throwing shade
Isolated in the back
Fucking jaded
Really jaded from the past
Should i get really faded
And forget bout what we had
I think it’s time
For me to go
To run away
And find my home
Look at me
Define alone
Look at me
I fight alone
Young waster
Don’t need a chaser
No mixer
Straight to the face yeah
She would talk a lot of shit
Drink the whole bottle shit
Now she poppin all up my mentions
No kolonopin
Not like that
You used to be so different
Type back but
I’m the one dismissing

Jacky B:
Yea i'm isolated
Leave me alone
I'm heavily sedated
Put my headphones in
Block the world out
Walking down the street
Gotta change the route
All alone at night
Gotta walk to maccas faded
Yea i missed you
Not answering your calls
You traded me in
For a new guy
Now i drink just to get by


Tried to stay with you for ever
You left me like a feather
Smothered in the dirt forever
Now i'm stuck in the past
Back at the start
I don't think i'm gonna last
Don't know what i'm doing
Time to grab the glass
Take it straight to the face
I wanna leave this fucking place

Isolated (Feat. Guccihighwaters) (Prod. notmorgn)

@qawikamri
@polearm

this song is for everyone who supports me.

LYRICS:-
when i die
can you sing this lullaby? 
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

keep your head, stay strong, you'll be fine
dont worry about me, ill be fine
ill watch over you with a smile
when its tough, ill show you a sign

remember to be kind, even when its hard
even when its dark, wait for the morning light
promise you'll be alright, cos ill be by your side

so when i die
can you sing this lullaby?
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

imma leave with a smile on my face
with a can of arizona in my hand
all black fit like im convolk in new york
imma sprinkle molly rock, then hide it in my sock

ill be there in the form of a ghost
gonna haunt you for a night
when you needed me the most
ill break the law, it wont matter the cost
cos i just wanna hear the echos of your voice

When I Die (prod. Halberd)

@scottysplash

i thought the worst of it had already happened again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

"u know u only make things worse
when u bring it up again it only makes me hurt"
well im glad to know
u can start to imagine how i felt
ur locked inside my heart
found ur way there like a shelter
but u cant run from ur fuckin shadow
dont u know?

give me ur worst when i gave u my best

i thought the worst of it had already happen again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

Follow me <3

ruins (prod. scotty splash)

@4evrgone
@stationsix

i dont wanna live
without someone in my arms
but its never really lonely when ur livin in the dark
blue eyed shorty came to pull up and to park
i never thought that love would be tearin me apart

ur flesh and blood
like the ink from my pen
bitch, ive been fucked up
u just fucked me dead
10 mg's cant get u out of my head
20 mg's might keep me in my bed
for the night
my eyes closed tight
life feels like
a fucking nightmare sometimes

u dont wanna ask
what u really wanna tell me?
hit me on my cell
iPhone or the enV
i cant pick it up
til i find where the end meets
i wont give it up
even if its where the end leads

i dont wanna live
without someone in my arms
but its never really lonely when ur livin in the dark
blue eyed shorty came to pull up and to park
i never thought that love would be tearin me apart
u dont wanna ask
what u really wanna tell me?
hit me on my cell
iPhone or the enV
i cant pick it up
til i find where the end meets
i wont give it up
even if its where the end leads

i wont give it up, i swallow pride, you spit it up 
my hollow eyes, i stick em shut
to my surprise it isnt love

yeah i was born and raised better
write it down in unnamed letters
blame it all on pain, yet im still holding on to the same sweater 

i let you wear, it isnt much
but it still makes me miss your touch
i feel it all, im in your clutch
i use this music as a crutch

to get myself by day to day
one day i hope ill fade away
i pray i wont remain enslaved forever,
to who i loved yesterday

livin in the dark (ft. thebreathingbackwards) [prod. 4evr]

@deliverbonjovi

cracked bottles on my grave, love
find me faded by the lake while the rain hits my head
hard times been feelin never endin
red wine in my cup, that's the best that ive been

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

im gone, dont give a fuck about what u said
black heart, red blood on the end of my pen
writing wrongs in these songs, try the best that i can
gave my all to the wrong bitch, and now i feel dead
no i cannot wife that
i can barely hit without catchin feelings
and i know how much u like that
yeah, tell me how u like that

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

inside my head
in the deepest parts of my mind
lays the severed ties
to myself, shown with bloodshot eyes
close them for a second
dont know, what could u miss?
secrets locked behind the lips
on her hips
blades on my wrist for the 5th time
i cant fuck with shit
i thought for a second there
that i had ur heart
like u had my ear
now i played my part
come and look right here
take a shot in the dark
when the rain gets near
i know it looks so far
but it all gets clear
with each and every knife in the back
dont miss me too much
im never coming back

i'll b there (prod. deliverthecrush)

bright eyes %_%
-
lyrics:
no big deal, I’m not
hurt at all
please don’t catch me 
when i fall

no big deal, I’m not
hurt at all
please dont pick up 
when i call

no big deal, I’m not
hurt at all
please don’t catch me 
when i fall

and I know you’ve heard it all
please don’t pick up when i call

I can’t think straight
I don’t feel okay
theres a fire on the rooftop
blue jeans and tube socks 
shimmer on her face
like some moon rocks
a winners what it takes
Im just too soft

sitting in the park boy
avocado socks boy
i just wanna talk yo...
u are very thoughtful

we can grab the tacos
we can share the nachos
now im feeling awful :(
ever since i lost u
ever since i lost u

2xU - for the last couple of days

Robin Lucious

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