prod. eric godlow
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV
source 12/31/2021

surf_10x_final

i 
been stuck in the dirt so long
u 
get a big head funko pop
i shouldve known i was a pit stop
fix my ride 
send me off crushed

send me to the sky 
i been wonderin why u 
just go w the motion

i just wanna buy
what u sellin inside
and not be left w questions

best tell me them
clouds on my head
rainfall to bed 
ur just like a med

im so addicted
to ya
im on a mission 
for ya
ill do anything to see ya
but this distance

killin us either way

skippin rocks out by the bay 

we grow further by the day

i still love u by the way

u dont know it but

hook

outro

why do u do it like that?

swaine x eric godlow: surf_10x_final

beat prod by: cxrter x wisssery
written and performed by: @reject333 x @darkfurei

ouu im rlly sorry + @darkfurei (p. cxrter x wisssery)

produced by cxrter & tahtx

lyrics:
(notahero)
heavy snow is pouring outside the window
u know exactly what u want in life
but i don’t know
but i’ll carry on
and i’ll love u if you're here or you're gone
i’ll find u thru the crowd
she don’t know i’m hurting cuz i barely make a sound
this hole i’ve dug so deep
i can’t see through out the ground
u can find me in the lost and found
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

(backyard beetle)
yeah
as the candle burns real low
the light begins to show
you may be gone but your presence still glows
feasting on fragments and memories of old
i live in a wasteland i ain't never seen the snow 
even then I can't help but feel it's so cold
cause all of my warmth came from you
what am i supposed to do 
when my systems shut down

(notahero)
christmas was never this cold
christmas was never this cold

christmas was never this cold (cxrter x tahtx)

The Tombstone

[Verse]
The grass grows wild where you now sleep
The wind whispers secrets I can’t keep
Your name carved deep in stone so cold
But your warmth lives in the stories I’ve told

[Chorus]
I visit your grave as often as I can
Talk to the sky like it understands
The tombstone stands but it doesn’t reply
I miss you so much I could ask it why

[Verse 2]
The clouds roll heavy above my head
The world keeps spinning but you’re still dead
A crow watches me like it knows my pain
I wait for the sun but it starts to rain

[Pre Chorus]
The silence screams louder than words
Your absence cuts deeper than swords

[Chorus]
I visit your grave as often as I can
Talk to the sky like it understands
The tombstone stands but it doesn’t reply
I miss you so much I could ask it why

[Bridge]
I leave a flower you’ll never see
A part of my heart stays there with thee
The earth took you but it holds you near
I whisper your name hoping you’ll hear

The Tombstone

Песня рассказывает грубую, глубоко эмоциональную историю людей, которые работают на передовой — спасателей, солдат или полицейских — и ежедневно сталкиваются с моментами, когда жизнь висит на волоске. Текст передаёт самый тяжёлый момент их работы: миг, когда им приходится принять реальность, что кто-то больше никогда не вернётся домой. Мотив непринятого звонка, ожидающей матери или партнёрши и фотографии двух детей в кошельке создаёт мощную, холодящую атмосферу беспомощности и человеческой хрупкости.

Песня подчёркивает тишину после борьбы, душевную боль тех, кто пытается спасать других, и показывает, как один пропущенный звонок может навсегда изменить мир целой семьи. Это баллада о потере, ответственности, тяжести службы и о тихом героизме, который, однако, имеет высокую цену.

Эта песня доступна в нескольких языковых версиях. Если вы хотите их послушать, вы найдёте их на моём SoundCloud, на моём YouTube-канале или на сайте denis82cz.eu.

Когда позвонит мама

<3
Been away from my "working station" for a while, wasnt gonna release this but it feels like ive been inactive for a long time. love you guys.
Heres the lyrics;
[Verse1]
Dont wanna get lost tonight
cuz baby youre my valentine
ima put the fire out
a thousand degrees when your skin touches mine

 [Break]
I cross my fingers, want you to stay
as always i dont really know what to say.
You're sitting right next to me, 
two cans filled with ice
Blank words mean nothing compared to your eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
And we talk about memories
How we used to live on the streets
climbing rooftops, always a treat
I knew the reason why my heart could beat
You were my drug, my nicotine
these memories flash by like a movie scene
I can't escape the past

[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

[Verse 2]
Ive got a tendency to lose my shit when im stressed out
Ill go with honesty and tell you how i feel, right,

[Break 2]
Brush it off its a new day
There wasnt anything I could say
You didnt have to act like that
Never wanted to get back
Dont get the idea that i will ever understand
Bottom line is that im far ahead



[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

2xU - for the last couple of days

@scottysplash

i thought the worst of it had already happened again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

"u know u only make things worse
when u bring it up again it only makes me hurt"
well im glad to know
u can start to imagine how i felt
ur locked inside my heart
found ur way there like a shelter
but u cant run from ur fuckin shadow
dont u know?

give me ur worst when i gave u my best

i thought the worst of it had already happen again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

Follow me <3

ruins (prod. scotty splash)

@deliverbonjovi

cracked bottles on my grave, love
find me faded by the lake while the rain hits my head
hard times been feelin never endin
red wine in my cup, that's the best that ive been

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

im gone, dont give a fuck about what u said
black heart, red blood on the end of my pen
writing wrongs in these songs, try the best that i can
gave my all to the wrong bitch, and now i feel dead
no i cannot wife that
i can barely hit without catchin feelings
and i know how much u like that
yeah, tell me how u like that

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

inside my head
in the deepest parts of my mind
lays the severed ties
to myself, shown with bloodshot eyes
close them for a second
dont know, what could u miss?
secrets locked behind the lips
on her hips
blades on my wrist for the 5th time
i cant fuck with shit
i thought for a second there
that i had ur heart
like u had my ear
now i played my part
come and look right here
take a shot in the dark
when the rain gets near
i know it looks so far
but it all gets clear
with each and every knife in the back
dont miss me too much
im never coming back

i'll b there (prod. deliverthecrush)

throwaway song no. 1483284523

lyrics ~

fell in love with your energy
i need you here right next to me
i wanna
get drunk, drive endlessly
watch your hair fall perfectly
i wanna
waste time and kiss you slow
face the world sun rain or snow
it's all i
ever really wanna know
and i want it here right now with you

baby
can you feel your emotion?
it's running through your heart
and trust me we'll make it so far away from here, love
and lost in the rainstorm
but you know i'll keep you safe
fingers through your hair 
you know you just deserve the best

fell in love with your energy
i need you here right next to me
i wanna
get drunk, drive endlessly
watch your hair fall perfectly
i wanna
waste time and kiss you slow
face the world sun rain or snow
it's all i
ever really wanna know
and i want it here right now with you

fell in love with your energy
i need you here right next to me
i wanna
get drunk, drive endlessly
watch your hair fall perfectly
i wanna
waste time and kiss you slow
face the world sun rain or snow
it's all i
ever really wanna know
and i want it here right now with you

~ we'll make it so far away from here, love

* Can you tell me what the fuck is going on? *
* Can you tell me what the fuck is even wrong? *

Shooting star, you're my sunshine.
Remember nights where I'd cry alone..
Told me move on, and it's okay; I hate you now.
I pretended like it'd work out.
Now I'm overreacting x4

Am I overreacting, told myself that I'd be fine. Thanks for asking.
No one was asking, no one was asking.
Gave you the world, in return I am dying.

Yah,

Shooting star you're my sunshine,
remember nights where I'd cry alone. x2

Shooting star, you're my sunshine.
Remember nights where I'd cry alone..
Told me move on, and it's okay; I hate you now.
I pretended like it'd work out.
Now I'm overreacting x4
(Running away from me girl, now you're running away from me girl.)

*I can't even tell if you want me or my bands now.*
*I can't even tell if you want me for my bands now.*

Pop at your party,
Im off the molly,
say that she want me,
I do not want you,
Say that she want me,
she did not fuck with me when I had no one,
I was outside of the crib and it's snowing,
momma I made it im makin that money,
momma I made it im makin that money,
momma I made it im makin that money now.

Overreacting (prod. remghost x sanctuary)

Fuck fake ass friends. on the real though, I love y'all <3
Mix & Master: @itsyungvan
Cover art: @SL33P1NCLASS

Lyrics-
Stabbed through the chest got me feeling like I’m Caeser
Et tu, Brute? got me writing a new heater
All my friends wanna tweet they don’t care though
As long they get their next song on the stereo
Fake ass friends wanna front say they love me
Strapped a bomb to my chest so don’t hug me
Words are cheap, let em talk with their money
All y’all broke you can’t even spend a hundred

2xU - for the last couple of days

Robin Lucious