its not personal, its strictly business
prod. @jolst @irby314

im drunk again
i miss your face
just wish that i 
could replace 
the memories 
that are haunting me 
i miss the simple pleasantries
like sitting with you
staring at the sea 
this sullen panic
slowly surrounds me 

you dont know
you dont know
wat you're doing to me
you dont know 
you dont know 

you never loved me and it shows
it hurts me more than u could ever know
that im not the one you chose...

i wake up, 4 am
staring at the clock
wishing that i was him 
u dont know what your doing to me
baby
thought you were the best
rip my heart 
out of my chest 
i know that you 
would do it all again

i know that youd do it all again
but lets be real 
you're proabably better off with him
you're probably better off with him

you're probably better off...

im drunk again
miss your face
just wish that i
was what you wanted...

Spotify

better off [+irby & jolst]

prod. eric godlow
https://linktr.ee/swainesworld
NV
source 12/31/2021

surf_10x_final

i 
been stuck in the dirt so long
u 
get a big head funko pop
i shouldve known i was a pit stop
fix my ride 
send me off crushed

send me to the sky 
i been wonderin why u 
just go w the motion

i just wanna buy
what u sellin inside
and not be left w questions

best tell me them
clouds on my head
rainfall to bed 
ur just like a med

im so addicted
to ya
im on a mission 
for ya
ill do anything to see ya
but this distance

killin us either way

skippin rocks out by the bay 

we grow further by the day

i still love u by the way

u dont know it but

hook

outro

why do u do it like that?

swaine x eric godlow: surf_10x_final

I could feel that something wasn’t right
We weren’t as close as we used to be
Did something break while I wasn’t looking?
What did I miss? Was it something I did?

Your eyes, sharp like shattered glass
Every moment felt like the final drop
Like we were always close to breaking
Two meteors on a single crash course

I never wanted to collide with you
Never meant to hurt or tear you apart
I just need to understand how we got here
‘Cause I still don’t know where it all fell apart

The silences that used to bring peace
Now cut like glass, they cut, they bleed
And we’re fading into the emptiness
Through cracks in the silence

We’re getting lost in uneasy silence
It’s carving a canyon between you and me
I don’t know how to close this distance
I don’t know how to break the quiet

If it’s something I did, just tell me, I’ll make it right
But something’s pulling us down separate roads
And I don’t want to let this fall apart
But every step I take toward you
You take two more away from me

The silences that used to bring peace
Now cut like glass, they cut, they bleed
And we’re fading into the emptiness
Through cracks in the silence

Ah, ah, ahhhh
Cracks in the silence
Ah, ah, ahhhh
Cracks in the silence

Cracks in the Silence

<3
Been away from my "working station" for a while, wasnt gonna release this but it feels like ive been inactive for a long time. love you guys.
Heres the lyrics;
[Verse1]
Dont wanna get lost tonight
cuz baby youre my valentine
ima put the fire out
a thousand degrees when your skin touches mine

 [Break]
I cross my fingers, want you to stay
as always i dont really know what to say.
You're sitting right next to me, 
two cans filled with ice
Blank words mean nothing compared to your eyes

[Pre-Chorus]
And we talk about memories
How we used to live on the streets
climbing rooftops, always a treat
I knew the reason why my heart could beat
You were my drug, my nicotine
these memories flash by like a movie scene
I can't escape the past

[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

[Verse 2]
Ive got a tendency to lose my shit when im stressed out
Ill go with honesty and tell you how i feel, right,

[Break 2]
Brush it off its a new day
There wasnt anything I could say
You didnt have to act like that
Never wanted to get back
Dont get the idea that i will ever understand
Bottom line is that im far ahead



[Hook]
You dont have to act like that
and i dont wanna do you like that
Dont get the idea that i ever will understand

2xU - for the last couple of days

Wait (Feat. Guccihighwaters)(Prod. Notmorgn)

Frozen hearts (ft. Guccihighwaters ) (Prod by. notmorgn)

@qawikamri
@polearm

this song is for everyone who supports me.

LYRICS:-
when i die
can you sing this lullaby? 
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

keep your head, stay strong, you'll be fine
dont worry about me, ill be fine
ill watch over you with a smile
when its tough, ill show you a sign

remember to be kind, even when its hard
even when its dark, wait for the morning light
promise you'll be alright, cos ill be by your side

so when i die
can you sing this lullaby?
when you cry
remember im always in your heart

imma leave with a smile on my face
with a can of arizona in my hand
all black fit like im convolk in new york
imma sprinkle molly rock, then hide it in my sock

ill be there in the form of a ghost
gonna haunt you for a night
when you needed me the most
ill break the law, it wont matter the cost
cos i just wanna hear the echos of your voice

When I Die (prod. Halberd)

@scottysplash

i thought the worst of it had already happened again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

"u know u only make things worse
when u bring it up again it only makes me hurt"
well im glad to know
u can start to imagine how i felt
ur locked inside my heart
found ur way there like a shelter
but u cant run from ur fuckin shadow
dont u know?

give me ur worst when i gave u my best

i thought the worst of it had already happen again
so im back on my bullshit
posted up in the ruins of my city
been fed up with the life ive been livin
til i get fucked up and hang with the homies
livin it up while were all goin down
i fuckin hate this town but i can deal while ur around

Follow me <3

ruins (prod. scotty splash)

@deliverbonjovi

cracked bottles on my grave, love
find me faded by the lake while the rain hits my head
hard times been feelin never endin
red wine in my cup, that's the best that ive been

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

im gone, dont give a fuck about what u said
black heart, red blood on the end of my pen
writing wrongs in these songs, try the best that i can
gave my all to the wrong bitch, and now i feel dead
no i cannot wife that
i can barely hit without catchin feelings
and i know how much u like that
yeah, tell me how u like that

i'll b there like a record u forgot that u had
take care, ur the only love that i ever had
i'll b there like a photo u found under ur bed
take care, ur the only one inside of my head

inside my head
in the deepest parts of my mind
lays the severed ties
to myself, shown with bloodshot eyes
close them for a second
dont know, what could u miss?
secrets locked behind the lips
on her hips
blades on my wrist for the 5th time
i cant fuck with shit
i thought for a second there
that i had ur heart
like u had my ear
now i played my part
come and look right here
take a shot in the dark
when the rain gets near
i know it looks so far
but it all gets clear
with each and every knife in the back
dont miss me too much
im never coming back

i'll b there (prod. deliverthecrush)

spend the night

produced by @splashgvng

Yeah it's been awhile since I've seen your face
But I really hope I hope you're okay 

I feel off and winters going all in 
Feels like the snows not stoppen 
My head it does this often 
And I’m all in nothen to lose they call it 
Got a couple of bruises fallen
All old news no problem it’s common 

To me I see my friends all in my rear view past loves and lusts they’re mixed in too 
Spend a night getting sad to some indie
I don’t think they see anything in me  
I don’t need it and I never really knew that 
Till I hit stop listened to the playback 
Still got a want but I think she a need 
say we so close that we could never be 
I always have a couple of excuses why I can’t go planned out like blueprints 
Just in case someone other than you ask me
I never really know when you wanna hit the backseat 
I always have a couple of excuses why I can’t go planned out like blueprints 
Just in case someone other than you ask me
I never really know when you wanna hit the backseat

I feel off and winters going all in 
Feels like the snows not stoppen 
My head it does this often 
And I’m all in nothen to lose they call it 
Got a couple of bruises fallen
All old news no problem it’s common 

Exhausting don’t know what it costing 
Hearts halting I’m up late mocking 
Myself cuz I’ve felt like fake latley
Don’t help when you call cuz I really can see 
you’ve been on a bender said you wouldn’t binge again 
but I’ve really been here with a couple of my friends 
So cliche so true they say 
Can’t help if they don’t want it no way 
Top shelf when it come to the old days 
Just stay put cuz I dont wanna throw away 
I know that you’ll hit me yeah
when I’m ballen 
Scales just tipped I don’t think they stallen 
Give it 2 years and I’ll show u what I saw in myself when said that I was all in 

I feel off and winters going all in 
Feels like the snows not stoppen 
My head it does this often 
And I’m all in nothen to lose they call it 
Got a couple of bruises fallen
All old news no problem it’s common 
I’m all in they call it

2xU - for the last couple of days

Robin Lucious