music video:
https://youtu.be/Ck4vV7So2TY

carhartt jeans and levi boxers
i know that she still want me 
i miss my old nissan frontier
i don't miss you baby

i don't think i'm brave enough for this
i'm not used to paranoia
you couldn't pay me nothin' to stick around for this
what the fuck do you even take me for
i don't think i can stand my ground for this
pour one out 'cause my love is dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but you make both harder when you come around

i don't think i'm brave enough for this 
i'm not used to anything anymore
you can't pay me to stay around for this
i don't know what you even take me for
ain't no way i'm getting down with this
bury my heart six feet it's dead and gone
i'm in the land of the free and the home of the brave
but i don't feel either one anymore

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land of the free (p. jonah + hannah read)

A bootleg of Moonbeam by Goldielocks.

Check out the original here!
https://soundcloud.com/goldielockstunes/moonbeam

GOLDIELOCKS - MOONBEAM (GUARDIN BOOTLEG)

Amethyst Apex

Safe To Say (Prod. by Aul Baker)

i was lonely ft. safehold

bangss:

i been on the way up
on the way up
she gon' fuck me get tha paper
in no makeup
And thats prolly why u hatin'
Why u hatin
Prolly cause im goin in bruh
im not your friend bruh
I been on the way up
thats why i stay up
And these bitches wanna makeup
i dont makeup
imma get my dick sucked
make the big bucks
in the end if i dont switch up
ill never give up

imma get my cake up
get my bank up
got balanciaga anchors around my ankles
imma fallin angel with a halo
and i hit it from all angles
if you an a-hole

mixed and mastered by bangss

wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

Wingss w/ jackvæk (+ skel)

❤
LYRICS
---------
HOOK
saw you had somebody new
broken hearts i've had a few
pull me down that's all you do
getting up, i think i'm better off without you
x2

(with a new yah, 
broken hearts i've had a few
all i do yah, 
yeah i did it all for you,
but you threw it,
 now a different point of view)

VERSE
my life's been kinda bent lately
i'm stressed daily
need to hold on to my heart safely
i'm stayin wavy
but i've seen how you've been goin crazy
they all shaky
knew you'd do it all again baby

and i'm trying not to notice but it's all wrong
i can't focus in the studio where i belong
It's not okay, to treat myself this way

HOOK
saw you had somebody new
broken hearts i've had a few
pull me down that's all you do
getting up, i think i'm better off without you
x2

VERSE2
looking up, i see a cold space
a billion stars shining right on my face
why do i worry, moghts been all okay
i wouldn't wanna trade my life away

i could climb another wall and i'll be alright
i could wish for so much more but i enjoy the night
i'm not to blame, you know you fucked up anyway

BRIDGE
i see the sun in the moonlight
im lookin past, through the nightsky
i'm more awake since you left, i
can see the grass on the other side

HOOK
saw you had somebody new
broken hearts i've had a few
pull me down that's all you do
getting up, i think i'm better off without you
x2

HOOK Pt 2
no matter where i hide, 
ain't nothing ever gonna change
i wanna feel alive,
not in my room trapped in a chain
i had you by my side
and now you're gone finally sane

OUTRO
somebody new x3

Better Off Without You

better off without you

part of a new series of 'one takes' i'm doing for a few of my songs over the next few months x

stay tuned for more <3

~ beside me (one take: acoustic)

Advice from the Devil (prod. betteroffdead x capcrunchbeats)

(hook)
gamble my life like its poker
I live my life like the joker 
sometimes I feel like I'm hopeless 
I know its just 4 the moment
my writs and heart they're both frozen
swear this summer was the coldest
I almost said its all over
I tried I'm hoping you noticed

im tired im losing my --
im tired I go back 2 sleep
I haven't ate in some days 
I swear this shit it get deep
what do you want me 2 be 
I can be all that you need
when will I ever be free 
I hear angels calling me
my brother told me turn up
and I know I gotta
sometimes I feel like im holden
surrounded by these imposters 
thats why you see me alone 
but I still move like a mobster 
I blow a bag on my baby
give her something 2 be Prada 
im ghosting 
im rolling
ill be gone 4 the moment
they tried 2
count me out
im never losing focus 
you thought that
you had me
you must be smoking potent 
cold heart if you aint notice 
I bring the plauge like locust
I bring the pain you know it 
you know your world I hold it
I take my pain and roll it
lose control I move slow motion
stay solid never folding
they took my style 2 mold it 
they wanna be jus like me
while I make songs they're at home scrolling
but fuck that 
its only one me
im in the cut with the blade and im one deep
shit crazy they hate and they love me 
but im 22 bitch cat dub me
ballin 23 going dummy
smoking b.o 
my pack musty
young sick boy
please don't touch me
in your mind rent free like the goat so I must be

poker [prod. nevermore + lazybeats]

Lyrics:

Dear Santa Claus,
Don't know if you hear me at all
But all I want
Is to find somebody that will love my flaws
When I find that someone
I'll never let them go
Having someone to hold...
That's better than gold

Time keeps passing by and by
Wrote so many letters but I don't know why
Last year I wanted to die
That was 'til I saw her eyes
Through the window, she said come outside
Don't wanna be alone during Christmas time
She warm me up, and my heart was like an icicle
That's why I want her
I don't wanna go through this alone
I was at a loss for words
Now I don't want anybody else but her
Been bad in the past, but I promise I learned
Know I wrote so many letters
I just hope that you heard
She's the only one on my wishlist
When I'm around her, gotta wear weights
'Cause I'm on the ceiling, she got me on the ceiling
Don't need no presents on Christmas
All I really need is my Mrs.

better off without you

Robin Lucious