Collabed on this beat with @gaia-zambon-778002978

Lyrics:
so i never wanna leave my bed, i stay lost up in my head
please do not disturb me you could wake me when im fuckin dead
guess im giving up thats why you always gettin left on read
dont talk to me dont hit me up im busy tryna get my bread

dont take my pulse cause i flatlined
i know youll leave just like last time
put on a show like its halftime
like im a poet but i cant rhyme

you never heard a flow so slow, guess ive given up completely but im vibin on the low, i dont got no energy for nothin keep your fuckin hoe, she be slidin in my DMs im depressed but she dont know

said she thought its just persona
said she thought it was an act
said she thought that id be happy cause im piling up these racks
said she plays all of my songs
said she listens to my tracks
said she wanna save me now before im never coming back

Shedontknow

shedontknow (prod. Gaia & HKFiftyOne)

shoutout soundcloud.com/boyfifty

lyrics:
woke up in a sweat last night, fuck my life howd i get so cold
I dont even know what I meant when I told u that, I was so fucked up
livin life like volume cant mute this shit howd it get so low
I dont even know who I am anymore so lemme take yo advice and go

fuck off with my bull shit
were too sick to evolve, a straight neucense
we rly gotta look at love in a new sense
not obsessin over shit fuck ur 2 cents
in the middle of the night straight mental
feelin like shinji what am I supposed to do
I hope u kno that my life dont belong to u
I hope u kno that im fighting for the likes of us

and I wouldnt wanna lie to us
I know ive lied but I learned to trust
so trust me, I dont rly do that anymore trust me
lonely
trapped in the back of my mind help me

or dont, I been like this for years I been gone so long
u see thru it, laugh wit me but u think im stupid
oh no, I kno this feelin like its my home
I hate it, think im fine but im fuckin anxious

I see thru the lies in my vision
tough shit, dont be surprised if im missin
exist in my mind like prison
listenin to the thunder im breakin in
to the place that I knew back then
its nostalgic ill pack it in, and
ill remember how i felt back in december

trust me

spotify

trust me (prod. boyfifty x kndey)

can’t-pin-me-down.mp3

Single from the upcoming EP/Album
Love u guys.

LYRICS
----------
VERSE
Cuz baby I've been waiting for ya
lookin at me sideways
I dont wanna hide it

And Im not even pushing my luck
Doing this my way
See u on the highway

I'm tryna make a buck
but nothing workin my way
world is turning all grey

and I've been on the bottom it's sucks
losing touch with the ones I trust

PRE-CHORUS
No-one wants to call me back
I'd tell you that I'm fine with that
Doesn't matter if I'm honest
Doesn't, I promise

Cuz whenever I get attached
Anxiety pulls me back

HOOK
Yeah I'm underneath the surface,
Cuz I don't wanna be a burden
My demons have been lurking
And they all know I've been hurting

And lately I've been nervous
Have I got no purpose
Yeah I'm rolling down the curtain
this the end yeah I'm certain


VERSE2
I'm not the same bird as I was
I was livin life my way
Crushed all of my bad ways

And that is all I want to become
Always knew Id pay
thought about it all day

I don't want to believe in a bluff
I ain't gonna be sad today
I'm running far away

BURDEN

[+] stop talking words are useless.
* featuring @trechorboy + @sushisai * prod by @boyfifty *

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[verse 1: seejayxo]
you could take my love and you could throw it out
got me looking at the stars when you not around
thats why i be jaded, fuck what u be sayin
i ain't even playin when i say that i'm make it
i don't feel anymore, eyes hella sore
i got the bag and it's Christian Dior
i'm callin for you, i'm callin for you

[verse: 2 trechor boy]
gas inhalation took me on vacation 
 i never get love i hate the sensation 
a life worth lived makes no sense 
cuz  we all die in da fuckin end like

lemme paraphrase Thoreau, he said
“rather love, money, faith, show me da road”
and i uh, i guess i understand that now
dont vibe with the lies they be tellin u now

[verse 3: suisai]
stop talking words are useless
can never hold up
What did you expect it 
to be different 
Shouldlt even have to convince
but they all look from outside
Walls could cave in at
Any givin moment
it looks like its the time to
Stop wishin for it to get better
And wash that pain away
Pitter patter of rain on the rooftop
i could lay in this bed all day
  And think And listen and look 4
For a sign pls remind me again
what really matters at the end of all this

[chorus: seejayxo + trechor boy]
like i want it all too
fuck it i'll fall through
i thought i loved you
i thought i loved you
like i want it all too
fuck it you'll fall through
i thought you loved me
i thought you loved me

useless

follow boyfifty

useless (feat. trechor boy + suisai)

Lyrics:
im a fuckin peice of shit, why you always gotta bitch
let me sleep in if i wanna, get the fuck up off my dick
know my mind is really sick cause i like it when you kick
-in me down cause i deserve it when i cant learn a new trick

im a dog, im a ghost, im the one you hate the most
im that toxic drink youre pouring raise me up propose a toast
this ones for all of the loosers, the forgotten, diagnosed
cause im one of you but im the king i really hate to boast

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of

i recorded all my verses, but im still dead like some hearses
and im trapped inside my body i feel like i need some nurses
i feel like i need some surgery, for all the shit thats hurting me
but im a ghost im never seen, i know that yall aint heard of me

write down in chalk, all the shit that i lost
while i run out the clock, just before it gets washed
know the year has been hard, got you down in the dark
cause the future is stark, that you 'bout to embark

if you march right to your grave
nothing will ever be the same

scars on my wrist so you see what im made of
call me a freak i dont know why they hate us
bargained a price but they must not of paid one
locked up inside must be what theyre afraid of
x2

i been living with the pain, yeah
but i know ill be okay, yeah
if you march right to your grave, yeah
nothing will ever be the same, without you

graves

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 
I don't care what you say when the night ends

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
for the first time in a long time had a dream last night you were by my side yeah
I can't really see it's blurry cheeks are wet now
know you hate the tears but you built up a letdown 
I get it yeah whatever I thought that we were better than this a drunk kiss
a fifth in my fist 
I can tell by your tone that I tempt you
we'll leave it alone there's a hint that we're and issue
miss you, misuse, know that you admit to
late night looks with your hooks in my tissue
fix you, let me, don't think this is healthy
afraid that all I'll have in a year is all our selfies

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
thought that when we parted ways my tolerance would fade
but I still need you just as much 

I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
I don't care what you say when the night ends 
that's fair cuz you always leave me like this 
blank stare when I ask where we went wrong  
I don't know why I put you in every love song
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me
take this with a grain of salt baby let it dissipate like my feelings lately 
whats the definition of insanity I do the same and think you'll want me

majinaru 
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCsRS5ewQ958Rp7fWdQFuapQ

Spotify

Definition of Insanity(prod. majinaru)

[+] I should have known it'd turn out like this
* produced by @thersx)

IG: www.instagram.com/seejayxo
TW: www.twitter.com/seejayxo
DISCORD: discord.gg/VRcvcdf
LYRICS:

[pre-chorus]
I cant wait to forget you
All the pain i was put through
I be sitting in my bed
Thinkin bout whats next
I just wanna talk you cause i been such mess

And it hurts to even think of this
But i just think its time
You dont even try for this
So why else would i lie
Ya
I could read between the lines
Oh

[chorus:]
Cuz You dont even want me
I think that this time you’ll really haunt me
Pulling on my skin and now you caught me
Right where you want 
I just gotta go let it out on the song
Then im back

[verse:]
You can only love me in the past
I knew i was right you were bad
For me
I hate that in time youll get over me

I need a real one
I just gotta say what i feel love
I just gotta tell you what i deal with
You the only one that i still wish
The best for
Death score

I be high up in the west
With my best whore
She dont wanna say goodbye
What u stress for

I be geekin off the percs but im pop more

This the life that i live
i was destined for

Forget You

+ spotify

forget you (prod. thersx)

prod by me 

shoutout to https://soundcloud.com/lilskeleskrrt for making fyeee wit me

lyrics:
wait for my chance but you take it
lifes not really what you make it
you give me these looks and I hate
this town so small I could break it

you’d give me yo love if you wanted to
you take my heart and you throw it jus tell me the truth
im stuck in this loop of regret
I talk and I talk but this feeling is still in my chest
I keep givin up I cant make it through
all of this shit that I do I do it for you 
im sorry im tryin my best
I cant give my all if im stuck up in this stupid mess

I'm so stressed 
feeling like shit cause I'm broke and depressed
I just want peace but you cant take a break
stuck in this loop we get mad everyday

skele: 
im tryin me best and you know it, and no im not mad I would show it
I make a bag to just to blow it
I dont wanna leave but im goin
I would give all of it up 
I hate the plays and I hate the come up
its stressin me out
they always want me to be perfect shit makes me nervous 

hate or dont, love me you wont
been here before babe I know how it goes
you know how I feel when you say that 
i’ll be here forever I mean that.

if u wanted to w/skele

prod me ,,

lyrics:

I dont wanna talk, I dont wanna get outta bed I dont wanna walk,
I jus wanna leave here nothin even matters
I already accomplished all my goals and I jus sat there
I dont rly see what u see in me cus ik in my head ur an enemy
I dont feel okay I dont feel like me
I would take on all the pain if it meant I could be here

its hard to explain jus how I feel
okay im pissed off but that shit aint real
I can see thru all the fake shit in my head
but sumtimes it makes me feel like im fuckin...
dead, jus got outta bed
finally got up and now im headed to the shower
wash away my problems but I cant cus this disaster is never gonna end I cant wait for the after, life sucks ik.
I cant catch a break I swear im always on my toes
I try to use my energy I try to give the most
I swear that ima be like this until Im comatose

I dont care what u think of me
I fall down the same path everyday
fighting my problems is tiring
I fight myself jus to get sum sleep x3

i can't catch a break.

Prod. @nate2timezz

Lyrics:
I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah


Sad boy, leave it all in the past 
Yeah
Watch it burn watch it turn into ash yeah
Leave me in the dark
Bad girl wanna rip me in half

Yeah i lost my heart
These drugs are all i have

3am with these thoughts in my head
Ive been gone, think that im better off dead 
I can't ever seem to get out of this mess
I just want to hold you close, but i bled 
X2

I dont wanna fight through time today 
Demons inside my fuckin brain
Wake up, everything is still the same
Go to bed when im in a daze

Fill my room with a haze 
In my mind not okay
Watch the past burn away
On this blunt take it straight to the face
Yeah

Pour it up
Numb my core yuh
Walking corpse yuh
My life fucked
I need more yeah
Dont close the door yeah



Its gets dark
So i make it spark 
Fall in love, find the one 
Just to fall apart yeah

Lifetime in the dark
With a couple of scars
Put ice on a broken heart
Think im in a crashing car
I dont really know who you are


Every part of me i'm losing every part
Gonna cry, gonna die, restart
Look up and i see the stars
I just want to make it far

BURDEN

Robin Lucious