Vibes IX

---------------------poison bird---------------------
sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again
my life is repeat, gotta whole week, but i do shit,  till i fall bleak
outta motion, fuck a 6 day, got no weekends, work the whole week

im, intertwined and outta focus again
painting my nails with my friends
till i go home, do it again

poison bird came by this week
wait for a moment, get outta the street
said to do shit that ur happy
but what do i do when im not happy with

with myself anymore
got a bottle, do a pour
im gonna vomit, need some more
need you to hold me up, off the floor

ADC
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Falling apart but im lively
A reject thats set in the ivy
Bask in the light
Sat there in sight
But never in mind

So cold so far
Please waste my time

Addict to the fallout
Screaming but not loud
Presence of construct
But im lucky im stuck on my phone

Im sick of people
Cutting my ties

Cant see none
Cover my eyes

Sick sick
Ill puke over bad tricks

Bad things got me thinkin
But i need fix

Gimme some of adavan
Anxious bad again
Fallin off shit
blood it drips let it gets

Never gave you my life
Now my actions they tell me my purpose
To better times

Im in love with the badlands
Feel safe with guns in hand
Kettle with clay bands

Im a god complex
It’s a process
Now im better off dead
But im good with my logic

NAVY
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sitting in the park in the back
ripped jeans, rip bowls, getting back
back home when it all goes black
have fun with ur panic attacks

see the stars when we out in the night
too cold for this shit, hit it twice
no phone, no hold, no ice
get it right, my saddens, alike

Poison Bird w/ American Dead Cross (prod. splashgvng)

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Lyrics
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Save me from my capture
I think you know who's the captor
My life is a disaster
And I don't think that it's getting any better than this
All I ever been's a bastard
I don't ever really change in my ways
So the days stay the same but faster
I'm just tryna tryna tryna tryna tryna tryna
Tell you how it is

Nobody ever listen 'till they start losing vision
Throwing up a smokescreen now everything's missing
You and me and all your friends inside my head ain't different
Building over issues is just part of the mission
Try to make a line
Yeah yeah
That's division
Now you're saying lies
Yeah yeah
That's a killing
You ain't cast the die but you take what you're dealing
'Cause in this little life we all got the same villain

When you're good it's all chilling
Then you think 'bout how you're living
And your mind start ticking

Save me from my capture
I think you know who's the captor
My life is a disaster
And I don't think that it's getting any better than this
All I ever been's a bastard
I don't ever really change in my ways
So the days stay the same but faster
I'm just tryna tryna tryna tryna tryna tryna
Tell you how it is

Capture [Prod. Cian]

I’m sorry that I have to say goodbye to you today 
I truly do love you no matter whatever I say
I really am angry right now cuz I just feel betrayed 
You said we would be together until our last days
Yet right here your sitting and I can tell it’s not the case
We’re barely in high school and I can tell you’re losing faith
I’ve never hurt this much until now so I don’t think it’ll go away
And if it ever does that means you’re standing right next to me

I think I understand why you tried to push me away
I think I understand why I shouldn’t have tried to stay
But when you’re with me I swear all my fears just go away
And if you asked me that question again I guess that I would stay

I do not wanna regret anything when you leave
But when I see you on the bed like that it gets hard to achieve 
I’m crying right now, so baby can you just let me try to breathe
It feels like we’re surrounded by this smoke, and I can barely see
But when I’m with you I see all that light that was shining within 
And now I feel so bad because I never said any of that
Now look at me I’m regretting never saying any of that
Now I’m saying I’m sorry, and I’ll never take that back

I’m sorry that I didn’t give you the love that you need
I’m sorry that I couldn’t give you a little happy family 
I’m sorry that we didn’t make it until we got married 
Now I’m sorry again, I could never take that back like

I’m sorry that I have to say goodbye to you today 
I truly do love you no matter whatever I say
I really am angry right now cuz I just feel betrayed 
You said we would be together until our last days
Yet right here your sitting and I can tell it’s not the case
We’re barely in high school and I can tell you’re losing faith
I’ve never hurt this much until now so I don’t think it’ll go away
And if it ever does that means you’re standing right next to me

i want to eat your pancreas (boyfifty & ayleen valentine)

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Lyrics:

so if i let you down
dont come crawling back to me
if i silence the sound
then it gets hard to breathe
x2

i already fucked my life up, ready?
45 minutes all it takes till you get it
and then the moments over in like 15 seconds
and all those years later you look back and regret it
and i dont really care
so do whatever you like
you can meet me
whenever we feel the moods right
intoxicating
you got me on a new high
love to hate me
so ill just commit

suicide
baby, you decide
change your fate
run it up
this shit do or die
truth or lies
you cannot hide
from what lies within
side your eyes
i see it all
ultraviolet skies
rose of thorns
bleeding out
theres no dying twice
cyanide
all the demons
they come out at night
out of time
out of luck
bitch im bound to die
this is it
this is it

(belak)

suicide

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Lyrics:

Forever loving you
My heart attached
Even when you're mad, Even when you're sad
I got your back baby
I remember when we started
We were lonely, broken hearted
Now you fill me up
I can't get enough
~
Climb into bed
take off those panties girl I'll give you head
Then I'll dick you down
turn that ass around
Call my name one time baby
Always on my mind baby
Ever since we met
I knew I would love you
I knew that we'd mesh
no one else above you
I would ask for nothing less
than to hold you inside of my arms
Dark out at night so I'll keep you from harm
Baby you just healed a wound inside my soul
Catch me trippin out when away from home (that's you)
Write a song when on the road (for you)
Hope that you know I am

Forever loving you
My heart attached
Even when you're mad, Even when you're sad
I got your back baby
I remember when we started
We were lonely, broken hearted
Now you fill me up
I can't get enough
~
Climb into ... bed with me  
Swear she cast a spell on me
look her in the eyes every single time we fuck
memories flood in my brain everytime that you leave
Painting a picture cliffside of the beach
and thats when I had asked her If she would be mine
Now one year has passed and our love's still divine
I've been searching and searching so long for this love
God answered my prayers, she was send from above
I am
~
Forever loving you
My heart attached
Even when you're mad, Even when you're sad
I got your back baby
I remember when we started
We were lonely, broken hearted
Now you fill me up
I can't get enough
~
Climb into bed
take off those panties girl I'll give you head
Then I'll dick you down
turn that ass around
Call my name one time baby
Always on my mind baby
Ever since we met
I knew I would love you
I knew that we'd mesh
no one else above you
I would ask for nothing less
than to hold you inside of my arms
Dark out at night so I'll keep you from harm
Baby you just healed a wound inside my soul
Catch me trippin out when away from home (that's you)
Write a song when on the road (for you)
Hope that you know I am
Forever loving you

Forever lovin u [prod. maxrxgh]

Endorphins (Prod. Chef G)

i'll be just fine [prod. noria]

prod. afterlife 

mixed and mastered by luke seeley (flowers for you)


dear my closest friend I’m writing cause I miss you so much 
Remember when we fell in love? it hurts me so much 
it’s been so long since I’ve last seen you but i long for your touch 
You’re the only one I wanna talk to til the suns up 


it was only one night but we could make it last a lifetime. 
You’re the color of my sky
The song I sing to tell myself that life’s alright. 
We haven’t talked too much
Don’t say I miss you enough 
But I feel the same, always on my brain, without you girl I’d go insane
I asked you if you feel the same
Lied through your teeth and said no on that day
Now I don’t blame you for all of your reasons for wanting to push me away
You’re saying that we can’t go back
As much as we wanna just redo the past
Baby youre right about that 
I just wish that we could forge a new path
Don’t see a reason to lie
Think about you all the time
wish I could take it all back
sorry I suck and I ruined your life

dear my closest friend (prod. afterlife)

finally was able to access my old laptop and here are some songs i'd like to share

unknxwn. - I'll just go

i'll just go.

unknxwn. - Bored

bored.

Failed

PLEASE DON'T TURN BACK

UZAK DUR BENDEN FT. EFOIXA (p. Wéatrix)

Why am I suprised...

Lyrics:
Why am i suprised that you picked them first
Why am i suprised that things got worse
I cant feel a thing but it all hurts
Cycle on repeat cause my lifes cursed

I hear a silent melody play inside my head
Then i put it in my songs and i light a cigarette 
Things arent ever changing i just wish that i was dead
I got chains around my neck i feel existential dread

I dont wanna do anything 
I just wanna get high again
Lay in bed, feel depressed and lie again

My eyes close slow
All i feel is low
Numb my pain then go
I sleep in my smoke

I speak to my ghosts
They say im crashing
Ive been on my own
Its the last thing i ever wanted

I CANT FEEL A THING BUT IT ALL HURTS (Prod. IOF)

I never knew missing someone would hurt this much.



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I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone
building up, building up, just to fall down
I pray when my time comes, my bodies not found

linger here a bit, losing track of days, always sleep, 
lost my sense of reality to an early grave

Cus I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone
building up, building up, just to fall down
I pray when my time comes, my bodies not found

Cus I see you, I see it all
I feel you, this pain it won’t leave me alone

takin chances, I see you there dancing
open me, haunt me, looking down slowly
kiss me on the lips, say im all fine, choking  
holding onto tears, tell me why am I so lonely

so tell my friends im not ok but they don’t ever listen
hold me down closely and say its love im missing
if I could ever change my ways, you know I really would
but I don’t know where to start, I didn’t think I could

im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall
suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows
im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be
so im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me

who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing
grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed
but at least its something, 
At least it’s something I feel

cus there’s the ghost of you that comes through the window
I feel your hand on my cheek, you say you gotta go
I’ve never felt this sorry before, 
it’s like your is straight hands through my chest ripping at my soul more

remember when you couldn’t get out of bed
this illness called depression filled your head and left you drowning with dread
you said to me you never felt this weak
you used to leave the noose on your fan and promise that you’d never would leave

but you did, but you did, yeah no your gone
it’s getting cold, it’s getting cold now that im alone
it makes me sick knowing that I wasn’t there for you
how do I live when I know I let you down, it’s true

sick disgusted to my stomach, 
breaking down choking on vomit
will you tell me how to change
won’t you come down and take me away

im the liar on the wall, maybe im the one who wants to fall
suicidal tendencies linger in the shadows
im over trying to overdose on things I couldn’t be
so im drowning now in opiates, you don’t wanna save me

who knew self-hate could be such a beautiful thing
grabbing on my arms, scratching down until they just bleed
but at least its something, 
At least it’s something I feel

NEVERLOVE

You pick me up to tear me down
I hate myself when you’re around
I’m such a clown, but I still need you now

Cloak of shadows in the night
Stay with me, I’ll make it right
There’s nothing left inside

Don’t tell me that you think I’m fine
I swear I fucking hate that lie
At times I know I’m not alright, so don’t you even try

Frigid bones are shaken cold
A little kid, a tortured soul
A heart of gold

It’s time we said goodbye
Don’t try and change my mind
Gone down a thousand times

Take me far from here
In your atmosphere
Cause I, will try, every night, so

Whittled curves
Can shape the lines
But every time it’s just so damn hard to find, I notice every night

A fallen torch of leaking dread
No one else to hold instead
Something just so hard to bend
Up until the very end

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frigid bones (prod. pacific)

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

Capture [Prod. Cian]

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