Godddddd damn boiiiiiis *salute* shiiiiiit was fkn real and vulnerable.

get r

Featuring @sendflowrs
Produced by @hellahaunted & @sainttomorrow
Mixed & mastered by @horoshamusic
Logo by Dead & Detached

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


and ive been smoking too much like every day
since fifteen think it's rotting my brain

i got my windows closed but i still hear the rain

i don't like myself anymore

think i've changed

and while you sit there drunk on the side of the pave

do you ever think about those times in the cage

with your friends in the sun oh those times they have changed

now i'm sitting on my own thinking of life on a stage


thinkin of life on a stage

these days i'm alone 

take 3 blunts to the face

spend my days blazed just thinking of life in the states

shoutout jj
i'm tryna record everyday


i think i'm going straight to hell for those two years

if you didnt know im sad you must be new here

cliche dyed hair
i'm a loser

forever screaming on my own at a computer


i'm a loser and I know it
got it tatted on my sleeve just to show how much i own it
stay glued to my computer
writing sad songs and playing first-person shooters


watch me self-destruct

catch me yelling "nerf this"
while i'm rolling up another blunt


i used to do this for fun

now i do this on account of all of my bad luck

i been smoking too much like every day

who would'a thought that these drugs don't really numb all the pain

my eyes stay shut but i still see your face
i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled


i'm still so miserable

still feel unfulfilled

i don't even know what i'm fighting for



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Loser w/ sendflowrs (Prod. caves & Saint Tomorrow)

1st @strivemusicau | 2nd @kuriositylol | 3rd @noxious-nights | 4th @autumndropsdead | 5th @user-411557229 |

(strivesad.)
yeah i won't play nice
am i doing this right
i'll confine
in my sadness tonight
and i'll never say goodbye
to torture my mind
turn this darkness to light
gotta fight for my life (ooh)

(kuriosity)
lately ive been nauseous
cant eat right
ive been throwing up
smoke a L so i can eat
i put my feelings in the trunk
smoke till i cant see
drink till im throwin up
what am i waiting for
no im not blowing up
cheap liquor i put it on ice 
if it aint me u aint doin it right
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
lil bitch why u switchin up sides
fuck u ion play it nice 
fuck u ion play it nice
fuck u 
fuck u 
fuck u ion play it nice 

(noxiousnights)
i just took a break from that drink and that weed
i'm sober as fuck and i'm so fucking exhausted
working on my health, i was killin myself
had to throw away all the pills on my shelf
but i don't give a fuck, i could die tomorrow
they would run over my body if it was on the road
heart like stone and broken like my phone
i'm left in the cold and it's freezing my bones

(autumndropsdead)
can’t correlate with my head 
even though i try 
i don’t feel any better yet
so i sulk instead, life’s on the line
never knew where my shelter is
but we never knew what we started
people talk, but i choose not to worry us
at least i go all in, fuck your polish 
you ain’t gonna make me trust

(residential.)
wasting time
wasting shit
i been in my head
blew a stack
cause i can
now the beamer red
talking less
to my friends
now im in my bed
where the fuck
do you go
when your better dead
smoking gasoline under evergreen bleeding
sold your daughter green now she on my screen feening
never showing up
i been in my room leaning
i think i enjoy when my fingers lose feeling

Darkness 2 Light w/ autumndropsdead, residential, kuriosity, strivesad & noxiousnights [+ sogimura]

je te tieandrai dans mon coeur jusqu'à ce que je puisse te tenir dans mes bras.

lyrics:

shiki
I see why you left, this is awful
I don't wanna die anymore, I just want you
Kiss me while I'm dying inside of this bottle
Fall in love with strangers, now my heart is a hostel

Left my love on the east coast
But I don't wanna be alone, I don't wanna be alone, no
And you can text me good morning, but we're in different time zones
And I know that you don't care like I do
I'll find another one just like you
I'll find a new one, call her your name
Black my eyes and paint my face a new shade of grey
I ran away, in East LA where none of my love can get in the way
And baby, I don't think that you could save me
But thank you for trying

I hope you don't know it's about you when you hear this
But I knew you'd listen, only reason I wrote this
And I would bleed for you if I thought you would notice

I'm too scared to dream since I saw you
I told you I would move to New York and write a novel
But I'm still in my mom's house
The one that you warned me about
The one you said was haunted
I'm nauseous, I can't stop heaving
Who would want this? I'm still bleeding
Hide my ribs like, yeah I'm eating
Come save me, this room is freezing

skele:
I know why you left, this is terrible
As I was writing this, I wanted to let you know
It's getting really hard to let you go
I wanted five more minutes baby, just so I could hear you talk
Cuz everything I knew just fucking fell apart
You never really cared, you just played the part
And now you're gone, it's all my fault

hostel w/ skele (love,matt x chris marek)

produced by jolst
featuring skele 

sendflowrs:

(it’s so frustrating 
the way u say that 
u know what u want
and u still do not want me)

now it’s the winter
and it’s so cold
she told me she always felt safe
wearing my coat 
i’m still a loser 
always alone ): 
and those big brown eyes 
they always freeze up all my bones 
she shows a smile
and says “come home”
i think the day that i die
i’ll finally grow 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave 

(skele)

but i’m here 
and you’re there 
washing out blood dried up in ur hair 
baby don’t keep calling me i don’t care 
going out bad 
like so sad
hurting me till i crash
you’re a tumor 
need to cut you out 
but i’m here 
n you’re there 
n you tell me that it’ll be okay 

(skele & sendflowrs)
i don’t care 

(sendflowrs) 

i’m still here
and you’re still right there
and you told me 
“shitll never be the same”
you’re a tumour, but i’m clear 
now you’re somebody else’s 
tidal wave

tumour, pt 2 (w/ skele) (jolst)

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(Robstar)
I can barely even trust you yeah you know
But how the fuck am I supposed to be okay after this
Hit me up and then you ghost
And I'm alone
And I'm alone

I've been going on my rides again
I don't even know if I can trust my friends
Count my days but they always end
I could count life but that shit depends

Shut the fuck up get out my head
Pushing you away ain't my intent
But swear to god
It's like you want me dead

I've been feeling shit that I ain't felt in a long time
Distrust digging like a knife
Injustice on my mind
'Cause this shit don't feel right
I was up all last night
Texting you like we might
Hoping that you'd reply
I guess that's a lie

When I learned you're sucking my blood
I broke from my cuffs
I got up and I run
And stop for no one
I say that I'm fine
That's a lie
Put the past behind me
Think I'm better off
When nobody like me

(HKFiftyOne)
I don't want you to see
What you mean to me
'Cause then I'll feel stupid
You won't feel the same
Who the fuck is this cupid
He never did nothing
But fuck this shit up
Tryna get to my bucks
But this shit fucked me up
Why you stressing me out
When I'm down on my luck

Why you gotta act like you love me
Then you turn around and you snub me
Always acting cold like my money
Always acting like you above me
Always dismissive and turn it around
Then you paint me the bad guy I look like a clown
'Cause I'm not doing nothing I won't live this down
But I'm sick of this shit so I'm standing my ground

(Robstar)
I've been going on my rides again
I don't even know if I can trust my friends
Count my days but they always end
I could count life but that shit depends

Shut the fuck up get out my head
Pushing you away ain't my intent
But swear to god
It's like you want me dead

Dead Ft. HKFiftyOne

HKFiftyOne

Dead Ft. HKFiftyOne [Prod. ClumsyHypnosis]

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[+ msg] wrote this when i went to la after a break up. 
featuring @kennyorlando + @kennedysucks 
produced by @prodbyjolst + @thislandis

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[+ lyrics]

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

[verse 1: seejayxo]
guess im posted on the west side
stop playing with my heart i told u ten times
we goin turn this to a homicide
on my life, im outside
looking at the stars in the sky
dont know what im hoping ima find
cuttin up and blurring all these lines
get this cash everything goin be fine

[verse 2: kenny orlando]
wandering the lost city of angels 
caught her putting batteries inside her halo
but her weaponry still cuts through ask my chainmail
and im pouring up trying to regain health
im on the coast and im speeding down the highway
in the model x looking like im about to fly away
she just came over and i can tell that she's trying to stay
with the lips of an angel soft kisses on my face

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

[verse 3: kennedyxoxo]
and ill make sure that you never forget me
im in the Tesla but you know i burn gas like a chevy
you know that im posted with my brothers like ed, edd, & eddy
pockets full of bread im eating good like the butler from jesse
fuck that im the star of the show 
I keep saying one day ill be fine but I probably won't
I know you don't care but I been scared 
and I thought you should know
Every step I take is only taking me farther from home

[hook: seejayxo]
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
baby i just wanna know what u came for
got too many ties i can't let go
im obsessed she got lips of an angel
orange hair dark eyes with a halo
fucked up in the back of this range rove'

lips of an angel

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lips of an angel (feat. kenny orlando + kennedyxoxo)

Sourface

nasty war

GUAP (ANX + MORI)

762Genta - KODEINE KRAZY

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Never Good Enough

"Conceptually this track is like reminiscing over the whole roller coaster ride that has been last year". Looking Back is out now! 

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fantasy (ft. blackwinterwells) (prod. dead spyro)

no one is reliable

no one is reliable (Prod. Nox Beatz X Charlie Chronopolous)

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

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I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

Matthew smith


Faith. forgiveness. truth.

Dead Ft. HKFiftyOne [Prod. ClumsyHypnosis]

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