dont think anybody's coming to save me myself mental health is crazy<3

happy birthday to me :)

out of everything i dropped this year this song was defs my favorite so enjoy the slow, sad version. thank u to everyone who made 17 the best year i ever had <33

thank u @itschrismarek for producing this, we the best duo in the state fr hehe 

alsooo i plan on venturing far from my roots this year. expect some rly sad, alternative sounds.

woebegone </3

feel the same [og]

Prod by Me :D 

LYRICS 

Open my eyes once again 
I feel confined to this bed 
Everything you ever said 
I cant just get this out my head 
Take my life Take my time Take me right back 
In the strife hit rewind make it right 
Thats all I wanted from the start 
All I wanted was your car 
Gas pedal and keep it on 
Leave the mourning let it pour 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them 

Let you go 
I Dont really wanna let you go 
But the feelings gotta let me know 
That you aint it 
I dont wanna see your face again 
I dont wanna go right back to friends 
Always said this was the end 
Hope you know 
So tell me you dont change me when you change me 
Or you break me when you break me 
I cant take the thing you tell me to my core 
Leave me all alone again 
To lost how I want no friends 
Faded all this time again 
I cant fucking lie 

Leave me alone 
I dont need nobody else 
She blowing up my phone 
Let me calm your feelings though 
Look like this 
She dont wanna call her friends 
Up all night cuz we fucked again 
She dont wanna tell me that she hates my friends 
Fuck you die with them

ALONE

shoutout my homie for bein on this! @notaheroo

lyrics:

i’ve been drowning my sorrows in the bottom of bottles
she said i should relax and not to go full throttle 
baby just calm down and i’ll be gone by tomorrow
you say your heart has been hollowed

but have you looked at me lately?
i’m the one who needs a saving grace
her eyes they pierce so painfully
i see your face and i’m back in that place

they’ve left me with nowhere to go
i’ve been broken down and on my own
my shoulders are crushed from the weight of it all

and you’ve been laughing at me waiting for me to fall
and i lack the motivation to force myself to crawl
you held back information knowing that it’s your fault
clarification is shown behind the walls
a now known revelation planned to kill my soul

it’s hard not to fold 
underneath the mold
of what i was always told and what i’m feeling
the seasons are changing again

oh, changing again
oh, can you tell me where the times been?

(notahero)

can u hear me coming baby?
open up the front door
i know time is infinite
but i don’t think i got much more
my bones and back grow sore
u tell me i should fight
pain gets defied when i look up in ur eyes
sorrow gets diffused into energy all u gotta do is fight
it’s hard enough waking up
be my saving grace tonight
anxiety riddles me when i feel my lungs fucking up
the pressure belittle me when i don’t think that i’m blowing up
but riddle me this baby
how come i ain’t never show no signs of giving up?

full throttle w/ notahero (R3DQX x Luffy)

prod. @trechorboy

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Lyrics:
i can see through the trees
through the bending of space  
take this time to reflect on the weight of mistakes
i couldn’t be who want and I’m sorry for it
but the time has passed to forgive and forget

now I’m decomposing inside of this place
with a liver thats failing and moss on my face
tell me how do you feel bout being at my wake?
cause there ain’t no mortician thats fit for my case

A Mortician's Guide To Decomposition

SPOTIFY

yup this is one of those songs you sit back and play right before you

HARD DRIVE [p. methboiswag]

and it felt, free

lyrics:

ive died
ive reached the end of a life thats not mine
i feel the vibrations in my mind
theres a cold feeling down my spine

you don't have to worry anymore. (prod. wraithontheporch)

Fucked up - Let Down

Go fuck with the original song it's wonderful 
- https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y7FauV3MIUU

Art By Esau Andrews

We were in the back seat bumping away 
I need it so much I just want you to stay 
And it’s 5 am, making out again in your drug rug 
I’m so in love, I’m so fucked up

Never good enough,always second choice 
Shut my fucking mouth, Choke my fucking voice 
Now its Saturday, where my Fucking boys? 
I am not okay, I am not your toy

To be broken, go on cut me open 
There’s a hole in my lungs and I’m chocking 
You gotta young punk misquoted 
Sew me up once my heart’s been stolen

I guess I should have played my part
You Shoulda Checked my chart for my fucked up stars 
If you did would have known from the start, 
Ima fucked up kid with a fucked up heart



I got a new girl now and she’s great, 
But if I’m being honest it won’t ever be the same
Cause you only get one love, like that one love 
Never think of anybody else that way 

Like when you dyed your hair, with the circle 
All our friends are there, being hurtful
You freaked out so bad when, you turned purple 
I wanna stay, but I gotta get to work girl

And I wonder about that day, 
Like if I’d come back maybe you would have stayed 
Put it on a playlist used to be your favorite 
Been a few years, I still listen to the same shit

But it’s been a few months since we’ve spoken 
A few years that my heart’s been broken 
 it’s  my luck that you’re down with  the set now,
 I know I’m a Fuckup,  I know I’m a letdown

Fucked Up. Letdown.

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Jody:
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Traktrain: traktrain.com/prodjody
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Xet:
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Twitter: https://twitter.com/xemretekin
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Let It All Align [Prod. Jody & Xet]

rot (prod. artax)

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[Lyrics]
Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

One day I hope you'll read this letter the-
Painkillers help at making me feel better

And I know you don't care at all
Moving so slow, you love to watch me fall
You text but you know I wanna call
Like moths to flames I always crawl

Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

I don't want to
Knew I'd miss you
Wish you'd feel the same 

And I know you don't care at all
Moving so slow, you love to watch me fall
You text but you know I wanna call
Like moths to flames I always crawl

Can not help but follow; you're deceiving
I'm so numb yet hollow, don't you leave me
Gets so hard to swallow, slow my breathing
In shallow love I wallow, hearts not beating

Deceive Me (prod. Tennis Player x Miler)

look at you ft. corey slabs (prod. lilidentitycrisis & foreign forest)

𝔐𝔢𝔪𝔟𝔢𝔯 𝔬𝔣 𝔱𝔥𝔢 "𝔇𝔦𝔢 𝔜𝔬𝔲𝔫𝔤" 𝔠𝔬𝔩𝔩𝔢𝔠𝔱𝔦𝔳𝔢

https://soundcloud.com/die-young-die-young

I want you to break me
Break me
Like nobody breaks me
Love me
Love me
Like nobody loves me

Let It All Align [Prod. Jody & Xet]

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