Polaroid (feat. guardin)

produced by LIL DUSTY G 

lyrics : 

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME BEHIND
THE WEIGHT THAT U CARRY IS EQUAL TO MINE
SHOW ME WHATS IN YOUR MIND
AND ILL UNDERSTAND WHY UR TAKING UP MINE

PAIN STOP WHEN WILL THE PAIN STOP
WHEN WILL THE RAIN STOP
I HATE THE RAIN DROPS IT RAINS ON

THE SHAME ON
ILL TAKE THE SHAME ON ILL TAKE THE BLAME ON
THE ONE TO HATE ON SO HATE ON ME
WAIT LONG DONT MAKE ME WAIT LONG
DONT MAKE ME SAY SOME I DONT WANNA HAVE TO
SAY SOMETHING

SOMETHINGS WATCHING OVER EVERY OPTION
EVERYWHERE I GO I DONT KNOW IF I CAN STOP IT
STOP PLEASE STOP IT I DONT WANT THIS
SOMEWHERE DEEP IN MY SUBCONSCIOUS

SAME WE ARE THE SAME 
NOTHING YOU SAY
COULD MAKE ME CHANGE MY MIND NOW
HEY I KNOW YOUR PAIN
WE SHARE A NAME 
STILL YOU WONT KEEP ME FROM HAVING MY WAY

PLEASE DONT LEAVE ME BEHIND
THE WEIGHT THAT U CARRY IS EQUAL TO MINE
SHOW ME WHATS IN YOUR MIND
AND ILL UNDERSTAND WHY UR TAKING UP MINE

MAKING YOUR WAY UP 
YOU WILL FIND
ALL THAT YOU NEED IS RIGHT BY YOUR SIDE
SO LETS TAKE THE DAY OFF 
ONE LAST TIME
FILL UP MY MIND WITH THINGS THAT I LIKE
YOU KNOW WHAT I LIKE…

BEHIND

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//私の軌道の悪魔//

i can't thank you guys enough for the endless amount of love & support you've given me since the start. i never thought in a million years we'd be where we're at right now & it's crazy to me that we still continue to grow. it's always been a release for me to let loose on a track & hear what you guys think of it. it's always been for the people & for myself. i love waking up every morning & reading every single comment, every single message, etc. you guys put the biggest fucking smiles on my face & i hope you all know i'm here for you as much as you're here for me. i've struggled with my anxiety & depression for years & to know a lot of you are going through the same things is somewhat comforting. we're in this together. i couldn't do any of this without you guys. we're gonna strive & do great things, i promise. don't let your demons get the best of you. i hope you enjoy this one. i love you

check out the music video
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xtv87HVgnpo&t=1s

art by chunniboy
be sure to give him lots of love
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music video

demons in my orbit

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actually i'm good ft. ℒund (prod. martensite)

if i die baby (prod. reaper)

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//私の心の断片//

lyrics
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i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i think i found the antidote
i think i found another road
i think i found some fucking hope
nope
i think i'm tryna find a way
to rid of all these darker days
but my minds trapped inside a maze 

so i'll run so far from these shadows
makeshift but my hearts still fragile
i'd drown but the waters too shallow
my heads still caught in the gallows
your kiss is my remedy
i fall to the ground so desperately
baby i know that you're mad at me
filling all the voids like cavities 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 
i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you 

i guess this feeling lasts forever
i guess we'll never be together
you're colder than i can remember
but the ice is melting quickly 
i'm still wishing that you'd miss me

but you're gone and i never could replace you
mistraced new face but it ain't you
rebuilding the forts that i made you
no love but my hearts tryna break thru
my chest cause its caving in
i dwell in a cell in a realm of sin
six shots to the face of rum & gin
i'm dead in the head so i guess you win 

i think i'd be better off alone 
without you 
i don't mind when i sleep all alone
without you

solitary

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//私は私の心を失った//

i recently purchased a new ukulele after i gave mine away back in november, so i thought it'd only make sense to whip up a fresh uke track for you guys. i hope you enjoy it. 

i love you <3

lyrics
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this song brings on the weather
tear drops upon my sweater
i cry in bed whenever
i see you guys together
fuck love it's all a lie
i can't sleep i rather die
than see that look in your eye
it sucks that i'm not your guy

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

i packed my bags last week
sunrise and i'm on my feet
let's skip town and chase our dreams
cause this place ain't what it seems
come home let's synchronize
my soft lips caress your thighs
you get me so fucking high
the voices in my head collide 

i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like
i think you're really cool like

keep your voice down
she don't care no
i can't breathe i've got no air 
no sympathy for my despair
i cut my wrists and grow my hair 
i'm outta my mind

i think you're really cool

this song hurts a lot for me, but i hope you guys can find something beautiful in it.

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well I've got a ghost
running through my head
that used to be a girl
laying in my bed

don't want the ones that want me
and the ones I want 
leave my heart a mess

so I'm all alone
feeling cold as hell
asking why oh why
I do this to myself

I just wan feel something
but if feels like I don't have much left

I've got a mind full of bad things
but good intentions like an angel with some bat wings

and I'm fine if you ask me
but I'm still running from my problems like a track meet

and I don't know why
I don't want you
or why I want her 
when she don't want me to

and they say love hurts
I guess that much true
cause now we both choked up
lips are turning blue

tell me what is coming next
I can't handle all this stress
got me always second guess - in

what's been running through your head
all I know is your upset
from the tension when we texting

I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in
peace
I can never rest in, I can never rest in
x2

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r.i.p

produced by @citrusgastank 
mixed & mastered by @berler
artwork by @thebootlegboy

bother (prod. citrusgastank)

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Lyrics:

With my eyes closed
I think I can see the bigger picture
Where I'm supposed to be I'll never figure out
So I don't talk 'cause nobody will listen now
So I just keep my eyes closed
'Cause when I keep 'em open I lose my hope
That's how life goes
Dream until my life goes
When I die I'll be an angel and I'll fly home
Yeah, I'll fly home
x2

Cut me up
Take out all my insides, like a pumpkin
x2

With my eyes closed
I think I can see the bigger picture
Where I'm supposed to be I'll never figure out
So I don't talk 'cause nobody will listen now
So I just keep my eyes closed
'Cause when I keep 'em open I lose my hope
That's how life goes
Dream until my life goes
When I die I'll be an angel and I'll fly home
Yeah, I'll fly home
x2

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eyes closed

i hope u guys like this one!!

cover art by @perfiosa on IG

Roderick Porter:

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7Lcln0AXqNHMahrca8KVpy?si=uZ3lI_OYRmOMsLT6oHgMgA

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/roderick.porter

Twitter: https://twitter.com/RoderickJPorter

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/roderickporter

Jay Portal:

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2mE6lFglCyhkrseEcufU0d?si=phfl1nzgTLOc7ed9j40O0A

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/jakedavidkissTV

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lilportal/

Twitter: https://twitter.com/lilportal

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/jayportal

Unconditional (feat. Jay Portal)

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