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Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

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Roderick Porter - Famous (Prod. Riddle)

Offering vocal mixing and mastering services for $15 USD per track, email me at roderick.porter98@gmail.com for more information 

Amazing, amazing track produced by potsu. I re-arranged it a little bit to fit a structure better but holy shit it stands so well on its own. Heard the beat and wrote the whole song in like an hour. Hello X fans <3

---Lyrics---

evoked emotions got me smokin like a locomotive
swallowed by the ocean, minds awoken then my eyes just open
it was a dream but my clothes are soakin still
what kind of life is it to put my hope inside a pill
im trapped inside fight inside a neverending war
take a double dose of meds with the water that i pour
im losin consiousness at twelve but im up again by four
fuck it i dont really wanna do this shit anymore
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
i. just. dont. know. what. you. want. from. me.
im missin meals with my family so im hurtin their trust
i fall asleep the same time that they servin it up
im runnin outta brain cells the amount im burnin it up
my friend hidin from his demons through the purp in his cup

slept a whole damn three hours over last night
fall asleep in class, all my nights are fuckin bad nights
thats right, please dont ask why i dont act right
dream to sleep on clouds, cant smoke enough for that height
the birds chirpin might be beautiful, it stress me
float away on kicks, bass slappin like its gretzsky
if there is a god, i bet he doin this shit to test me
swear that i could rule the fuckin world if he just let me
i guess he either hates me or he doesnt even notice
liquor in my potions while i smoke to mr ocean
in the open, logan ride the fuckin whip like it was stolen 
so fuck you and all your fuckin stupid omnipotence
wanna stop the shit that goes on in my head
hands covered in this ink and dome covered in lead
but i got too much love to get lost in the sorrow
...the sunlight might be brighter tomorrow

ｆｕｌｌ　ａｌｂｕｍ　ゲく医

Roderick Porter - before the break of dawn (feat. Shiloh Dynasty) (prod. potsu)

a little collab with Andrew Russell @llessurwerdna from merda band @merdaband on Instagram 

Im not gonna complain i deserve it cause I caused you pain and now I’m going insane, So heres a message for you doll I don’t expect your call because you despise my name

Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply
Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply

Hey just noticed ur call not that I care at all but my dear ur still here, don’t know why u remain if feelings arent the same but its strange that I don’t hate ur name 
        
Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply
Dont expect a call back but just know b4 I go that I really liked u an it wasn’t just a joke I miss you deeply

Hey (please just go away) I have things to say (don’t know why you stay) don’t let pride get in the way (your the one that stade) I miss all those times we kiss (like the ones you had with him)
just listen, your the one that I’m still missing

missed lines (feat. Burgundy blues)

petrichor

ive been crying so much the last two days. mac was literally the reason i started making music. i listened to him through every album and mixtape drop and im just so heart broken. it hurts a lot when youve been following someone though different eras of their life and then theyre just gone... i had actual dreams of hanging out with him at his house talking about music ideas and smoking and im just so god damn broken knowing ill never get to meet my biggest idol.

i, want to die
sometimes i hurt and dont know why
and i, deep inside
need someone that can teach me how to fly
and i, know what that brings
cause when they leave theyll take my wings
and i, dont want that
i guess ill suffer where im at, im at

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown
and then i float away

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown
and then i float away 

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown
and then i float away

said im goin through hell but i hide it well
and i dont know when ill be back again
i let the rain fall down until i drown

away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away, yeah
away

Roderick Porter - goodbye. (feat. XXXTentacion) [prod. Xtravulous]

Rainy Tapes, Vol. 1

Roderick Porter - goodbye. (feat. XXXTENTACION) [prod. Xtravulous]

Buff (prod. SuecoTheChild)

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i said i know that you in pain, i cant fuckin stand it
keep on runnin back into the man that caused you damage
i dont understand it, you got me goin manic
so i think its better if i go ahead and vanish
cause i cant fuckin take it, you intoxicatin
and i always get into my feelings when im faded
no reciprocation, i was always chasing
the one i fabricated in damn imagination

it wasnt really you
it wasnt really you
ay now i see the truth
ay now i see the truth

said i made it complicated, dont know if it was worth it
you got me feelin pain every time i see you hurtin
i know you think you worthless, but to me you perfect
i see how you compare yourself to every other person
you got yo demons lurkin, right behind the curtain
i hope you find your peace cause i know that you deserve it
said im good at burnin bridges, im good at buildin walls
maybe just wait a year and then please gimme a call

said please gimme a call

broken

★YOUTUBE★

Roderick Porter - broken (prod. 97SPECIAL)

Vulnerable ft. Jady (prod. Suecothechild)

STARYU (Prod. SuecoTheChild)

Hood Nigga Poetry

Doty (Prod. JULI4N)

prod by https://soundcloud.com/cheyenne-zaini

AFFECTION FT. DHAN

fatboibari x haroinfather ~ crystal ✨🧚🏾‍♀️ ++ GO LIKE THIS SONG ON YOUTUBE ++

found this old song on my drive from 11 months ago, thought i might as well give yall sumn, also if anyone knows the producer please let me know i dont have any files for the song and i dont remember where the beat is from

Lovely

💖 Roderick Porter - Lovely 💖 @roderick.porter

i hope u guys like this one!!

cover art by @perfiosa on IG

Roderick Porter:

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/7Lcln0AXqNHMahrca8KVpy?si=uZ3lI_OYRmOMsLT6oHgMgA

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/roderick.porter

Twitter: https://twitter.com/RoderickJPorter

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/roderickporter

Jay Portal:

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/artist/2mE6lFglCyhkrseEcufU0d?si=phfl1nzgTLOc7ed9j40O0A

YouTube: https://www.youtube.com/user/jakedavidkissTV

Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/lilportal/

Twitter: https://twitter.com/lilportal

Soundcloud: https://soundcloud.com/jayportal

Unconditional (feat. Jay Portal)

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I WANNA LIVE FOREVER WHEN I DIE!