this is fire im going to make this a genius page

i remember like last year when u came to my house, and i canceled my plans just to see u

a thousand lives @ueno54

@deadpunchy @alphieafterlife
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hallucinate at the stars
if you look too hard they pop out
and i didnt get what you said
untill the week later i didnt like it
i wish you could be a little bit nicer
then i would be lighter
on your punishment
and i want to smash your urn in
because ive been burning again ohh
and i want to show you how
much ive been earning
because ive been learning
to shut my mouth ohh
and i dont think that its working
because ive been lurking and changing

if its to much to 
change it 
id rather lay under your skin
and i crave you
they said love was for fools that only 
adore you
a whole in my chest has rotten 
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them
and you couldve called them
and you shouldve called them
but thats not my problem 
i was right there when you saw them

hallucinate with punchy

all boy in a room songs on plats soon follow me
instagram https://www.instagram.com/justaboyinaroom/
prod michael harrison
your tears they follow me they make a trail of suffering girl :(
just fuck up my world
i bent over and hurled
dork boy you got some cute freckles
and you got some cute eyes
wanna fill my brain with metal
and do i need a reason why ?
looking purple in the face
man i need to get out of this place
fuck the human race
dont care bout a distraction
or all your dumb infractions
you know how much i hate asking
only escape is napping
uncertain what will happen
i dont get it at all
you know just how to make me cry
you know just how to get inside
perpetually walking to my demise
and its just like i dont mind

i dont mind :/

they was askin me like.. wat i do

but i dont wanna flex it they look at my necklace
they sayin "where u got it from?" i cant say
they sayin "u so gothic huh" well okay...
why am i the topic ummm cause i pave
and you think im so honest umm well im not
no i never wanted ya cause ur a thot
idk whats wrong with ya ru a bot?
i'm not really common uhh but you'll see lots of me around
i cut myself cause i think about success 
i havent gotton to it yet so i gotta impress
everyday i wake up i compare and i get pressed
cause i know everybody is better and im less
my heart on the floor but its rolling away slowly
couldn't fuck a whore cause then i'd think she owes me
i love myself too much yeah ur lucky if i touch
stupid bitch stupid slut dont ever get ahead of yourself
well wait thats kind of ironic cuz im ahead of myself in the ego department 
yeah im self aware as fuck and i just talked so retarded
hate the way i say shit now look what you just started
cause i know, cause i know, itll always be another fucking no
it always be another fucking show that i have to go to on my own
cause i snaked by my bros, it feels fake cause im on my phone
but its on dnd do not disturb, if i saw myself i would make me eat the curb
i dont like me but i think i just earned everything i got and i think its my turn
but oh my god its so lonely oh my god theyre all phony i swear this is fraud

self aware

another day goes by 
i wanna cry cause im dying on the inside
and you ask why
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaask
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa-
i love you so but its plutonic and i
hug you tho although i vomit in my mouth
as the days go by im countin em up
we been together for like 6 months
it dont get better im such a chump
because this aint that real love 
real trust with them real hugs

dont ask me why im sad bitch lets just play castle crashers

alex g sample forest reprod

your expression and your face activates something in me
i love it way too much when you talk to me
dont think about anyone but me
you dont know how things can get pretty lonely
talk to myself for hours
cause theres nobody around
and there never was
can i even hold a convo with my shadow?
i know it thinks im weird too
well i wouldnt talk to me if i had to
always stuck in my room
what would i have if i aint had you?
nothing nothing
you gave me so much more than i can ever repay you

im attached..... what now????

oh its this again :/ i dont wanna lose a friend no0o0o0o
so much lose don't what it feels like to win
when will i have my friend havent felt the same since
baby im the problem and i cant solve it
put myself in a hole like a moshpit
ever since u left never felt the same
everyday i wake up and im still in pain
and i really do hate those certain dates
cause i remember when we were out those days
maybe its not me and its all you but 
i cant say that cause i could never call u
got me blocked again thats my second half 
but we all know that nothing ever lasts
think i got the short end of the whole draft 
cause of everything we did and how it lasted
cause your such a attachment 
around u id prolly get caught lackin
thats the best type of love but im laggin 
make a joke for the cope and ur laughing
dont hate me or love me just ask what happened 
baby im the fucking problem come get tapped in

if im a problem or the problem then how the fuck do i solve myself

song from my brain

beat by @prodpishogue

feel like ive heard it all before
as i fall into the floor
got nowhere that i can run to
17, what has my life come to
singin to bands i cry in my room
i cant eat nothing i sleep past noon
give u all my heart when i talk to u
but be careful its fragile its not immune
im so boring i feel the same pain over and over again
i was 10 years old i was never alone but i cant go back to then
im racking my brain
lookin for answers
but im hungover
im just as worthless as that trash you threw away, maybe even lower
i get lost in the clouds could get lost in your eyes if youd let me
i get lost in my head, will you think of me or forget me

hungover (casper's pishogue)

This song is part of the album “Why me – but why not me too”.
It is not to be seen on its own, but as part of a journey I have to live through since my diagnosis. Each track tells a piece of this path – honest, raw, and unfiltered.

The second Round

Listen to the full Playlist soundcloud.com/chilloutify/sets/gritty-whiskey-hard-blues-rock-for-unwinding

i dont mind :/

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