stuck in my head
sick in my bed
sick in the head
wish i was dead

lead painted walls
feeling so sick
i cant do this
vomit in the halls
and im so done 
with it all

when did it all go wrong

sick

miss america

w/ my friend @roadkill777

shes always online
cause shes so fucking stupid
says she likes anime
but she cant fucking prove it
i dont wanna know 
what youve got going for you
cause you got nothing
you are nothing
and i hope you die

you buy some new clothes
and think youre beautiful 
but you are not
you will always be a fucking troll

but its alright
just lay down
chug down the whole bottle
and take some pills now

shes a jirai
nothing behind her eyes
shes a jirai
fucked over a hundred guys
she always cuts herself
and posts that shit on twitter
but no one fucking cares
i love to watch her wither

(roadkill)

twisted perversions
of something 
once beautiful
i dont know
what the hell is
wrong with your soul

its in your eyes
you cant hide the lies
your a washed up whore
who cant have fun no more
seeking validation from losers
piece of shit, abuser

Jirai (ft Roadkill)

There's this girl who I know
Asked her "where should I go?"
She said life is upsetting
I think my life is depressing me down

Life's a runaway bride
Your brain is so gentrified
There's nobody I would miss
If I just pissed off and died
Want a house and little boat
Doing good for society
But my dreams will never float
I got major  anxiety

I don't know what I want
In life
I'll always be the one who
Lies

There's this girl who I know
Asked her "where should I go?"
She said life is upsetting
I think my life is depressing me down

I don't know what I want
In life
I'll always be the one who
Lies
My death will come as no
Surprise
As you laugh at me
I cry

my dreams have died just like my future

idk man i miss her
peak lyricism ikr 

She left me brusied and broken
the closest thing to love i ever had
i wish you didn't have to go 

i miss her hair and i miss her eyes
i should've known this girl would've been my demise
im rotting in my room with nothing to do
And every single reminds me of you 
 
wish you were next to me right now
i want your arms to wrap around 
my body and hold me tightly
crush my ribs tonightt

I dont know what the fuck im gonna do 
when every thought is about you 
i miss you so fucking muchh

I miss her smile and i miss her voice 
im gonna blow my brainz i dont have a choice
i wanna talk to u every single day
but yr so fucking FARR AWAYY!!!


wish you were next to me right now
i want your arms to wrap around 
my body and hold me tightly
crush my ribs tonightt

She left me brusied and broken
the closest thing to love i ever had
i wish you didn't have to go

Raytarded

oh
i cant breathe
when youre
near
i wait for
you my
dear
i cant breathe
when youre
near
i want you
to wait for

you are here standing
why cant you break me
you are here waiting
why cant you love me

standing

whatever

I’ll waste away my days
 and rot until I have no way 
For me to get up 
Out my fucking bed 

Battery acid down my veins
And brain till it decays 
And then everyday 
I’ll feel like fucking meg

My own best friend is my fucked up bedroom 
But you come in to ruin the only moment of bliss that I really have 

I’ll shoot shoot shoot 
And kill kill kill 
And click and smash all for cheap thrills

And when I die
 I’ll throw my fucking mouse
Right at the wall 

I’ll hate and rage
Hate everyday 
I’ll hate when my god graces me 

With the honor of
Being fucking dead 
And end it all for me

meg777

guitar, drums, synth- fatty
producing, mixing - roader
chill gamer @roadkill777

(fatty)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(lil roader)
im fucking all these emo foids every single day
you know thats just we roll, cant keep up with our game
so dont try to fuck with us you lame ass bitch ass troll
and dont you ever try to touch our drank

dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way


drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(fatty)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this

(fatty & lil roader)
dead on the floor in my room
its all i know, how to do
pills are fucking up my brain
i cant stop im wasting away
think im gonna overdose
life so dull and gray
im in so much fucking pain
things just never go my way

drank just dont hit the same
video games dont numb my pain
lil wayne now sounds like shit to me
im so fucking sick of this 2x

deadonthefloorinmyroom (ft roadkill)

Follow my Friend @dogmouths

(Road)
im so gone now
im so lost now
feeling locked out
out of my own mind

i dont know why i feel this way
and all i know is that wont see another day
i dont know why i feel so strange 
but please dont cry when im so far away

(Dogmouth)
Im so tired of letting everyone down
I know everything looks brighter when I am not around

(Road)
you left me on my own
and im stuck in my own home
and im stuck sitting all alone
and the thought that im dead
keeps coming to my head

(Dogmouth)
Im still lost in my mind 
Get sick all the time
The cancer isn’t hurting me
It’s tryna break me free

Buried deep in the snow
I dont wanna be alone
But I will
Or at least untill the rot reaches my bones 

(Road)
i dont know why i feel this way
and all i know is that wont see another day
i dont know why i feel so strange 
but please dont cry when im so far away

(Dogmouth)
Im so tired of letting everyone down
I know everything looks brighter when I am not around

(Both)
you left me on my own
and im stuck in my own home
and im stuck sitting all alone
and the thought that im dead
keeps coming to my head

I Wont Wake Up Tomorrow + Dogmouth

nokilam cover: @nokilam

im in this class again
just staring at the wall
your on my mind again
for no reason at all

maybe this time round
you can look my way
but its fine ill watch you leave
and i wont beg you to stay

fuck what he said
lets go and dance
your in my head
no i know i cant

cant send a text
get left on red
wish i was dead
im alone again

these beginnings
dont feel that much new
i feel so shitty
i wouldnt with you

chaudown!! (nokilam)

Tear Me Down

2 steps forward. 1 step back.

the very bottom of the barrel when it comes to both musical skill and social interaction. if SoundCloud recommended me to you, I am deeply sorry

my dreams have died just like my future

Root Canal Years