video games n' suicidal ideation

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FUCK SOUNDCLOUD

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nouns - daydream

ela dança sobre a lua

They are real cant you feel
All the evil in the air
I got pictures i got proof
Why does no one even care
Run the earth in disguise
Why cant you see through their lies

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Were so dumb, theres no choice
I guess well just be destroyed
In this game that they play
I feel like i am a toy
Fuck things up just for fun
Were just puppets til theyre done

Space demons in nato led us astray
Lied to and subverted, now were enslaved
It might not have been nato, i forgot the name
Space demons in something made us all gay

Blame it all on them
Theyre rent free in my head
They want us to be dead
And i dont care
Cause we deserve it all
Our conscience is so small
Theyre rightfully appalled by the human race


Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them
Space demons, i can see them

Space Demons in NATO

ooooo oo ahhhha ooooo
life gets hard sometimes
im
running round my room 
at 3 am
i dk what to dooooo
idk what to do
somethin wrong w u?
theres smth wrong w u
x2
u kno y?
cuz u wont
leave me alone
x8
leaaaaave me alooooneee
leave leaveee me aloneeee
oooo

leave me alone

Belowground - Rotting Out (demo)

I wanna know why you need all these other guys
You need attention from everyone else alive
It pisses me off i dont think you realize
Or maybe you dont give a shit

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

I know ill miss you but i know this cant go on
You couldve listened, accepted where u were wrong
You always made me so filled with this jealousy
I think you like them more than you like me

Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And im in a rut
Why am i not enough
So sick of this stuff
Youre messing with my head
And ive had enough

Why am I not enough?

this girl is a bitch and i fucking hate her
we go to school and i wanna date her
her face is cute but shes so obnoxious
i still wanna put my fucking cock in

oooooooooo

i follow her inside the hallways
i dont wanna part ways
i just wanna stand here and stare at you
i dont think shell ever see me
why cant this be easy
i just wanna stand here and stare at you

someday ill make you mine
ill just take it one day at a time
someday ill make you mine
i dont care if youre dead or alive

I Wanna Date Her

Theres a hole that i cant fill
And nothing will fix whats in my head
I wish i was dead 
When will it just end

ooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

Everything now looks so fake
And i cant explain why im so freaked out
I let you down
Now i cant leave the couch

Oooooooo

Everythings fucked up and none of this matters
I smoked too much and my mind shattered
I should jump off a bridge and fucking splatter
Because its all fucked up and none of this matters

None Of This Matters

My life is void of direction or meaning
Outside im calm but inside im screaming
Inside my house is where i stay
Nothing out there ever seems like a good play

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Nothing i do will ever be enough
Ill never fill the void with any amount of stuff
Nothing i do will ever fix this shit
Ive tried way too hard to amount to just this

Everyday i let down my family
Im so depressed and you know that im planning
To kill myself in a matter of years
No one will miss me when im not here

I dont know where to go thatd make me feel much different than this
I dont know what to do thatd make me feel like i exist

So fuck this
So fuck this

Fuck This

- Belowground Reupload
Also apart of C.P.P.C!

Never Wake Up Again - Belowground Reupload

Oh No
What do I see
The house that I built burns down in front of me
I don't know if I care
What can I do but get the hell outta there 

Somewhere out on the street    
Rather be dead than become obsolete
Pick up one or two shifts
Company time cant pay me to give a shit

I'd rather be inside my room
Thats what I tell myself
When I don't want to face the truth
Too easy to give up
When all you wanna do is

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out        

There's a CCTV
Lookin at you through a wire that connects to me
Latch Key
We were 18
House to ourselves     and a 
Half an oz. of brick weed

Back then, it was so chic
Skip a few meals
Midnights on the city streets
I go 
There in my dreams
Now it's all over
Please give it back to me

I'd rather be somewhere with you
Your face illuminated by the light
Of somewhere else's moons
Somehow the earth forgot you
And we're all trying not to     

Slip  into stable sedition
Give up and drop out
Cause it's a war of attrition
There's only one way out
So when you're feeling sad
Over friends you used to have
Don't let nobody find out

War Of Attrition

sory if dis is alredy reuploaded im just schizzo!

belowground - last song

i want to know
those things you say
i know i just can't
find out this way
if we could have a chance
oh yeah
but i'm distracted
by these thoughts of a romance
if you could know
how far you glow
if you could stay
no way no way
no way no way
i know you've got it
out for me
i know exactly
what you're thinking
you think you know me
you're dreaming
you think you know me
you're dreaming

got it out for me

this time im really gonna do it
and no ones gonna be there to stop me
planned this for about like six years
and now its time i go through with it

death by car
stood out on the high way
death by car
this is what i have been waiting for

D.B.C.

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Toribash
Destroy my flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces on the ground

Destroy the sun
I don't wanna see another day 
For me to play around

Making promises to people 
Who don't want to see me round

Saying sorry for the things
To just make the others frown

I would rather smash my face

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash
Destroy your flesh
I don't wanna chase the cash
Cause I'm a bum
Teenage scum
Smashing faces in the sun

Toribash

i fucked up the project file but here is what remains

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

oh
yes it's true
well
is it to you
you hold my wicked face and say its ok
you say that you really like it
that i look like something monstrous

close your eyes
dont look at me
you'll be terrified
im so fucking ugly

when i walk along the street
people think its halloween
im so fucking ugly

i've never kissed a girl Before
i know that they're all just laughing at me
hide my face behind my hands
and the tears start running down
im so ugly

you say it doesnt matter to you
well i say that it fucking matters to me
how do you not get it
you're a stupid fucking bitch
i dont wanna be a ghoul for the rest of my fucking Life

it'll never get better
so i'll stay home forever
IM SO FUCKING BLACKPILLED




Ugly

half of my mind is about to be broken
half of my mind is about to be gone
half of my mind is about to be broken
now it's so easy for me to live on

it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized
it's gonna be allright
cause i'm lobotomized

Alright Lobotomite

another day of eternity
of being a freak and being obscene

i have no motivation
all i feel’s aggrivation

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

im fucking tired everyones of shit
you know who you are so go and suck my dick

i have no more to give you
no spark left to pull through

im losing my energy im feeling weak my days are so heavy
cus im burning out and im burning fast
i know for a fact i dont have long to last

Burning Out

TOWNIE (MITSKI COVER)

There's this girl who I know
Asked her "where should I go?"
She said life is upsetting
I think my life is depressing me down

Life's a runaway bride
Your brain is so gentrified
There's nobody I would miss
If I just pissed off and died
Want a house and little boat
Doing good for society
But my dreams will never float
I got major  anxiety

I don't know what I want
In life
I'll always be the one who
Lies

There's this girl who I know
Asked her "where should I go?"
She said life is upsetting
I think my life is depressing me down

I don't know what I want
In life
I'll always be the one who
Lies
My death will come as no
Surprise
As you laugh at me
I cry

my dreams have died just like my future

http://erradic.com/sin-kitty.html
http://www.mediafire.com/download/53wx1cc1nb14dfp/Sin+Kitty+-+Softer.zip

All The Kidss

2 steps forward. 1 step back.

the very bottom of the barrel when it comes to both musical skill and social interaction. if SoundCloud recommended me to you, I am deeply sorry

my dreams have died just like my future

Root Canal Years