lyrics
and in the heat of the moment she's taken your hand
she's asking you to dance
and this chance may be your only so don't you look back
her love forever lasts
don't leave her waiting...

Don't Leave Her Waiting

negative xp - cry for help / loser

Pleasure in the flesh
It is all that's left
Loading up my guns
And killing just for fun
Nothing here is real
Nowhere to appeal
Actions have no weight 
I'm in outerspace
It is so surreal
Each bullet carries so much sorrow
Can't hear em yeah your cries ring hollow
Like dogs begging for their dinner
My bushmaster makes your bones splinter
In bullet time I can see slowmo
Skull splitter coming for your head yo
You'll die and it won't matter
Turn the gun on myself go splatter
Surreal

surreal

wacked out
fucked up
brain is
just mush
10 count
no luck
i just did way too fucking much

black out
go home
wake up
no phone
off pills that are small and sweet
doing
dumb shit
i will
regret
running naked down the street
off my pills so small and sweet


WACKED OUT !!!

you cant think for yourself
you believe everything they tell you
your so fucking stupid 
i hate you
you say your brain is fine
your mind is fried with lies
you fuck every guy you see
keep on taking your vaccines

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the government

you do this to yourself
can you stop being so dumb
yeah yeah fucked yourself up
now your a 

government slut
government slut
now your all fucked up on drugs
government slut
government slut
you make me wanna rip out my guts
government slut
government slut
now your brain is all fucked up
and now your just a puppet to the (((government)))

government slut

[Intro]
Should've seen my face
When I turned up to work
In a coat far too big
My anxieties lurked
A man named Brandon
Showed me around
Taught how to talk to customers
When more were inbound

[Verse 1]
The first thing I did
Was I fucked up an order
The guy was so pissed
And he called me a slur
I spent all night
Cleaning the floor
The hurl from the kids
Made me sick to my core

Did you know it's
illegal
to work a minor on the
night shift
But it seems that's
the deal
I don't know how I
survived that shit

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 2]
Shout out to the bathroom
Where I screamed my lungs off
It was my only safe space
That was never enough
Thank fuck for my brain
Who knew when to quit
When I started to hallucinate
I think that was it

There's been so many times
That I want to die
McDonalds gave me insomnia
And I don't think that's right
The manager's on weed
and he's flirting with teens
I don't know what to do
What the fuck does this all mean

[Solo]

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal

[Verse 3]
My college work is due
I've got so much to do
I'm sleeping for an hour
And I want to redo
I've started sexualising
my own death
And I think that's fucked up
But I still hold my breath

Why does life suck
Woe is me
You're sickly little prickly
And you think that you should leave
I googled how to hang myself
It told me not to grieve
I wanted gone so hard
Yet I rolled down my sleeve

[Intermission]
I can't hear you
I can't see you
I can't read the
things you want to do
I can't escape myself
I can't relate myself
I can't shape the world
into itself

[Verse 4]
One time I heard a voice
It came from a corpse
He said quit your job
And he started to warp
McDonalds drove me down to
the pits of insanity
I don't know what to do
And I think that I'm panicking

I came up with a plan
to fix my head
I'll quit my job
so I don't end up dead
I handed in my two weeks
And never looked back
Fuck that establishment
And fuck all of those twats

[Chorus]
Constant nights of wanting to kill myself
They say a lot of things, they think I'm suicidal
Constant times I've seen myself worse and worse
My eyebags make me look like I am suicidal
There's people telling me that I am suicidal
I think it's funny because I don't want to die
The voices yell at me that I am suicidal

[Solo 2]

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

entering increasingly extreme 
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a stupid vulture

pray that youll forgive me for my sins 
comply with anyone who takes me in
and you wonder how my views are formed
but don’t help at all you dont try to warn 
me of how i left my world behind 
to get closer to my human side

entering increasingly extreme
subcultures
wanna be accepted but im just
a fucking poser

didnt choose to fall this far at all
just wanted a place i could call home
maybe this song is too on the nose
cant let the irls know cant be exposed 
my worst fear is being left behind 
is this my out
you decide

extremist

STUCK

FEATURING THE VOCALS OF MANY:

https://soundcloud.com/picks-in-a-pill-bottle
https://soundcloud.com/kaleb-g-s-2008
https://soundcloud.com/heret1k
https://soundcloud.com/healer777
https://soundcloud.com/fulltimeloser (no kidding)
https://soundcloud.com/milkkkarton
https://soundcloud.com/trvechvd
https://soundcloud.com/parzivalii

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030-The Grand-Demo

2 steps forward. 1 step back.

the very bottom of the barrel when it comes to both musical skill and social interaction. if SoundCloud recommended me to you, I am deeply sorry

Working at McDonalds unironically made me suicidal

Root Canal Years