Praise God

past midnight (prod. rubbish)

a mixture of expressions delivered from a artistic experimental viewpoint. a different feel, different music, different perspective, different world.

like its easy.

is it worth it just to feed 
my self tendencies 
if I try too hard to please 
then the cycles just repeat 
and I'm finding it hard to 
say what I want to say 
maybe I'm in my way 
maybe it's u tho

was it ever that way 
told u that I couldn't stay 
took u to my favorite place 
now I wish I could erase 
I spend too much time to myself
I sit around looking at the clock 
used to my routine in my shell
and when I talk I just wanna stop 
 
and I'm finding it hard to 
say what I want to say 
maybe I'm in my way 
maybe it's u tho

wanna be the real one
but its so hard to feel sum
I stunt my growth sometimes
to feel u in my mind 
I sped up and left u behind
didn't mean to break her heart
but we both played our parts
guess I should have seen the signs

and I'm finding it hard to 
say what I want to say 
maybe I'm in my way 
maybe it's u tho

cycletower

FLEESKI- P2R (prod 6mil, hurt russell)

no monsters (cherry garden)

0:41 with katebi and cutspace
2:40 with tyian
5:38 with wtfomari
6:46 with bobbyhorror
7:55 with katebi
8:50 with mag
10:00 with grimgar
11:26 with grimgar
12:29 with sonofsam
14:01 with votekk and katebi
15:28 with bobbyhorror

journal 9

Hesi

Lyrics

The Last Act

A birthday party 
That feels like a going away
Everyone here loves me 
but only some cared yesterday, ay 
I guess when years of your life 
are about wanting to die, to die
The collector comes for you 
when you finally want to be alive

I have a propensity to dwell
I have a propensity to dwell 
I have a propensity to dwell 
God to dwell, to dwell

I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 

I hope my ending’s not written yet
We’ve barely even entered the second act
but I chased away my stage hands
and lost track of all of my plans
I can’t even find the script
or a costume that’ll fit
I should just take my script
take my script, my script

I have a propensity to dwell
I have a propensity to dwell 
I have a propensity to dwell 
God to dwell, to dwell

I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 

Now I’m starting my third act
No reruns, I won’t be back
Now I’m starting my third act
I won’t be back, I won’t be back
Now I’m starting my third act
No reruns, I won’t be back
Now I’m starting my third act
I won’t be back, I won’t be back

I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
I could’ve done that God I could’ve been this 
I’m a story of what ifs
Oh god what if? What if?

The Last Act

2Uprodteamjacob

Straw Man

Spliff Rap legend
real slim shady sitting down

no monsters (cherry garden)

roots of fallen leaves