Performed by: Deadboi
Written by: Deadboi
(Self Prod.)
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[Lyrics]
I am on a journey that I do not wanna take
But I've been here before, what a mistake
Guess I've thrown my motivation into the lake
Procrastining then I wonder why I'm behind
Failing my classes as I write this very line
Perhaps I should just sit down and rethink my life

Since highschool I wondered was I fine
Had a routine but it fell out of line
Guess I'll hide away myself tonight

My god I hate my brain my brain
Like what is there to gain to gain? 
Everytime I need some motivation, 
My mind just goes on vacation 
My god Im on decline decline
I think Ive lost my mind my mind
But if you see me on vacation
Well at least I had dedication 

They say wisdom comes with age but I digress 
It is something I still can not digest
But Im here so I guess Ill do my best
Ive been applying, but Im just not their type
No one wants a straight kid who just draws and writes
I'm doing better but I'm very far from fine

Now in college, still feeling dumb 
So stupid that I'm feeling numb
But Ill try to work on myself at once

My god I hate my brain my brain
Like what is there to gain to gain? 
Everytime I need some motivation, 
My mind just goes on vacation 
My god Im on decline decline
I think Ive lost my mind my mind
But if you see me on vacation
Well at least I had dedication

Decline (Hate My Brain)

Credits:
Written by: Deadboi, IdontgiveanUGH 
Performed by: Deadboi, IdontgiveanUGH 
(Prod. Deadboi)
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Lyrics:
[Hook]
Like a ghost we gon' scare
the shit out of you, yeah
But I'm sometimes not myself like Norman Bates (Norman Bates)
Use the pen in my head
Like the raiser of hell
Feeling like no competition in our lane (Yeah yeah)
Like a ghost (Like a ghost)
Like a ghost (Like a ghost)
Only time you'll ever see us when we rap (When we rap)
And that's a fact (That's a fact)
That's a fact (That's a fact)
Only time we miss the bars is when we're jailed 

[Deadboi]
Like a ghost, I’m so cold, from my exterior to my heart
Haunt this house like we in Luigi’s Mansion, Your name is on the wall, written in blood from the glass shards
I'm competing in a competition, but I don't like competition 
Bold assumption to say that I'm listening 
No its just their presence, I'm addressing, 
Stop talking in delusion with your nonsensical bullshit 
No I can not even tell , what the hell am I doing with life? Oh my god, am I well? 
But that is not me, that's the demons talking from the prison cell 
Saved by the bells of hell, I finally left my shell 
Je ne parle pas français, but that's ok 
난 상관 없어 I rap English all day
Call me a villain, I got the tongue of a serpent 
Slytherin myself to the snitch that is golden, 
It appears you ran out of luck points, now it’s time to change your name to UN-Lucky, dude.
Dude, unperfect. living or dead, I’m about come in come in, hit you with this goddamn fat truth
Water, earth, fire, air, Imma blood bender, flow bender, like Ammon, where’s your element?
You’ll go down like Bloody Mary on the cross, you’re beauty will never scare me, you’re hella bent
'Cause we are winning the battles and flippin the table, like rebels rebelling, we breaking the rules,
Nuh uh, we never lose, 2 kool 4 us to be skooled by these fools, this is no game of Kahoot, bruh
I don’t give an ugh who I’m going against, nobody cares
Take it away, all of the gain. Feeling the pain, going insane right here
Your time it is up, you in the company of Vecna, tatted on our motherfucking wrist, we the number 1, ah

[Hook]

[IdontgiveanUGH]
Erste Runde bestanden, wie ein Einsen-Schreiber
Sollt' mir selber Blumen kaufen, so wie Miley Cyrus
Bin auf der and'ren Gartenseite und zerstör dich durch die Hecke (hacke) wie ein Cybervirus
Bin wie stilles Wasser, wenn es fließt, ich hab nen leisen Einfluss
Es gibt keinerlei Grund meine Meinung nicht zu akzeptieren
Hätte ich drei Wünsche frei, dann wär ich fly wie Aladdin
Und würde ich früher wissen, wer ich morgen werd', 
Würd' ich nichts verändern, auch wenn ich mich oft beschwer'
Ja, mein Kopf ist schwer voller Sorgen welche mich verfolgen, wie Promi Fans
Deswegen schreibe ich Songs mit Schmerz
Verkörper den Zorn im Herz
In meiner Bubble wie'n Comic-Text
Yeah, mich stoppt nichts mehr
There's a person admiring the time I spend writing these texts about choirs in my head
He's a real man
So I'm calling out my fake friends
I got only one in my group like hydrogen
And when I'm spitting it ignites in flames
The (w)rap I'm gifting is just like a spell
Been so dead, boi, feeling sick and tired of hate
In my head, boi, lives a spinning microwave
Feeling like I been a wicked geist
Laughed at living like a loner
But I'll always see the light
I will be there and I'll scare you for a decent time
Funny how I'm sitting in the corner
But I'm still winning the price

[Hook]

Ghost (feat. IdontgiveanUGH)

Credits:
Performed by: Deadboi, HanaKo, Ro1
Lyrics: Deadboi, HanaKo, Ro1
(Self Prod.)
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Lyrics:
[HanaKo]
Welcome to the jungle, welcome to the real world
Reality, it really eats (us)
Their words are like sirens piercing heads, driving into the ground
Real IT, rea - rea.lity
Live quietly
(We are) made to bend, bombarded with text, like some sheet of paper
(paper, stranger)
(When) reality, is really ill (only)
Real eyes realize real lies

[Deadboi]
I may seem OK but mentally I'm nay
I would smile but I'm tired today
I would hide but it would boil anyways
I'd address all my demons but I'm way too pained
Hate it when I lose myself, 
wish that I could be myself
Well, maybe just maybe that is an overstatement
Or Maybe I should my address the letters of my demons 
Taste the rainbow of disparity
The narrative has no clarity
I will just sell my soul to charity
So someone can use it with purity
The serenity is different my identity indifferent
Should I spill pitys out? I feel hesitant
Incompentence will be my inheritance
I tried to warn you in my defense
Hence the lack of tears I cry
Hence the time I said "I wanna die"
K M S are my 3 favorite letters
They told that everything would get better
But I never seen the edge, never walked the ledge
Cause deletion of my self would be so selfish 
to those who say it's all in my head
I'll stay another day, eventho life is complicated

[HanaKo]
Welcome to the jungle, welcome to the real world
Reality, it really eats (us)
Their words are like sirens piercing heads, driving into the ground
Real IT, rea - rea.lity
Live quietly
(We are) made to bend, bombarded with text, like some sheet of paper
(paper, stranger)
(When) reality, is really ill (only)
Real eyes realize real lies

[Ro1]
Feeling kinda down
boutta drown in my feels
Looking like a child
In the wild on a field 
I'm a knight on a battlefield 
With no shield. I can't yield 
any answers. lots of questions 
Any connection? I can't build
I see a sea of emotions 
or a freezing cold ocean.
A turbulent motion
causing constant commotion
Look inside, and you'll see
that I'm completely broken
Locked up mind in a jungle wild 
Not much is spoken
Way back, back to the whack 
time when I got attacked
by a pack of wolves. 
Life stabbed me in the back.
Locked up very tight 
(in shackles of fright)
Dark and scary night 
(when you think it's so bright)
Don't know what to pick, 
meditation or medication?
Rehabilitation needs 
a lot of self dedication 
Lot' of expectations 
like I need to lift a nation
for a patient, that's a hefty task
Lie to fill my empty mask

[HanaKo]
Welcome to the jungle, welcome to the real world
Reality, it really eats (us)
Their words are like sirens piercing heads, driving into the ground
Real IT, rea - rea.lity
Live quietly
(We are) made to bend, bombarded with text, like some sheet of paper
(paper, stranger)
(When) reality, is really ill (only)
Real eyes realize real lies

[Ro1]
Livin' a lie like sheep in a line
Woken, but I am broken
Will I be fine or step on a mine?
My mind's wide open
Willing to wonder what way I would find
What kind of wicked thing, I walk into while
I'm tryna survive staying alive. 
Doing my best to just open my eyes

[Deadboi]
"Vanity is vanity" Ecclesiates 1:2
But maybe if we dig deeper, you can find meaning too
Men die, women die every single day
Why do we hurt the very people who are fighting everyday?
I know where you stand silent in trees
Let us admit were hopeless on our knees
People who are narcissists will never understand 
Instead with their insecurities they'll paint over our canvas

Empty Mask (feat. HanaKo, R01)

Performed by: Deadboi
Written by: Deadboi
(Self Prod.)
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Once I was 17, going on to 18
I wanted to song write, as of lately
I didn’t know where to start Not confident  in my art
I knew that road would be hard
I couldn't mix couldn't do shhhhhhh
But there was something deep down that would would always tell me
I should never give up, that would never work well
‘Cause even tho I'm Deadboi, it will never die in me
It's ok I'm not okay with this empty feeling
They say "go to therapy", but the DAW's my place of healing
It like I'm the quiet kid who's only real friend is music
And if I ditched that friend, then I would lose it
Later I had turned 19 and I came out with Character Arch
I knew I wanted to improve, so I took my skills to heart
Followed by that was a Sensory Overload of improvement
Finally Let the Beat Drop, but that was no perfection blueprint
I know I won 4th,  but I knew that was not the end
So I'll keep on going fourth, even if I can't speak French
Or Korean, Persian, Greek, German, even English
Even before being verbal, art was always my first language
Still feel like 888, and I'm Living in the Moment
I'm fine, doing great, still Thrift Rapping on a budget
And above that! I love it! This newcomer is on his way
And to those Toxic Pigs in my life, I got something to say:
This is my  Origin Story and you already know it is  here to stay

I wanna travel the world, and see
The reflection of myself, of myself
Dream to be the better version of me
Still I wanna put my trophies on my shelf
This my origin story

Fiercely independent, yet I pray to be depended on
One day I'll be the rising star, so I'll keep on keeping on
Sow the passion I'm reaping on. Imagine wanting to give it up
I am still young, but tomorrow’s never promised, that is why Imma live it up
I remember the golden era, we covering K-pop songs
Baby I'll pray, Lord everyday, help me be stronger
Than I was once before
Dear younger self, remember what you did this for
Shout out LuckyCa7, Lucky, Hseyil, Grim,  Stay, Hana, Cirrus, Sura 
JB, DSP, Hali, Matt, Pepega, Mr. Monster, Ugh,  
And also Paddy, Noopy, and Pixel. They’re all the reason I keep going as well
Stayed up till 7 in the morning, so that I can always excel 
 Tho I soon turn 21,  I’ll celebrate without alcohol  
 I got too many projects   but I still wanna project em all 
But the the clock keeps going by fast and I’m running out of time
Procrastinating once again, but even still we reaching new heights

I wanna travel the world, and see
The reflection of myself, of myself
Dream to be the better version of me
Still I wanna put my trophies on my shelf
This my origin story

Welcome to my origin story
Ain't nothing getting in my way gonna make my own history
I don’t want 2 weeks, Because I need a damn millenium
Think my lyrics too preachy? Or you just disagree with’em?
Suffer,  you better do better, if wanna come at me with your bull
Feeling like a wicked geist, in a fight, surrounded by these trolls
But I don’t care, I’m the Winning team, I already made it this far
And I’m living my best life, haters, can’t kill my vibe, I’m a survivor

This is my origin story
To one of the most iconic moments in history
Page turner, Each chapter gets better
Hot or cold weather, don’t matter

Origin Story pt. 2

Credits:
Performed by: Deadboi, luckyca7
Written By: Deadboi, luckyca7
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Lyrics:

Sometimes I wonder am I too late to change myself?
Yes I was hurt, but I wonder was that my fault?
I stare at the pink sky with my soul in ruins covered with ash
Finally, fires been tamed at last

[luckyca7]
밤엔 뒤를 돌아보곤 해
아직 우린 안전하지 않네
낮엔 너를 바라보곤 해
뒤에 오는 감정을 잊은 채
전부 지워야 해
하루가 어땠든 그건 나빴어야만 해
웃으면서 받아주곤 했지만
Never trust him, 멀어져야 해
우리들의 마음, 너와 나의 반
기억이 안 난다면 그대로 떠나
사람을 믿다가도 상처가 남아
사랑을 잊다가도 기억에 남아
Leave me alone, 그 꿈 속에서 또
그 안에 갇힌 매일매일도
날 꺼내줘, 다만 아프지 않도록
아무 상처 없이 잊을 수 있도록

Maybe what I need is to forgive
So that I can peacefully live
Now I see the pink sky, from the distant fires
In the end, everything soon will transpire

Sometimes I wonder am I too late to change myself?
Yes I was hurt, but I wonder was that my fault?
I stare at the pink sky with my soul in ruins covered with ash
Finally, fires been tamed at last

[Deadboi]
They say "grass is always greener on the other side"
I've thought that to be true, but the green envy still arives
I crave to prove myself to others,
Which is why I wish to push myself farther
(Yeah) Tears in the rain, feelings down the drain
Thought I'd get over you but my heart's is in pain.
Thinking bout the memories that both of us made
But everything we fought for it's now all in vain
Bottles of champagne, so I can drink the pain away
Clubbing with the boys 9-5, every Friday
Just a normal good day feels like a holiday
Even if I am wasted, I'll still feel the pain anyway
With age comes decay with pain comes the gain
As the wind blows north, with it comes my worth
Calm after the storm, climate's coming back to normal
It's been way too long, and I can't do this no more

Maybe what I need is to forgive
So that I can peacefully live
Now I see the pink sky, from the distant fires
In the end, everything soon will transpire

Sometimes I wonder am I too late to change myself?
Yes I was hurt, but I wonder was that my fault?
I stare at the pink sky with my soul in ruins covered with ash
Finally, fires been tamed at last

Pink Sky (feat. luckyca7)

Opening song for Carkpop final of the 4th season battle
https://youtu.be/J8Nvz11lKOw

With @PaddyBlank and @Noopy-P , ft. Lucky

Original song : Untouchable from Itzy https://youtu.be/5e3rKInegeU?si=D3laoPcU8bUYfV9T 
Violin : 캣올린CatOlin https://youtu.be/WAe_Bhiz1tI?si=ww0mcetbqX4BrbDR



[LYRICS]

Hey hey,
Let's hijack this wonderful opening track

How are we gonna do that ? 

Hana... 
Noopy!
Paddy!
Team HNP on the beat!
Is this the cypher ? I LOVE THE CYPHER! *rapping it*
No Noopy, we can't do THE cypher
We can't do ? But I was ready !
You can make a collab...
OH YES LET'S DO THIS ! Noopy Stop, i'm on CAmera it's MY turn !


They think we would sink, but we're cooking crazy things
No blood, sweat & tears ? No this iiiis just ink-creasing our rhyme instinct
(Extinct the fire)
We’re burning that stage with our ink labor

Not in the battle but not slowed down at all
Not allowed on the stage, nor alone on the team
We'll face obstacles because we're atypical (anti) typicalls 
The creative cells that will make fairytales
(You) thought we can't do anything 
Comeback in coming in the battlefield
Comeback coming ! We're the outsider's team !
Comeback coming ! We're the outsider's team !


Hey, i'm unstoppable? Oh, sorry, it was untouchable?
I'm a vampire a french rapper, who gonna steal your skills, like a gold robber .
Not a Grim reaper but a song killer 
I collect these talents and make them mine
I'm waiting for Noopy. To be at her peak
With her skill to cover rap, I will be unstoppable


Unstoppable

Yo, it's about to get ooooon right now, you don't even know

Unstoppable, yeah unstoppable
Until I drop not gonna stop cuz it's my principle
Now let me tell you ever since I gave this whole
Writing raps thing a go
My creative juices have been overflowing
Been spewing new ideas by the minute
Can't believe it never tried this thing before
Now I can't stop it, can only generate more

TWO decades behind me now
Learned to make it through this crazy world somehow
I vow to bounce back every time I hit a stack of bricks
It's the biggest obstacles you oughtn't quit at
Admitting time is fleeting is WHAT stings the most THE
Ghosts of me past, present and yet to come humming one song
"Nothing lasts, follow the beat of your own drum"
A toast to which we can all sing along


Hey, i'm unstoppable? Oh, sorry, it was untouchable?
I'm a vampire a french rapper, who gonna steal your skills, like a gold robber .
Not a Lucky rapper, but a rap scholar 
I study these talents and make them mine
I'm waiting for Paddy. To teach me quintuplets 
With his language skills, I will be unstoppable


Hein... vous rappez pas en francais? 
Auf keinen Fall 
J'pensais que vous êtiez des rappeurs français？ 
関係ないよ, ボケ
We’re unstoppable


Optimal untoppable
No obstacle stopping me impossible
씨앗 하나만 심으면 
new 비가 오고 花꽃 野 피우리라 

자기 완성으로 새로운
*시작곡 창조하고 싶은 대로 해 
누구 날 만질 수 있지?
내 신 명작으로 熱心になるよう
Passion - unstoppable preschen wir darüber weg


Hey, i'm unstoppable? Oh, sorry, it was untouchable?
I'm a vampire a french rapper, who gonna steal your skills, like a gold robber
For pictures Say "eee" [Hseyil], smile, I'm a star
I collect these talents and make them mine
I'm waiting for a newcomer, to win the gold medal
With all these new skills, I'll be…


Unstoppable Yeah unstoppable
Oh sorry it was untouchable / We'll be, we'll be unstoppable
You know we will steal this gold medal
Hijack the final 'cause we're the real winners
Lucky Yannis Grim, aren't the BEST rappers
Please vote 1, 2 (or) 3 for Hana, Noopy, Paddy
We're... UNSTOPPABLE 

*unstoppableyeahunstoppable* 
*doaquintupletdoaquintuplet* 

Unstopppable
'Cuz
CARKEYS NEVER BACK DOWN
(I)'m (N)ot sorry 'bout my (F)rickin' (P)ower
You know I'll devour
Agressive, I don't ever wanna be but lessons
Gotta get good so I make itty bitty witty bugs on my face
Put you in your place, you're not winning this race
Case closed, hold out for a hero to give you his grace

HanaKo X Noopy X Paddy - Unstoppable

Written by: Deadboi
Performed by: Deadboi
(prod. AnabolicBeatz)
https://youtu.be/DAu68YGuZ-0?si=b3S7JHEDMbhOagHC
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[Mr. Breakknee]
Why you so judgmental? Complain that you hate it while you put your soul on rental
To the devil, you think that you a rebel, 
But you got a shit respect level.
Some people who comment about me
 are all talk and no walk with a mouth full of chalk
As they Debate with me just to hate,
Like an Alpha male mate, who fell for the bait
But I’m not a beta like Andrew Tate, no, I don’t even claim these bigot men
Or women, humans in general are just domesticated demons
Take it slow, all my fiends are heathens, ruining my life for many reasons 
Pass the mic while your short life in hype ends, Gotta stop gloating over irrelevance

[Woof Pepper]
The usage of the F word doesn't mean I'm tryna be tough as phoque
I didn’t even say the word, I said the French word for “seal.” 
This was made from love that you clearly didn’t feel
If you don’t understand the pain, then I bid you good luck
(Fuck that), that seal is about to set sail on the sea
(Love that), that storm holds me back, but you see
I got 99 problems, and the current isn’t one
Doesn’t make me any better acting like a victim just for fun

[Bobafoxx]
I do not even understand what is the problem with these stupid ass people, the Sheeple who blindly just follow other people to prove that they are individual needles
In a haystack; everybody under the sun we all crave to be unique. How would it feel if the whole world was made like a goddamn eunuch?
They’ll silence the real people on the internet while they let those bitches talk petty shit
They pray not to be held at gunpoint, and snapped apart by the joints
Like a Barbie doll, 
Ain’t no Ken gonna save you from the waterfall to your downfall, of this dark abysmal blissfully taking my stance with a fist full 
[Deadboi]
Cults are forming, mouths are foaming bad ideas like diarrhea.
The devil said to me I need to pick sides, but I'll pass, I'm not your noble Berean
Hush puppy, you are such a kind man! Do you wanna cookie for the bare minimum?
But I am not your possession, not your obsession here is a lesson: Stop your Testing!
The birds they circle above our head, each one with a death threat
But they can not even take me down, because I'm already dead
To the macabre of this damn world, can't change me if I'm already one
Of those bad ones, you judging me? Fuck AI "Art" this should be fun
Keep my pretty name out your mouth don't wear it out or else I will shout
I don't wanna hear about your politics, I don't give a shit about it, get out
My pen shat on your GPT, while the human race has all gone south
Get the fuck out my life, if the stats and the clout are all that you can bitch about

Shawty better run faster than your friends, cause the bear’s gonna catch you and make your reign end
Some call it grizzly, I call it karma
They get pissy while I sip my Starbucks
huff huff huff Watch them try hard
Always tryna pull the same card
They don’t even care to learn their basics
All they wanna do is earn their paychecks
Trolls gonna troll with their BS Our generation needs Jesus
Crying I’m dying, How hilarious, while egos get shattered to pieces
I repeat: Shattered to pieces. Hopefully I’m not raining your parade
But unfortunately you stepped out of line, and now you gotta feel the motherfucking shade

Multi-Persona Freestyle (prod. AnabolicBeatz)

in this gothic underground city, we all sin

RB Round 4 - Season 4 (Dynasties & Dystopia [grimalkin ver.])

CarKpop Rap Battle - Season 4 Round 1

instrumental : Dreamcatcher - INSIDE OUTSIDE – Intro

Lyrics

Je déteste les mensonges
mais j'ai peur d'la réalité.
Bien que j'vive seulement dans mes rêves, 
j'ai toujours d'la peine à les réaliser.

Look inside from the outside.
Delve into your mind.
The deeper and deeper you dive
the more pain that you find.

Once I was chasing a dream
of living happy and free.
Now I don't even wanna close my eyes
'cause this nightmare keeps haunting me.

Deceived by these beliefs which plead to
seek the light but speak those lies to steal your mind
in my reprise I realise what I
find is not a dream – just a nightmare

Im Nebel wallten verzerrte Gestalten, 
die mit ihren Tatzen die Fratzen zerkratzten. 
Flieh mit diesem im kalten Winde verschallten Lied!
All das, was sich hier erstreckt, ist nicht wahr, denn es ist nur ein Trug.

Mentale Korruption in dieser Illusion:
sie etabliert sich, demoliert dich bis dein Geist bricht.
Repression macht aus der Regression Depression.
Got to wake up now!

Will nur aus mir raus,
doch scheiter, kann es nicht.
Außen am bangen in sich gefangen – bleibt kein Licht
Deep inside I've always been an Outsider...

꿈조각들 뒤쫓았던 사람은 바람에 
내 긋는 사선이 안에서 나 걸린.
아무리 열심히 살아봐 붙잡아 
눈물이 흘리도 확 펑펑 울리고.
혼자가 세상에 던졌던 다 우리 
공감 난 생각에 자제 닫힌 문이
희망 없이 힘도 없이 
의미 없이- just a nightmare


Outsider Inside

You can find the other team here: https://soundcloud.com/roudi-blal/journey-prod-grimalkin
Alternatively here is a playlist that will have all CarKpop Cyphers: https://soundcloud.com/paddyblank/sets/carkpop-cyphers
Shout-out to CarKpop for hosting this amazing server. I recommend to check out his channel here: YouTube.com/@carkpop


Shout-out to the rappers who participated and wrote their own lyrics

Haiilz (https://soundcloud.com/purphail) verse starts 1:24
Noopy (https://soundcloud.com/noopy-p) verse starts 2:27
Pepe (https://soundcloud.com/user-290527141) verse starts 0:43
Lucky (Luckydude) verse starts 4:11

Nostalgia Cypher (prod. Paddy)

Lyrics: R01
Composer: R01
Producer: R01
Art cover: Dead8oi https://www.instagram.com/_dbakawoofpepper/

Lyrics:
Why am I sad and tired? I should cheer up
Everyone has struggles but they seem to be fine
I’m just edgy for no reason. I should stop this
My close ones have expectations for me.
I should meet up to their standards
For their sake, I must push through, right?
No need to be scared of the future. 
The nightmares are left behind in the past
The world has so much to offer. It’s my home after all
I have good memories with the world, right?
I should live, laugh and love happily ever after…
Right?

Intro: why so edgy?

I'm an amateur music producer, rapper, singer and writer. I do what I enjoy. I'm looking for opportunities to improve my musical skills.