ROURIXD

hiiiii follow me on all socials @ rouri404 heheheh ill kiss u 

gave in again now it’s feelin like my fault 
take what you can splattered brains on the asphalt 
hate me when you want I don’t really give a fuck now 
say she wanna die bitch know I’ve already shutdown

Know I’m not that far 
but this distance fucking kills me 
I can never sleep at night, 
when I’m just pretending, 
that I’m happy
Wanna crash shit 
feelin isolated like I’m wrapped in plastic
can I , ever get my fuckin balance 
And I, wanna see you when the world ends
felt 2 much I fucked up no purpose 
sittin in my bed thinking how it could b perfect 
Broken down nervous 
takin off my nerve ends 
fuckin kill me if u really think it’s worth it

spotify link<3

in the middle of a car crash (guda)

recorded this 2day wanted 2 drop :P

Run around in my room 
thoughts 2 loud now I can’t hear myself
sleepin in past noon 
tears r fallin I can never help 
From going down been fallin quick 
I Can see the ground 
blood bath wanna see u drown
suffocation no breathing now
fall asleep countin sheep out loud 
Wanna end it but I don’t know how
wanna end it but i dont know how
wanna end it can u help me 

u know I can’t take back all the shit that I did
still u stabbed my back know you’d do it again
put a bullet thru my head know I can’t take all this shit 
i need 2 get out quick 
fuckin losin myself I been burnin thru scripts
put me back on the shelf I’m just a puppet to them

I keep waking up screamin like oh my god
Said I don’t think that we’ll make it 
maybe let’s try another time 
lookin deep in ur eyes y don’t I feel alive
I cannot take this 
damage I’m shaking 
yea u know I’m fucked up 
Always feelin anxious 
Ya u know I fucked up, I can never take a hint
shoulda know ur over this 
shoulda known ur over it

then again on the other hand u always pull me in
tell me that’s fine, yea u told me it’d b good again 
why do I always just end up lookin foolish in the end
foolish in the end
1 to many times know I lost my count 
if I gave into my thoughts then I’d b down and out 
lost my will 2 give a fuck know I really hate u now

puppet (xmichaelwarren)

i could do this all day ffrr someone get me signed

thought if I tried it would make a change 
come around again do u feel the same
I’m going down my friend 
scared of thoughts in my brain
lost and found know that shit been goin down
need a break burnin bodies in this town 
need 2 face the fuckin facts
still got open wounds know I can’t focus, all the shit I’m holdin back
I been runnin so long, don’t know how much longer that I can last 
yea I’m fucked up don’t really know if ima come back
1 to dome feel that pistol fuckin blow back
U make me wanna go to the point where I only see black 
Buried under trees not a single thought Is left of me
feels like nothin in this life was ever meant for me
wanna go back home but I’m fallin now 
Yea I’m fallin down

declinee (guda)

@vaeo-music

when we’re talking know I don’t really just know what to say
broken bones Everything i touch is turning to gray 
I’ll fuckin burn it all down bitch keep quiet I don’t wanna hear a fuckin thing 
I’m so done with it ya you know that I’ve been trying 
I’m so done with it

And now we’re talking i don’t really even know what to say,
the way you treat me like a dog is such a fucking disgrace
oh yeah, it’s like a spit in the face
i’ll keep on upping my pace, i’m tryna run run run away
i’m going down with the plane, seems like there’s no escape, i’ll just accept my fate i know there’s no escaping the pain
It took time to get things wouldn’t be the same
and i’ve been wondering and wondering am i to blame

now you’re leaving fucking letters on my front door,
i fucked off now you’re acting like you want more
god damn, yeah treat me like a mall whore
all this trauma’s shaking me down to my core
and i looked into your eyes and said i wouldn’t do it again
i was always fucking lying when i said we would be friends!

(i’d never again, i’d never again, i’d never again, i’d never again!)

silencee w/ vaeo (sunlight)

redbull enthusiast  *chainsaw noise* 



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