I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
Stuck with a headache again-

Stuck in a fucking trance
Thanks to the pill bottles on my floor
Know my mind is dead but I want more
I got some nerve it’s not important
On the inside I’m boring
In my head I’m getting tortured

Prescription pills and drug deals
Don’t know what it takes to change me
Let me let go I
Wish that you could know why
I been getting so high
I been gone for a while but it’s alright

Yeah I walked out
Tell me how you picture me now
Am I still your favorite even though the drugs are changing me
I been sleeping on the couch
Of this dude that I met for 'bout 2 hours
Wanna come home my head space is too clouded
Know it’s wrong I feel the same it ain’t something I’m proud of
Take it day by day I been counting the hours
I been digging my grave think it’s deep enough for now

But
Am I wrong
Dragging this shit
On and on
Bite my wrist a razor blade tongue
But I’ll still say it ain’t enough
But it’s alright
It’s what I wanted
I sold my soul for some confidence

I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
I'm losing confidence, I'm getting over it
Eyes like a camera you're stuck in my lens
Rethinking half my thoughts cause I'm shit out of luck
I been up all night cause I don't give a fuck
Stuck with a headache again-

I know I'm not alright
Thought I had the whole shits down
Just not the same when you're not around
Fuck my life
I know I'm not alright
Thought I had the whole shits down
Just not the same when you're not around

Losing Confidence w/ ovrwrld [Prod. halftime]

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Intro

another dull year (pekarot)

skin (johnnyfriend)

outro

@sudbath
@1Booth

(GREAVES)
Lost in time I've seen it coming
I had to remind you the pain was numbing
Left behind I see you running
Turned to ashes I've watched them burning
Know that I could never forget
All the ways I went through torment
You left my body laying dormant
You only win because I forfeit

Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends
Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends

(Sudbath)
Close your eyes
You seem to measure all the time
We would stay together when the stakes got high
Take a breath
You couldn't love me less
Feels like I'm chasing death
And Imma try my best
Hold me down I'm afraid of the dark
If we go another round I'm scared of endin' it all
I wish you were still around I still remember the sound
Of your heart
It can't be too far

(1Booth)
I know what I'm seeing
How come you get what you wanted
Tell me if I'm bleeding out
I'm always out of options
You never lay to calm me down
I breathe while losing conscious
Infected all my feelings
Now you got me feeling nauseous
Toxins and poisons
Your knives are so pointed
Disjointed and broken
It's hard to stay focused
I changed me so you would
Accept it and move on
There's somethin' about this
That won't seem to work
If you only knew how to make it,
you wouldn't leave me alone
If you only knew how to make it,
you wouldn't leave me alone

(GREAVES)
Know that I could never forget
All the ways I went through torment
You left my body laying dormant
You only win because I forfeit

Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends
Tell me if I'll ever get to see you again
Went and fucked around and now I'm losin' a friend
Let me remind you we can make amends
You were there in the beginning now you'll see how it ends

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how it ends w/ sudbath & 1Booth (dercept)

all me @1spooz

my arms are always so sore
im tired of getting up
i just wanna give up
and im tryna be more like myself
but i cant help being someone else
i dont know what to do
my heart is beating out my chest
and its getting faster by the second 
im secluded now
not making rational decisions
finding work arounds to try and fix it now
cant fix it now 

(i dont wanna be, i dont wanna be alone)

i dont wanna be alone
i dont wanna be alone

now tell me what you'd say
it's not over yet <3

it's not over yet

all platforms sooooon :) lyrics below 

prod me + kerlin
mix me + polearm

why my hands sweat when i’m nervous?
i swear it’s making everything slip through my fingers
how you make me upset when i’m hurtin?
make me happy then it’s crying like river

i hate falling in love online 
so i’m never falling in love online
cause i get a breakdown and that shit the worst
realized on a train that we’d never make it work

so now, i daydream about impressing you
take a train northbound, branch avenue 
it’s a mayday but that’s nothing new
could you care, little more? used to having you :/

i’m nervous when you hit the brakes
why i’m shaking in the cart
i wish i never left my house tonight 
i still feel it when it’s fake 
why’d you curve me in the dark?
i wish i never left my house tonight 

she homesick all the time
to her stomach, to her stomach 
you’d think the hills were her home
way she running, way she running

now you got a dead-end phone 
hit me on a weekend 
like the bee stings: the shit that makes you seasick
friends back home, i told you all about them
how i’m scared they’ll leave when i’m a dickhead 

20 hours flights can fly by
your family sees a different, new person 
every time you meet 
i kinda feel that scene 
my grandpa don’t remember shit 
the kinda thing that makes you think
that you should love more 

so now, i daydream about impressing you
take a train northbound, branch avenue 
it’s a mayday but that’s nothing new
could you care, little more? used to having you 

i’m nervous when you hit the brakes
why i’m shaking in the cart
i wish i never left my house tonight 
i still feel it when it’s fake 
why’d you curve me in the dark?
i wish i never left my house tonight 

if this what love is,
hope i never feel it again
lose my number
lose my number
lose my number
lose my number!!!!!!!!!

i want hands on my waist
hands on my waist
hands on my waist, feel stupid
how you got a 
foot in the rain
foot in the rain
foot in the rain, feel stupid 

i hate falling in love online,
so i’m never falling in love online
first i get a breakdown, then that shit the worst
realized on a train that we’d never make it work

branch avenue

prod. by me :)
lyrics~
youre digging under my skin
i dont really care though
you make it about yourself
everyone is below you

and you let this happen
youve left me no options
cant look but you have to
once starts theres no stopping
i let myself break it
my mind is decaying
i let myself love you
guess i was mistaken

feel my body rot away
and i know the truth
you let me believe that i was for you
took my hand at sixteen
left and thought youd miss me
of what i thought i guessed wrong
i find it hard to stay strong

i know that i cant win
depleted my options
i missed but i dont wanna aim again

depleted

a lil different from normal, hope you still like it. 

Lyrics:
it hurts falling away
wishing for better days with you

mirror on my wall 
tell me its all my fault

getting you hurt
by my insecurities

in my head falling to 
pieces dead
knowing you know
he takes better care of you
better care of *you*

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flower petals ✾

need u with me w/ beej (prod.heylog)

redbull enthusiast  *chainsaw noise* 



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