*There are some days where I can't face the reality of existence and life is just too much to continue on... It was on one of those days that I wrote this song and it helped me to get through what I was dealing with, hopefully it will help others as well and help them come out the other side...

Surrender lyrics:
Walking this path all alone, heading nowhere
Feeling so lost with a head full of thoughts of despair
Drowning in sorrow not sure of tomorrow
Just hoping it all disappears
Knowing full well that I make my own hell
As long as I’m living in fear

I know if I were to be honest, I’d say that I lie 
It’s not that I do it on purpose, I swear I don’t try 
But I’m so afraid that I’ll be pushed away, so I hide away in these lies
It’s the only way that I can feel safe, the only way I can survive

Standing at the edge of this cliff
Looking out on to the sky at sunrise
The wind’s at my shoulder it feels like it’s pushing me over
What if I take, just one leap of faith, will all of this quickly be over?

If I jump will I fall, will I die, Will this be the end of this lie
Or will I somehow before I hit the ground learn to fly

Will I open my wings just in time
Will I soar to the heights of the skies
No longer a victim of this game of chance we call life 

I am ready to let myself fly  
I will soar to the heights of the skies
Take that leap of faith now, cause I know that somehow 
I’m able to let myself fly

I will open my wings and I’ll fly
I will soar to the heights of the skies
I surrender myself to all that is good in this life

Surrender (Original)

RoxanneA