fucking up my life 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I shouldn’t wanna die 
I don’t know why I try
why they all hate me for no reason?
I’m bleeding 
babe I’m fucking 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 
baby it’s all the same 
I don’t wanna walk away 
you left me with no choice though 
I don’t wanna feel this way 
I bet you feelin good though 
life’s a trip 
he gon sip 
he gon slip away 
into 
something quick
something to ease the ache 
someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 
I said I’m sorry about that 
I’m sorry you doubt that 
I’m sorry about that 

I know you feel like giving up 
trust me 
we are still same old 
in the same loop
I know you feel like you’re drowning 
I know that you feel like you are not enough 
but don’t turn back now 

someone come help me 
I’m falling down 
why can’t I be normal ?
I shouldn’t wanna die 
that’s the kota cry 
I made my baby cry 
she never leave my side 
even when I told her lies 

hanging by a thread 
hanging by a rope around my neck 
see your silhouette 
with my eyes closed 
got nothing left 
pain is no emotion
when you hurt yourself 
with no regret 
time is still in motion 
till we’re fucking and you’re out of breath 

you’re more than enough

EASETHEPAIN (prod. Rxhff)

Manifested You

Vails x evergarden x dead spyro :) hope u enjoy x

(Vails)
Nananana 

Stick and stones, they break my bones
But I still fight, baby, I don’t wanna let go of this
We fight, yeah we argue all night, 
But in the end we come back, like everything was so bliss
I learn from you, and you learn from me
I don’t wanna wake up, to reality 
Im not- I’m not saying this  an easy battle from the start
Cus every waking moment you go stab me in  my heart 


(Evergarden)
tell me ur sure itl pass
weird how the more that i ask less i know
tell me "ur losing ur head"
well i know
should have been quick took a while
Took a while 

(Vails)
Stick and stones, they break my bones
But I still fight, baby, I don’t wanna let go of this
We fight, yeah we argue all night, 
But in the end we come back, like everything was so bliss
I learn from you, and you learn from me
I don’t wanna wake up, to reality 
I’m not saying this  an easy battle from the start
Cus every waking moment you go stab me in  my heart 

Nananana

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6. No Easy Battles (feat. Evergarden)

Black & blue w/ Yung ØD

(Hook)
Baby I’m so black and blue
Tell me what the fuck to do 
I been trying to escape but I keep wondering like who
Should I be asking for help cus it’s so lonely at the bottom
I got bruises and these scars but yet you calling me the problem
Your abuse was free, but everything was at cost 
I took chance for this love but now the feelings were lost 
I’m fully engaged in your life, like my past time 
All I see is black, but feeling blue in the inside ddff

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7. Black & Blue (feat. Yung Ø.D)

Lyrics:
Fighting in these battle scars 
Honestly it don’t hurt that bad at all 
You know that I swear 
I’ll be dead by the falls 
Can you love me till I’m gone
Sacrifice my life for fun 
And I’ll wrap up my wounds 
Just so I can struggle on 
And I know it hurts bad 
Ya my eyes start to roll back 
Fuck it I’m running so fast through this thick fog 
I can barely see what’s in front of me I’m so lost 
Take hold of my body don’t let it go 
Lost control of my mind I thought you should know 
And these old memories still plague you 
The homemade armor that you had built rusts in my tomb 
In the moonlight you can still catch a glimpse of me 
Where my ghost still fights to provide safety

Battle Scars *demo*

Shxt The Hell Up ilykira x Blxde. x Vails

produced by po9t

-lyrics-
i can’t sleep again and you know why
why
only thoughts of you running through my mind
my mind
i tell myself i’m fine oh i’m alright 
yeah
but i can’t seem to rest i’m wide awake at night
at night

i can’t seem to settle down
it’s evident i’ll go insane
i don’t wanna go back
i cannot relive those days
tell me when the pain goes
you left me with a sour taste
only time i smile is when 
you see me in the picture frames 
sit down write a song or 5
i do not feel alive
i been chillin in my room
until the sunrise
i’m getting anxious 
do i miss you or do i miss the highs?
i don’t mind
you can see it in my eyes
yeah 

i can’t sleep again and you know why
why
only thoughts of you running through my mind
my mind
i tell myself i’m fine oh i’m alright 
yeah
but i can’t seem to rest i’m wide awake at night
at night

i dream about u - demo (po9t)

produced by jxsie beats 

-lyrics-

(intro: rxseboy calling jaden a b word)

yeah 
let me tell a story
i could tell you about my life
i promise you won’t say it’s boring
rain and pouring
oh baby it’s distorted 
i got poetry in my DNA then me and jxsie record it
uh
never did this for attention 
stay focused on myself 
from the nursery i had a vision
now i speak out like tattletale 
talking to ghosts like Jennifer Love
call me Bateman how i go insane
life is beautiful honestly

life is beautiful - demo (jxsie beats)

that i’m in love - demo w/ RSQ & Cavasoul (mist3r)

Acio Pono - Running Through the Firelight

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absence ft. 6obby (prod. lilidentitycrisis)

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