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Manifested You

if there’s no tomorrow
would you still be here
used to be so exciting
at the end of the year
let the smoke mend the sorrow
and replace it with fear
didn’t think i’d be crying
at the end of the year
self image in smithereens
in the mirror i don’t see the man i thought id be
remember when i saw myself hanging from a tree
memories take a hold
i fucking hate these memories
i grew up
i was too young
so i screwed up
it must be dumb luck
but i’m still standing here
hopeful for a better year
maybe someone will see how hard i try
it gets worse with every year
i drown it with everclear
hoping things will be a little different this time

end of the year [prod. w. falls x sk8miles]

s/o cl6udy <3
FUCK SPLASHGANG
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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: cl6udy
Mixed by: xipz
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Intro]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

[verse 1]
shawty said its my world, i just gotta make it
i dont give a fuck bout anything except the payments
give me all the money, you can keep the fame shit
i dont want the paparazzi all up in my face bitch

they were all up on my dick n now they wanna bump me
i dont like the fake love, it comes off so corny
your bitch on my line n she trynna make me horny
i dont want the pics baby girl, just come n show me

i been on my grind with these slits on my wrist shawty
trynna get some diamonds where i was leakin n shit shawty
got the city on my back n they dont even see shawty
pullin off from the show in the tinted n lifted big body

[Chorus]
shawty on my phone got me feelin like her main man
i dont wanna work unless you gonna send a payment
they were on my line sayin i would never make it
now im on stage, n bitch youre screamin out my lyrics

youre all so fake n thats fine
i expected it to happen this time
no hard feelings, its fine
cuz itll all work out for me this time

n thats fine [Prod. cl6udy]

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Main Artist: xipz
Produced by: shxdy808
Mixed by: xipz 
Mastered by: xipz
Cover Art by: xipz
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LYRICS:

[Chorus]
she was never there for me but i guess i couldnt see that
i been on my own for a bit so now i start to see it
i think she just wanted me, a body she could sleep with
i hate thinkin back on it but sometimes i just cant help it

[Verse]
whatd i do this all for
whyd i waste my time on you?
girl im feelin awful
whyd you have make me feel used

so im wakin up late just to hate myself
i dont need you i need someone else
you make me feel sick, make me feel unwell
need to move on but youre what i dwell on

youre stuck to me like a parasite
youre a disease and you take my life
make me feel just like im dead inside
but youre so pretty how could you be so vile

[Chorus]
she was never there for me but i guess i couldnt see that
i been on my own for a bit so now i start to see it
i think she just wanted me, a body she could sleep with
i hate thinkin back on it but sometimes i just cant help it

vile [Prod. shxdy808]

P.Y.T

Where Have You Been by Rihanna
Composition: Ester Dean, Geoff Mack, Adam Wiles, Henry Russell Walter, & Lukasz Gottwald
Production & Vocals: CoZy

Where Have You Been

OmenXIII - House Of Mirrors

I look into the mirror 
I can't see past this illusion
Dissoluted
This delusional boy
With so much perfusion
I can do this
Nothing to it
It's so simple damn who knew it?
Coping with reality is still just not on my to do list
I'm just tryna make some music
Yeah that's me release my energy 
I've got so much imbalance society still level three
Everybody's so steady 
It's obsessive it's obsessive
I don't fucking get it
Are you really that impressive?
I'll depress you
Steam and press you
Hang you up inside my bedroom
Lie to me and I won't try to find a reason to prolong your doom
You might know me but who are you?
You don't know me I got no crew
I probably can't fuck with you
If you do not know what you're doing
I've got the mop in front of me
I slice then dice then I repeat
I wipe my hands off with my sleeves
Then clean it up with simple green
I'm drawing blood like I'm Picasso
Sacred art that's Leonardo 
You'll get no mercy from me cause I can't hear you call me ?
Bravo you project your image 
But you can't see past the mirror
Could I make this any clearer
What the fuck do I deliver?

I'm the ring in the bell
I'm the words in the spell
I'm the ghost in the shell
I'm in heaven you're in hell

I write my thoughts down on the paper
Just to get them out my head
So don't forget I'm probably gonna 
Be this way until I'm dead
But that depends
Some things just just gotta change before I can breathe again
I see a heathen 
I don't fucking think man I just shake my head and break his neck
I don't sleep my body rests
And I don't take no fucking test
I only pass that blunt man I ain't tryna flex
Everybody's smoking bitch so what the fuck do you expect?

I'm the dark in the night
I'm the truth in the lies
I'm the knife in your fight
I'm the fang in the bite
I'm the ring in the bell
I'm the words in the spell
I'm the ghost in the shell
I'm in heaven you're in hell

OmenXIII - Writing On The Walls (2015)

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Writing On The Walls

OmenXIII - House Of Mirrors

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Who Would Have Guessed Lyrics:

See your tired eyes 
who would have guessed
we did it all but cant resist
people will pretend, don't let them in
don't let them in
under your skin
(x2)


Things were never meant to be
all the memories they had with me
months just pass inside a week
sit alone under the trees
ay
should I fake it or will I make it
if I keep going I think ill break then
all the words they get to me
tie the rope around the tree...

who would have guessed

@nothingnowheremusic
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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SK6YP0CVdr8
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nothing,nowhere. - Alive And At Home (unreleased)

instrumental:
https://www.youtube.com/c/BalázsVargaMetalcore
https://soundcloud.com/bloodredshade

kid kurl: https://soundcloud.app.goo.gl/7VWRFhSokPzDW9hG7

lyrics:

I'm drowning in the water
Pulling me under
Into the waves
The tide is taking me
I can't escape
I've lost my grip

*WHAT THE FUCK
KEEP MY HEAD ABOVE WATER*

Don't let me go
I can't swim
I can't do this on my own 
Give me your word
Don't let me slip
Into the abyss

I'm drowning in the water
Pulling me under
Into the waves
The tide is taking me
I can't escape
I've lost my grip

You gave your word and I held that
You pulled back and I fell
Off the edge and I can't get back
To where we were, oh where are you?
I swore I'd be there
And I'm haunting you
Can't break your word like you broke my heart
You Can't let go
You can't let me drown

*DONT LET ME DROWN
So take it all away
I've been waiting for the day
For someone to wash the pain
Can you take my pain
I'll take it all
Until I crawl*

I'm drowning in the water
Pulling me under
Into the waves
The tide is taking me
I can't escape
I've lost my grip

*OH MY GOD
I'LL ROT INSIDE MY GRAVE
AND IT WON'T BE LONG
I'LL TRY TO REACH THE SUN
BURNING OFF MY SKIN KILL ME ONE BY ONE
I HAVE FOUGHT FOR WAY TOO LONG*

Darkness is all I see
When you're not next to me
At the bottom of the lake 
I'll see you soon
I've given up, I've lost my breath
Ghost of my former self
I'm here to stay, with you forever
At the bottom of the lake

*WATCH ME BURN UNTIL I DIE AGAIN
I WILL RUN WITH PRIDE IN A LIFE OF SIN
I HAVE FOUGHT FOR WAY TOO LONG*

At the Bottom of the Lake

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Manifested You

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