i remember fl 12 up on my satellite
i remember when i got the shitty focusrite
2nd gen solo wit the broken always lit up light
dropped 200 on it but atleast i got a mic

i got a way to uncompress all of my feelings
the folders way too big its gone corrupt no chance of healing
anxiety and  stress just raise the pressure to the ceiling
until i fuckin burst and all my friends just see the real me

but i dont know who i am
im almost 21 years old and what the fuck is my plan
im sick of people claiming family but dont give a damn
i try to grasp on to what i love but my fingers are jammed
fuck

shoutout pluto for the way you helped me from the start
was always there for me you hold a place inside my heart
ur like a brother and i cannot thank you quite enough
id love to stay but all this shit has gotten way too rough

id love to stay but i believe that its my time to go
i hope that when im gone youll listen to this as a note
i hope you start to analyze the lyrics that i wrote
when i was at my fuckin lowest wit no chance of hope

and i cannot see the birhgt side
always been a pessimistic cunt without a lifeline
never had someone to hold or even one to talk to
but that was until october 19th when i met you

thank you ally for the way you make me feel okay
thank you ally for wiping the tears off of my face
maybe ill be perfect and ill have the words to say
but at least for now im happy wit u in my place

i just hit 10 thousnad plays and its because of you
never woulda had an outlet for my navy blue
now im burnt out and i dont know what the fuck to do
so i guess il say goodbye and leave the scene to bloom
and i know that you gon be okay without me
everybody doin their own thing and founding
their collectives and their labels fuck the indsutry
aint nobody give a fuck abou you in the scene

everybody only care about themselves
try to latch onto the edge of fame and i just fuckin fell
try to battle wit the music and my own mental health
i cant keep it in no more im scared ill end up in hell

for the sins that i project upon the people in this room
am i really blowin up or am i left here to be doomed
i wanna hot box in my car wit the motherfucking exhaust fumes
cuz you never woulda been there for me motherfucker fuck you
fuck

but now im movin on to bigger things
i pinky promise im okay dont worry about me
dont worry bout the things i do dont watch me as i bleed
onto the flower carpet that i got when i was 17

so believe me when i tell you that im sorry
i know my disappearence is super fuckin dishearteniing
but its good for me dont see it as alarming
im like a loaded gun with no safe method to disarm me

i know my friends are really sad to see me walk away
got 10 thousand plays but got no raise within my little fame
i wont see the day i hit a million cuz ill be gray
and 6 feet under with the way that things have gone today

so i guess this is the end my final time has come
i declared a war not knowing of the outcome
i went in over my head i thought that i had won
but i ate my fucking words like ima eat this fucking gun

they say that you can only get so high
before you crash and burn when you fall out of the blue sky
im done acting like i car im sick of this disguise
so ima bite the bullet literally and meet demise

dont act like you knew me whenever i die
everybody saying "oh i rly liked that guy"
then tell me why you couldnt help when i was alive
so this is the ending of my life
this is my last goodbye

goodbye. (jewelryboy)

[+ loverboybeats]

@navyxower
@dylaanlotus
@noxious-nights
@souldfadexo
@emptychest
@northshoremusic

(navy)
gotta black tee
some would say its green
baby i gotta lay down
baby im feeling weak

wandering through the streets
heartbreak on the seames
ima travel cross the sea, i wonder what it means

party you party, lets party you talk in ur sleep, i need to get outta here again
why do you wanna get down with him, i heard you talking im sick

when we met by the water
would you think of me differently, if i had a daugher
i watch all these aniamls go to slaughter
its cause ur all selfish, what did they do wrong

(dylan lotus)
i’m burning up, i been hellbound
i’m leaving this earth cuz you hate me
so fuckin lost, i been spellbound 
i’m under the curse that you gave me
fuckin it up til you break me
all of these drugs that i’m taking
lace a few pills and i’m soarin off
lovin a thrill yeah i’m pouring up
fucked up; i’m worthless 
constant soul searching 
am i really worthy of love? i’m not perfect

(noxiousnights)
why am i so hard on myself ?
my goals are too big it's ruining my health
i could really make it easier
but all the summer i make it feel like winter

I distort my mind to help me cope
the world is spinning i'm out of control
sometimes it feels like there's no hope
i'm lost in my thoughts i can't let go

(soulfade)
Surely hate the way you talk to me
When things around fallen downward
In sense I never wanted this
Things would never happen way too soon

Always talking to myself at the noon
Always staring blankly at the moon

(emptychest)
different day different rolls
u know how the story goes
u know how to keep me close
i know how to keep u warm
its my responsibility
to keep u warm..
i never thought id live, endeavor!
never thought id see forever!
i didnt think id find my home
I really thought id die alone 
die alone.
nobody knows whats in my head.
ive been counting down my days
so i can finally get some bread
ay, see my, be my, mind
you'd die in a second!
its crazy to think im the same as you

(TNS)
Take the path that’s in front of me 
Feel the rhythm inside of me 
Tired of just playing hide n seek 

Where you really at girl, I don’t wanna leave 
Self esteem aside, girl I need you with me 
I just did a full 180

Hide & Seek w/ NAVYXOWER, dylan lotus, noxiousnights, soulfade, emptychest & The North Shore

Released by: 333 Collective
Artists: HeyLee Manzeron x lil XipZ
Produced by: Yuuta x matwyre
Mixing: HeyLee Manzeron
Mastering: HeyLee Manzeron
Cover Art: HeyLee Manzeron
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Cheat Your Way To Paradise (w/ HeyLee Manzeron & lil XipZ) [Prod. Yuuta x matwyre]

tear me apart w/ gothurted (jolst & pekarot)

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void yuuuuhhhh


stabbed m e in the back again
everything u said was problematic
never rly cared enough 2 ask me how my day been
bad as shit
every single f unctions automatic 
everytime im smilin just know that i been fakin it

fake shit thats all u ever gave me
u would fuck wit all of my emotions on the daily
baby u were toxic thats all u ever were 2 me
thought that i was tripping but you really did me dirty
i see all the red flags
wish i saw em back then
u can keep my hoodies ion even want em back bitch  
only cared about the bag
all that u was chasin
wish it woulda worked out but that shit was makeshift
i been restless
cant sleep
all this fuckin weight on my chest i cant breathe
and the fuckin way that you left me with ease
made me really feel like im dying in peace
nah

you left me in the background
i really miss the past nowwwwoww
feel like ima black outttt
hopefully wont wake up when i pass outtt

whats the fuckin point of this
everything is pointless
everyones dissappointed

deaths no longer avoided
i welcome him with open arms
to take me to the void

restless II (metlast)

Sorry for my inactivity recently. been finding it hard to put my thoughts into writing. thank you for 2k on your loss with @caspywaspy, thank you for my first 5k, and most importantly thanks for sticking by me. Ill be back fully asap.

Lyrics

man fuck why does nothin ever last
Wonder what that means for the people that i have
Will they miss me like ill miss them?
if they dont then what does that say about my worth 
Uhh , will 
I be okay?
usually i can sleep off all the pain
I tell myself the same every night 
Tomorrow ill be feelin alright

ill be fine when i wake up
Hate when they treat me like something im not 
trying my best to suppress the depression but im so damn close to just giving me up
Fuck
Sorry mum
I wish that i could be the son that you want
A credit to you but im useless as fuck
I should kill myself i wish i was enough
(I wasnt enough)

not doin enough
promise im trying my best to keep up
with all of my friends and my family my loved 
but this shits so hard with my mind in the mud

ill never be who i wanna be
Just a fat piece of shit with a brick for a mind
How did people ever like me?
What do you see in this excuse of a guy
Why do you all stick by me?
i did nothing to deserve that
shit would be best if i died, see?
Spilling my blood in the cold bath

ill be fine when i wake up
Hate when they treat me like something im not 
trying my best to suppress the depression but im so damn close to just giving me up
Fuck
Sorry mum
I wish that i could be the son that you want
A credit to you but im useless as fuck
I should kill myself i wish i was enough
(I wasnt enough)

enough (autrioly)

lyrics //

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

piece by piece we can put it back
make you think i do track how i run right back to you
and it’s a heart attack, stabbing my back
but i think i’m numb to you
good times, feel you runnin through my bloodline
pack my bags let em all forget me
i’ll be good mom just keep the memories oh

we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

hurt back then but my hearts still beating
fuck my friends they don’t know that i’m 
leaving soon

fordy:

broke down city
run around town but it’s looking so empty
in a world so tempting
never done wrong till a girl had left me

said sorry, but it’s not enough 
you saw me, just lock me up
or let me bleed, i’m not enough to marry me 

what about the memories? nowadays i can’t even barely sleep nah
and what about the sympathy? wrote down pages on the way i feel now

i’m leaving you’ll see me soon 
still breathing 
the same fumes you hated
the same tunes 
same playlist

and now i know, it’s so clear
iv been drowning way below, and i can’t hear
if they’re coming or they’re leaving out the door

but one thing
don’t expect me to double back loving
don’t you think that we needed more trusting
cut ties cuz all ur assumptions 

me: we fell down when we were kids,
but we just brushed it off
now we’re trying hard to live
and it’s not fun at all

i was hurt back then now my heart still beating
fuck my friends they don’t CARE that i’m leaving soon
i just know that i’ll be with YOU
i just know that i’ll be with YOU

leaving soon w/ brecken

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Main Artist: lil XipZ x Crizzy White
Featured Artist: Spaceman Zack
Produced by: teddyboi x lil XipZ
Mixed by: lil XipZ x Spaceman Zack x Crizzy White
Mastered by: teddyboi
Cover Art by: Dakota
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LYRICS:

[Verse 1: lil XipZ]
feelin dead, i may pass away soon
take a sip, i feel it straight away hoe
100 proof, i sip it wit no chase bro
full moon, im a fucking skinwolf 

skinwalker boy sippin on that blood babe
dont tempt me, ill stab you in the gut aye
change appearance like i switch up on these hoes
dnd on, dont text my phone

doesnt matter what we do, ill do it best
i said im ruthless baby ill go fuck your friend
i know you miss me cuz im running through head
ou can block me all you want ill still haunt you till your dead

[Verse 2: Spaceman Zack]
im the skinwalker
im the beat talker
in the club or in the night
you hear my voice n now im stalkin
i get beat, pour up muddy
aint nobody gonna stop me
cut a throat n catch a body
leave you underneath the party

leave me if i say so
i dont wanna play those 
games i seen you make up
tell me that im crazy, prolly
i just want some bankroll
eatin up the pesos
love me but i hate you
think im goin crazy, prolly

take me away before i kill again
i been thinkin evil thoughts
i wanna feel again
bitch i look a bloody mess, i know you see me
i think you should drag me to hell n you should leave me burnin

[Verse 3: Crizzy White]
Try to put me down
But I been climbing up
Fangs are in my mouth
And bodies piling up
She ask me if I love her
Cause I fucked her once
Skinwolf in the forest
Imma eat your guts

I fon't need a switchblade
Pull out a gun and you bitchmade
I use my fists ay
"Put it in quick" what your bitch say
I don't need blicks mane
Ain't ever needing an AK
I use my fists ay
Claws on the end like I'm Wolverine
There's some bodies in the floorboard
Ice up on my necklace when I'm on tour
She say I hit it good she want an encore
Imma rip her open leave her heart torn

SkinWolf (w/ Spaceman Zack x Crizzy White) [Prod. teddyboi x xipz]

me & Lxst boy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

is it necessary to think you always get what you want
often times I understand the way that you know to dodge
much obliged
but some days it’s still hard to know that you been movin on
you know I was out stuck in the darkness
lights off
Night time walkin
so lost

cuz I try to be my best
yea but that’ll never work out
its too hard to learn how
i need to get some rest
but it’s too hard lay down
you’re stuck in my head 

i hope there’s something left
i think abt the memories where u had took my breath
i hope you will remember me cuz that is what you said 
you said that were meant to be and there waswas no one next

late night walkin' w/ Lxst boy (flesh x ertu x medium)

hope you enjoy <3
lyrics ⬇️ 

let me just tell you 
some reasons
for leaving you aside
hard to even let you come near me
when you come tell me lies
and I Don’t wanna listen to nonsense for all of my life
yea I don’t wanna promise I’m looking at you for my light

it’s not you
yea you make me nauseous 
pop 2 in the mornin then clock in
at noon get a break for my social life
I tunes and YouTube keep me occupied 

yea like what’s new
every single day same thing no new shoes
yea like maybe it’s true
i don’t gotta live a life full of that loot
get off go home I don’t need you
not my problem don’t got a clue

yea yea that’s how I live now
big mouth made me move away to the big town

alright I getta lay down
new found under the light now
get out if you want the light off
so bright I’m livin my life god

there’s so much more to this life that you could never know
it’s so important inside that you protect ur soul

yea I wish I never met you
all the time that We spent gave a bad mood 

yea yea you should get a tattoo maybe it’ll last you longer than the last 2
yea yea
tried to save it that’s true but never knew you’d lemme get away with something so rude

protect your soul (yunny goldz)

s/o @kiddamo
u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

frost bite covers my soul
i dont wanna be alone
it gets cold
when ur not at home
but i get so much warmer when u are close
yea it breaks me to pieces n i cant believe it
i dont kno why u always say that im tweaking
i hope im not right cuz then youll end up leaving
dont wanna put u in the past baby girl im speeding
monsters are creeping
i hear the floor boards creeking
tears dry no more weeping

u signed my heart already
so u can stay here
take a pen out baby write ur name here
sitting at my desk fucked up right here
it feels like every other night i travel light years
and i dont wanna be alone
dont stop calling on my phone

i really wouldve died for u tho
damn
i never should of cried for u hoe
so tell me why
why i wasted all of my time
i want to light up
see my past burn aways in the fire
no relief when i respire
thats all that i desire
i hate these people think id rather be a loner
im smoking weed until the end cuz im a stoner
like im saul silver

n she said u should call me when ur sober
but thats not in my plans baby girl
my words just getting slower
ill still be here when ur older
rhinestone love shining like the solar
dont wanna be sad anymore
i stopped smoking
dont hit the dab cart anymore
i dont got no friends anymore
i just drink alone
i dont wanna be here anymore

long gone 2 w/kiddamo (kaydo)

@vanity444

Selfish, it dont matter.

$25 features

SkinWolf (w/ Spaceman Zack x Crizzy White) [Prod. teddyboi x xipz]

xipz

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