PRESAVE ON SPOTIFY https://www.gate.fm/ZmjGax
@0arid
the one they won't forget
inspired by dltzk

[hokoi]
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
but i think theres reason for that.
all of the shit it just feels like a mission,
but its based on fiction not fact

i've said it before,
no i wont say it again,
dont wanna hear ur voice,
dont wanna be ur friend.

you aint got any more chances,
i cant even pretend,
you've done fucked it all up
this is the way that it ends

[arid]
im too afraid to reach out
but i know i can
i find it hard to leave now
its all out of hand
and i try it all again
and ill die when fall at the end
and the message im struggling to send
yeah im doing what i can

[hokoi]
its like they only exist on the screen,
i just dont understand why,
i can not find,
my mind and,
understand that they are there.

its because

they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine
they said that it would be fine

it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
it's been quite a while since i made a decision,
i wasnt aware of what i have been missing,
i dont want no internet friends.

internet friends 💻 + arid (hokoi)

sorry stacey

my socials:
www.instagram.com/bhertuy
twitter.com/bhertuy 

prod me 

lyrics

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

the other day
i said hi to u
and to my dismay
didn’t confess to u
i went out my way
and i said i’ll be here soon
and knowing i am
in a distant room

i hope it’s not too late to be transparent once again
not seven hi’s to byes just to continue off as friends
i care too much some times so i hold back until i can’t
the razor is my only friend that i can’t get it

off

with my head
with my head
uh

baby tell me why the xans don’t talk to me like u
is it something that i’m missing, cuz i’ll gladly fix it now
but at this moment i can’t figure it out

i wiped my tears for you
nothing seems to matter when i’m next to u
you promised me you’d wait for me
so why am i
sitting in my bedroom
crying time to time
i know it’s not ur fault because

i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance
i can’t stand how other guys fuck with u whenever they can
though i know i won’t be here for long
i’ll stay here till i can’t uh
i’m sorry stacey could you give me one more chance

stream :)

sorry stacey

NOTES: very long personal song about dysphoria and psychosis

produced by me
with samples from holidaykiss, synthesized through openai jukebox
written by me
mixed/mastered by me

lyrics:
i saw the eyes of god in the moon
they looked at me and right past you
so you didn't catch his eye
and you still claim that it wasn't real
i saw the blood of god in the dunes
the craters give off platinum fumes
from a wound so deep i'd die
and you still claim that it wasn't real

its all plastic
you dont seem to care
this isnt lasting
it breaks, it bends, it tears

(very large instrumental buildup)

I TRIED TO UPHOLD THE TRADITION I SWEAR
YOU THINK YOU HAVE IT HARD? THIS IS MY LOAD TO BEAR
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME
ASHAMED OF THE PARASITIC STRANDS I MUST WEAR
THEYRE TAKEN TO BLADE BUT THEY JUST DONT SEEM TO CARE
THERES NOTHING FOR TRAITORS
THERES NOTHING FOR ME

there is nothing

D>E>A>T>H>M>E>T>A>L

happy thanksgiving!
https://youtu.be/lxtE6ETZYvI

i will not let this fucker with a basil pfp make better music than me

Samples: 
Venturing - Cream Soda
Venturing - Stand Up Donor
Venturing - David Ortiz Pillbox

southdakota x "venturing" #jerseyclub

Friendship is when there is someone, even when anything else is lost.

Friendship and my family means so much to me.

A big thank you to all of my friends :).

i will not let this fucker with a basil pfp make better music than me

albany