produced by kenkamon (me)

enjoy, and thank you ♡

lyrics: 
high as the empire state
afraid where I go out of frustration
guess I'll go tear out
someone somewhere 

i lost all until
i doubt myself
fear the sunlight
go somewhere
tell them to go away
until I live alone
fear made me run but
i'll learn later on

lot of people think they know what's next for me
lot of people think they know what's best for me
lot of people think they know that's the best of me
pain or drugs I don't need therapy
pray tell when you have notes on everything
question all doors thats a step for me
spaced out exposes everything 

bridge, burns it all up in my mental
shit won't just go away
questioning all What's the point?
pestering all what's the point of view?
but I stayed some time ago
i should've question about what you know
less time I talk I should go home and sulk
write down her notes
and I check on my phone
ain't no one home 

but I knock another day out
shoulda gone home but I won't do it twice
i want to see me go into another light
until I know there's another side
i know what to do but no description 
fear the store I don't need prescriptions
keep my face and keep my discretion
fear grows in offered aggression


if I'm coming back here 
just cut off my ears
ignoring again
i don't need to explain 
just to let go of friends
but they don't want to hear
ignoring what I said
i will never win
see the toll I hold
when it's not my plan
yes, I know descent
and I don't need to explain
sipping down my friends
just to slow me again
ignore my fate
and I'll never win
i thought I made my way back here 
it's the shit I said last year
and for what, to hold top here
and don't leave me to die here
spend too much time here
seems like you lurk in my dreams when I left you
see my plans didn't work out
even though I was free
once you said it
pissed off it didn't work out guess I shouldn't know once you planned it 


High as the empire state state st- st- st- sta-

Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now
Can't fuck this up now 
bend, break all sound

(you don't understand you don't know how it feels, truth is we really do know how it feels
maybe we don't experience the same thing, but down to the basics, to the rotten core, there is something that we share and to not allow us to get that chance can distort so many)

can't fuck up

spotify - https://open.spotify.com/track/5xqwwyq2pxFX40kWoqahfy?si=271c8486768a4197
prettiest girl at the party ft @imohwell
prod @revivedghost
mix master me

lyrics:
She gon take my heart certainly
If she wanted she could murder me
If she wanted she could take my heart apart cause she meant more to me
This an open house burglary 
Ur killing me third degree
If she wanted she could take my heart apart without the surgery

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

She's got dark long hair
And the prettiest eyes
I know we messed up once
This time we’ll make it right

I’ve tried
To be a better person now
Don't think that it's been working out

And she’ll be the death of me
I need u bad I been feeling empty
I take u out if u even let me
Could you be the one who mends me?

They told me don't meet ur heroes
But I look back at the time and I know I needed you
Come to find out that she knows
That I feel the same way
I don't know what to say
but I guess I’ll continue

And I know
And I know
You’ll go wasting all my time
Just trying to make you mine yeah

She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear
She's the, she's the prettiest girl I ever damn seen in my life I swear

she's the prettiest girl at the party
ooowoaaah oooh
if i was staring then i hope u know im sorry
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest
and the pettiest
she's got everything i've wanted
ooowoaaah oooh
she's the prettiest girl at the party 
ooowoaaah oooh

shoutout twizzy cocoa

prettiest girl at the party

prettiest girl at the party ft oh well. (revivedghost)

Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6S4jFqjGCsMpsuxFTgc9J6?si=cf3d8e26732c4f77

Produced by me


Take a look where we're at now
Past the crossroads of time
Where mistakes made are final
Things ain't really looking out
We're like moths to a flame
And that flame slowly burned us
Feel like an island
No one for miles and
It's radio silence
Just noise from the past
Peel the bandage while I'm bleeding
Cause we've been 
Going on without a reason
The seasons changed and 
So did you

But you looked so good in December
Regretting things ever got better
Haven't heard your voice
It's been forever
And I know that I won't
But I hope this gets better with time

Didn't even really have shit figured out
But it didn't matter
Looking back it was so simple
Wish I recognized that faster
We're just wasted potential
Dealing cards with the devil
Traded all that I had
But what I had wasn't ever
Enough to last forever
At least when it comes to you so
When we beat the devil 
Well the devil didn't lose
We both had our hand in
Abandoning 
The one thing we thought would be
Always standing
But what makes it so damn hard
For me is all the memories
And maybe you hate me
But I hate being reminded of our past

Cause you looked so good in December
Regretting things ever got better
Haven't heard your voice
It's been forever
And I know that I won't
But I hope this gets better
I hope we get better with time

December

skin

song by @noraevelyne and @daywxtch
prod. nora evelyne and daywatch
curated by nisshoku

lyrics coming soon

nora evelyne & daywatch - water

produced by mix 
this one means a lot to me
https://open.spotify.com/track/0jR8O452oApzcsn1ehsj5v?si=efd9e5f072894773
https://music.apple.com/us/album/stones-single/1740737359
hope you enjoy :>

lyrics:
I always tried my best, but you still left
you say I just need rest, but I'm a mess
and I hate the words you say, it hurts my chest
I'll let you beat me to death
and I know I try to fake, but idk what's next
is this really the end?

tell me why did it end this way?
cause you promised, you promised me you'd stay
I'm lost for words, is there something I can say?
no idk if I'll ever see the day where I will be okay

spent all my time caring for you
and I said sorry when you were wrong too
I wanted love, you wanted it too
always to you, always for you
spent all my time talking to you
did you even see how much I loved you?
even still now, I'll care for you
it's always to you, always for you

ohhhhhhhh
ohh ohh ohh ohh
ahhhhhhhh

tell me why did it end this way?
cause you promised, you promised me you'd stay
I'm lost for words, is there something I can say?
no idk if I'll ever see the day where I will be okay

(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
(no I don't know)
x2

NOW THE SCARS WILL NEVER FADE
I CAN'T WISH FOR BRIGHTER DAYS
END ME PLEASE, I'M NOTHING WITHOUT HER
WILL YOU HEAR IF I SHOUT LOUDER?
KILL ME PLEASE MY HEARTS BEEN SHATTERED
INTO PIECES IT'S ALL BEEN SCATTERED
TO YOU DID I EVER FUCKING MATTER?

BREAKING ALL MY BONES
SHE RIPS INTO MY SKULL
TO WHOM I LOVED SO DEAR
I WISH YOU WERE HERE
HER TEETH START AT MY JAW
NOW ALL HOPE'S BEEN LOST

I trusted you I loved you
I trusted you I loved you
but you hurt me too
you hurt me too

I trusted you I loved you
but now I gotta go without you
cause I wasn't enough for you

thank you <3

stones

produced by xona
guitar by @prod-oc

-lyrics-
you got me alone locked in without sun
breathe in if it’s not home… a new place is to be found

yeah, yeah
I can never get enough of you..
I swear this shit be going on for way too long now
so i second guess myself and ignore my guilts down
i swear it goes down, i swear…
no, I swear it all goes down
the way it goes for me now
where it goes for me now, now

it all gets worse from here, I couldn’t mention my fear
captive, I’m nothing to cheer for; I live not to hurt others near

(hurting the ones that are near…
hurting the ones that are-)

~

yeah I’m by myself now, im by myself yeah
Im tryna make sense of it
yeah it’s nothing about it, I need new outlets
I don’t vent to forget
I know your motives you think you know it
the way it’s coated
no.
you make it all worse
sometimes it does hurt but I don’t seem to learn
-
where i could go on my own, she'd bind my hands down this road
hide at my home when odds are opposed, i could die here and no one would know.

home II

spotify

prod by me (dawsin)

lyrics:

@dawsin :
don't care abt what u say
ill take it to my grave
i never thought that you would ever do the same
and i would never let you go

i will try to find,
a piece of myself to finally realize
what you have done
hopefully you get what you deserve

maybe if we broke up
maybe i would stay up
but i could careless
cause i know that we're gonna make up
every single little thing that u ever
did
so ill just leave it here and take my chances to dip

@1m1x :
you thought you could just leave me
left me in the dust now you are my enemy
yea, i could tell you never were a fan of me
all of that for what, cause you wanted to pity me?
𝚍𝚎𝚊𝚝𝚑-
i- ill break you to your core what fate has in store for you there will be no more
this the end of you, not the end of me
i come back better and im stronger then ill ever be

@dawsin :
i lost my pride,
i've followed death's footsteps
why
why must i suffer
from someone of the likes of you

break me, will you stay for me?
once alone again
stay with me, till the end of times
my friend

pride w/ mix≬

CRASH

prod. quip

bass by @notdiscxrdia

pass out for your own entertainment 
freaked out on my own i'll explain it
watered down 
don't you slip through my fingertips 
started a sentence but you didn't let me 
finish it 

pass away 
i been stuck in my head since 
yesterday 
you know just what to say 
no panicking 
cuz the pathway is clear now 


i wouldn't pass you up
before i passed away 
ain't seen the light behind those eyes
in the longest time 
we've been apart don't know what to do
you are the one that i cannot lose 

oh i wont budge 
we running out of time now
i dont wanna figure this shit out alone
know you want your freedom that don't sound like home 
you said to me with a grin on your face 


(be the big man)
why do i seem at fault 
(be the big man)
why am i sinking down
like it's quicksand 

(be the big man) 
never gonna live that down
(be the big man) 
i cannot make it out 
like it quicksand 
the struggle makes it worse
oh, wow like it's quick sand 
like it quicksand 

outro

baby just ask what you want from me
i'll do my best 
speak with you chest 
do it confidently 

i'm in attached 
my body's there and im floating free
i cant see forest from trees
i can't swim back if its deep 
just tell me what to do 

on a mission am i 
counting my issues 
giving up 
the numbers getting too high 

you got a way 
you got a way with words 
the way that you talk 
i'm wide awake 
baby you pacing me 
love what i see

quicksand

out on all platforms 

https://open.spotify.com/album/690ROHhErsz0miOJW49LxF?si=mwg72MuCRH6Yp9y8geSpLQ

(prod. RFM beats and ‪beatsbyshvrs‬)

(mumbling)
(yeah x1 trillion)

yeah , tell me im the worst
baby idk if thats a gift or its a curse
cuz you never wanna make this work out
now all i do is fucking hurt now
yeah
baby do you ever need me ?
yeah yeah
put my issues in a damn shell
they like jayne why tf
do you even need some damn help
baby im just struggling
tryna pour my heart out
and you never listen to me anyways ..

oh oh oh
i been trying so hard
you look the other way
when im even in your arms
i feel like ill never be enough for u
baby i been struggling to love you
oh yeah
throw my life away
they be listening to my songs
but dont know what i say
sometimes i hate my voice
i cant really help it
i only care abt my self
im so fucking selfish

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

look the other way
i dont wanna be seen right now uh
i thought that i lost myself
and then you came and found me out
i just really hope
that you dont ever let me down
then i was so fucking sad
and you turned me upside
upside down

uh yeah
miss the days when you
left marks on my body yeah
miss the day when you
said that you “fuckin love” me yeah
miss the day when you
would look in my eyes
oooh my
god damn think i fell in love twice
god damn think you look so nice
god damn will you be my wife
(wait thats a little bit too fast)
like do you need a hug?
ik that these other guys just wanna
come and fuck
like baby i can treat you right
ik that you want love
like baby i can be someone that you trust.

(someone that you trust x 10 million)

one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?
one plus one
yeah baby
thats just me and you
and were so stuck like
what?
thats glue
will you be there if i need you?

(one plus one thats just me and you and were so stuck like what thats glue youll be there if i need)

CRASH

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