lyrics:

i been waiting 
waiting it thru 
alone in my room 
so i can get up 
and get to uuuuuuUuuUu 

i been re learning close contact 
and someday i'll b studying u 

a foreign language is laying naked next 2 u 
uuUuuuuu
but i cant say it yet, so i'll have to paint it  b near u 

cuz im under weather still, barely holding together still
but give it a few more years, and i swear, i'll b outta here
and i'll sign up for rosetta stone 
just to make u feel at home
and just so u can talk to me 
and so ur comfortable 

i been thinking
bout when i was young 
and back tracking to where it all begun
going thru my words 
one by one 
and making room for ur mother tongue 

a foreign language 
is waking up next to u 
uuuuuuUuuuuu
but i cant say it yet
so i'll have to paint it to b near u , uuu

cuz im under weather still, barely holding together still
give it a few more years, i swear, ill b outta here 
and ill sign up for rosetta stone
just to make u feel at home 
and just so u can talk to me 
and so ur comfortable

foreign language (voice memo)

lyrics: 

what if the grass is really greener on the other side 
but the second i step foot on it,  it dies 
not cuz it was born that way
but because i kill everything that i touch  
and make a mess of everything
i think i was born with bad luck  

but thank god im more than my body
and more than my mind
oh i’m more than my body 
and more than my mind 


what if at night
they put a big blanket in the sky 
and turn a lamp on 
and called it the moonlight 

oh but dont worry 
im not like a flat earther or whatever 
but i do question earth 
look around in the corners of my
imagination 

cuz i know that im more than my body
and more than my mind
oh i’m more than my body 
and more than my mind 

hey u
ur more than ur body
and more than ur mind

more than my body

before (demo)

lyrics:

i wanna do more than hold ur hand
baby for you i’d learn how to slow dance 

i wanna do more than get in your pants 
and take more than a glimps and more than a glance 

but would you even be in to me?
would you even bat an eye?
are you even in to girls? or in to staying the night?

I wanna say hi but i dont know how 
cuz god what if I trip when I speak out loud 

and i wanna tell you everything im feeling
but im so terrible at two wheeling 

plus i dont know if u would you even be in to me
would you even bat an eye?
are you even in to girls? or into staying the night?

slow dance (demo)

jupiter

Lyrics:

I look so stupid in this sweater
I’ll just keep faking it better
Look at them looking at me
Later I’ll be in my bed

Micky brought a pack of blue spirits
Thank god I want buzzing in my ears
How does she sing like that
It’s coming from the ceiling 

I wish I was something special
Cuz nothing they say would change
I’m gripping the kitchen scissors
Need something stronger than weed

I wanna know what it’s like
To breathe in & out of my mouth
To be here now 
I don’t know how I’ll ever be 
Somebody out loud 

Mariah’s playing on the tv
Diet coke, big coat, westerly street
Told them all I had to go
Chapped lips blew a kiss out the door

When I grow up I wanna be tough
Living to land on the moon & stuff
Not scared of big rooms
Not scared of you 

I wish I was something special
I wish this old clock would change
I’m calling the big car early 
getting the f*ck out of this place

I wanna know what it’s like
To breathe in & out of my mouth
To be here now 
I don’t know how I’ll ever be somebody out loud

I wanna know what it’s like
To be here now
I wanna know what it’s like
To be here now 
I don’t know how I’ll ever be somebody

Out loud - voice memo

I might always be crazy to you. Control your emotions. Suppress your emotions. Do you not see the difference? I might always be crazy to you. I’m tired of being seen as crazy, as a wild woman. The girl who has one to therapy for borderline. I can’t be that person to the one I love. Don’t you see how crucial it is to me? How it might suffocate us, this view you have of me when we fight? You prescribe this view, telling me who I am and I am so sick of it. It hurts too much to hear you tell me who you think I am.

Week 88 (wild woman)

water in the morning demos

swimming (3am) (demo)

made this song, and then made a better one using the same chords so here you go have the one that's worse might as well not let it go to waste xx

foreign language (voice memo)

runo plum