prod. SlapHappy

Who the fuck
I dont know who you are
I've never seen you
Talking bout
You're my guardian angel and shit
I dont know you
I've never seen you 

Who the fuck are you 
Cause you said that you'll save me
You told me about all of the people I made angry
People that may hate me
But they fucking betrayed me 

So why I gotta fix it when they always tried to break me 

I need answers and a light at the end
You said ill be here forever If I don't correct my sins
Cause it's too late to repent
Said to fix what I can in my death
Said you might get what you give
But don't always give what you get 

But how in the fuck you expect me to do
What you need 

What in the fuck do you mean not for you?
But for me 

If you're my guardian angel
Then I beg for your guidance
I'm alone in Eternal darkness 
I ask that you light it

Guidance

prod. farber

I gave this bitch everything that I had
Is this a wedding ring
Or a knife in my back 

Cause I can't tell with the way she misuse me
Stick to my vows
But I feel like I'm losing 

How the fuck am I supposed to father my children
While I juggle my marriage in front of them while they chillin 

My spirit leaving my body when I get told I'm the realest,
Or that I'm a great man
But tell me why I don't feel it 

Cause if I was there wouldn't be no reason for this to happen to me
Homeless with my son while Im listening to him rappin to me 

I'm tryna focus and show him he really matters to me
But he can tell that my mind is scattered
Don't have it fully 

Lost her 
I know I should straighten up my posture
Mother of my kids but she acting like a monster
It might be my fault cause I went and quit my job my first 

But if this is our fall
After this 
Don't wanna cross her 

Mom
I wish you were here to help
I wish I knew how to do it all by myself
I wish you knew just how stupid I really felt
I wish my kids couldn't notice that im losing my fucking self 

I was tryna work another I renewed my resume
If I was my child's mother prolly do the fucking same
I aint even got my brother he was choosing different lanes
And my face I keep it covered with a smile through the pain 

And my problems always keep on fucking piling on my plate
And im tryna fix this shit for my grandchild on the way
I'm just tired of feeling sick and like I'm dying everyday
And uninspired, motivation low
Anxiety, and angst


Dad I understand what your saying
From a son to a father
I love you please don't mistake it
They say the good people get it the worst 
And thats what your facing 
I know grandma would say the same but she ain't here to say it 

So you can't blame yourself
For shit you can't control
How many fucking times did she get her bags and go 

Even when she was in the wrong she put us through some hell
Got her shit and left and said she'd learn to do herself 

You aint the issue and thats clear as fuck to anyone but her
Anyone who's ever met you
Knows you put your family first
You reason that a lot of people
Breathing on this earth
It's just evil how she love to see you bleeding while you hurt























Wishes

prod. Waveyy Beats

See I been partying partying partying
And I got dreams of me copping a rari man
Chilling with all of my bitches
And I only see them If it's through my Cartiers 

Nigga I stole your bitch and then you killed yourself
I'm the plug and she like that I got deals to sell
Pistol melt when I blast
And it fit the belt
Hit the bell cause a nigga Got bricks to sell 

Cause I been partying partying partying
And I got dreams of me copping a rari man
Chilling with all of my bitches
And I only see them If it's through my Cartiers
See I been partying partying partying
And I got dreams of me copping a rari man
Chilling with all of my bitches
And I only see them If it's through my Cartiers 

Living this life that I live
Prolly gon die in the pin
Sell white to a bitch
Gotta provide for my kids
I aint scared to put a knife in your ribs 

And im minding my biz
Look all the times that I did
What I really thought was right for this shit 

Can't decide when to quit
Got too much pride in this shit 
And my fam aint alright with this shit 

Light up the pipe then you hear my cough 
All in my mind as I sit lights off
I dont really wanna hurt no one at all but all of my homies might think im soft 

So I done targeted a man I knew I could hurt
Spit in his face and dragged him through the dirt
So if you can hear me I wanna apologize
I didn't wanna see you in that hearse... 

Fuck
I shoulda just stopped
Fuck 

"Ayo we're getting fucked up again tonight right"
Yeh
"Round 12"
Yessur
Cause I been 

partying partying partying
And I got dreams of me copping a rari man
Chilling with all of my bitches
And I only see them If it's through my Cartiers
See I been partying partying partying
And I got dreams of me copping a rari man
Chilling with all of my bitches
And I only see them If it's through my Cartiers 

You made a choice when you pulled the trigger
You made a choice when you ended your life
And now you're stuck with me for eternity
Unless you complete all unfinished business,
And tie up all losses ends you left in life.
Only then, will you move on to your next eternity
You've lived the life of someone closest to you.
You've lived the life of someone you despise the most.
Nothing will be come to its close
Till you understand all who was around you
And all who you left

HIT THE BELL

prod. EPIK BEATS

What happened to the loyalty
what happened to respect man,
What happened to the people who said they gon have your back
What happened to the loyalty
what happened to respect man,
What happened to the people who said they gon have your back

What happened to the people who said they gon love you now but 

Waited till you died
Now regretting not reaching out and

Now I hear them talking everytime that im around
Acting like they was close to you
With your name up im they mouth 

These the same motherfuckers who were clowning
On your grind
The people tryna pull you down when you was on the climb
These the same motherfuckers who would hate to see you shine
And now they fake crying bout you on they IG live 

I dont respect that fake shit
That was my brother you hated
So just get away bitch
And now he's gone and he's safe but

What happened to the loyalty
what happened to respect man,
What happened to the people who said they gon have your back
What happened to the loyalty
what happened to respect man,
What happened to the people who said they gon have your back

Swear it feel like none left
Uh
Don't hold your breath uh
You claim you're a good person
Where the fuck the rest 
feel like none left
Uh
Don't hold your breath uh
You claim you're a good person
Where the fuck the rest 

Now you're feeling my stress
I'm a motherfucking mess
You gon ride or die for me
Even in my fucking death 

And thats shit that I respect 

my name up on your flesh 

So anything I fucked
I came back to make amends 

I would love to keep talking
Not walking through fog in the dark 

But I gotta head out
Homie
You'll always have my heart 

You gon solve any problem you got
It just takes you to start 

They can be fake if they want
But you know I'm a shooting star
so tell me

What happened to the loyalty
what happened to respect man,
What happened to the people who said they gon have your back
What happened to the loyalty
what happened to respect man,
What happened to the people who said they gon have your back

let's just work with what we got 
and it might be very limited, we'll make it out on top

but I aint seen no morals in a minute baby
very little real verse fake lately
but I aint seen no morals in a minute baby
very little real verse fake lately

Have Your Back (feat. $hhmoneyMaii)

prod. Beats by Con

Rushing through my head
And I wish that I was dead
I say
Where do I go again
Where do I go again
Rushing through my head
And I wish that I was dead
I say
Where do I go again
Where do I go again 

I feel lost
there's nowhere to run 

The flegm in my lungs
Can't breathe and I'm stunned
I'm stuck 

Sorry, I never would leave you if I knew that you'd 
Feel this way when I did 

I didn't tell you i loved you enough
But now that I see how you are wish I did 

Wish I was dead
Not how I am
Cause this isn't dead
this shits just a scam 

Books full of lies that were fucking my head
Cause they trying to Preach how this shits gonna end 

Like if they know
They've never been
They've never seen the blackness of this pit 

I really hope you're not mad at me
Hope you forgive me,
I love you and never forget
I got 

Questions in my head
And I wish that I was dead
I say
Where do I go again
Where do I go again
Questions in my head
And I wish that I was dead
I say
Where do I go again
Where do I go again 

Where do I go, wish you 
Could tell me where 
Now I sit wit my soul all alone wit pre-written prayers 
And I
don’t know what 
Know what- 
shit I’m lose for words 
Don’t even give a purpose 
Just leave me with the search 

All them notes,
before you went ghost 
You already had coasted 
I chocked, when then I was told to swallow 
And gulp this 
Flown, 
The doves that went north I sit with the crows 
In anger thought you betrayed with reason unknown 
But 

Where do I go, you left 
I’m all alone 
Uh 
Midnight sulk 
To load a clip my cult 

But I won’t take that road You took
Am I supposed to look 
And when that coldest come this time I ain’t told no one 

this time I ain’t told no one 

this time I ain’t told no one 

Told no one 

Rushing through my head head
wish that I was dead
I say
Where do I go again
Where do I go again
Rushing through my head head
wish that I was dead
I say
Where do I go again
Where do I go again

From The Other Side (feat. Lada L.C)

LIMBO (Interlude)

prod. MANUEL

Look
Uh 

So as I've been on my journey
I look back at my past use it for learning
Wonder what I would be like in my 30s
I realize, damn, maybe life showed me mercy 

Never got hit up
Never had to load a clip in
Never had to let it bust 
But maybe I was too codependent 

And thats what bothered me
Always it would just follow me
And solemnly I'm sorry that I never felt that fond of me 

I just really wanted me to shake up the monotony 
I mean just fucking break it, leave it shattered like its pottery 

Sippin till I'm feeling picture perfect like a model be
And take a chance and stack my fucking money like monopoly 

Like Honestly 
Maybe all my homies have honored me
But I gave up too early and resorted straight to harming me 

Coulda won the lottery
Would I have made it? Probably
Step up in the room
Wearing Fendi pants or Prada t 

Momma proud of me
Coulda been a prodigy
Coulda had these bitches fucking singing like a harmony 

But now I've fucking given up
I feel the demons haunting me
I hope that God is calling me
I feel his angels watching me


So no telling
Where the fuck am I going
No telling
Asked the guide to my tour
No telling
Where the fuck am I going
No telling
No telling
No telling
Where the fuck am I going
No telling
Asked the guide to my tour
No telling
Where the fuck am I going
No telling
No telling
No telling

No Telling

prod. IOF

So when I committed and did what I did my head
I thought that I woulda been in my ending
I didnt know I'd be in debt 

On and on in my head 

Pictures flashing by
I went back on what I said 

So now I'm here where I need to be
And if I keep my head up
I'll see the greenery
She told me 

If I show will
She'll keep leading me 

She said a little lost boy is what she see in me 

So as I'm moving away
To find myself and that im doing okay
She said I messed up but its too late
She proud of me now ooh ay

Lost Boy

[prod. KYRUB]

I've been here for what seems like many years my friend
And I just wanna see the end
Hardships, lived many lives what's next
So can you tell me what's next
Lights brighten, is it a trick can't mend
My broken heart
I hope I can be saved from this
Can I be saved 

Okay I did What I needed to do and now I'm here
No mistake finna lead me to doom don't shed a tear
I done lived a thousand lives or 2 within a year
No more need to roll the dice my tomb in in my mirror 

Aint looking back now 
Go forward and move straight
Cause they'll bring me back down if I ever lose faith
Killed the 7 deadly ones im on to my next fate
Plead my case unto the judge
And hope I through the gate 

And im sitting here thinking bout where the fuck I woulda been
If it wasn't for her offer to reach out a helping hand 

Ida never made it as far as I've come and I mean it
Cause I was leaning on her guidance to lead me into the end 

Now there's 
One step for lack of a better term
I either turn to light or to ashes and fucking burn 

Cause they'll know 
If I learned
And if I understand why this shit need to be earned 

I've been here for what seems like many years my friend
And I just wanna see the end
Hardships, lived many lives what's next
So can you tell me what's next
Lights brighten, is it a trick can't mend
My broken heart
I hope I can be saved from this
Can I be saved
Can I be saved 

If I told you I've been living for a 1000 years and over
you would never believe me 
You'd just assumed that I aint sober 

This is spiritual living that I've been in 
So getting older
Is a myth among the creatures 
Running limbo 
But if only 

I could tell you what's awaiting for me in my next eternity
Then I would be ecstatic 
But its 50 chance of burning me
And 50 chance experiencing happiness eternally 

And maybe it'd been a hundred if I didn't murder me 

It's been a long long journey in between the light and dark
If I never pulled the trigger
Then it wouldn't be as hard
She done shown me all my friend and family with broken hearts
Showed me people who were really proud of me and who they are 

So I've lived a hundred lives in the shoes that wasn't mine
From a baby to their prime till they old and croaked and died
Anyone I ever felt affected by while I was living
Had to walk all of their miles in their shoes and in their mind

Many Lives (Feat. Muddii)

FVC3(prod. STOIC)

Do whatever makes you happy in life. Screw what anyone says or thinks.
Thanks for the taking the time out of your day to listen!

RunYin

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