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lately i been lost, everyday i wanna die
i don't even wanna try who am i tryna satisfy
no one's here for me, I don't have, no one else
people say they care, but it's me, by myself 

i don't really got a purpose i been tryna find my worth 
and a part of me is ready to go up and leave this earth
time is running out, and i'm nearing my demise
nothing really matters, guess it's time to say goodbye

would i stay long? or, would i fade away?
l've been thinking to myself, if it happened one day
if I left without a trace, how long would it take?
for them to see i wasn't kidding i don't wanna stay

any longer trapped, i just wanna be free
and i feel like that would be, if I was underneath
then i won't, have to stress, I can have peace
I feel like i'd feel better off, living in my dreams

pains in my chest, every time i think of you
god damn i'm a fool, why did I have to lose
the one person in my life that made me feel alright
it ain't ever been the same without talking every night

you made me feel secure, made me feel safe
as i felt my heart race, i was stuck in a daze
with you in my sight, I wanted to get closer
but then it all ended and, what we had was over

I was ignorant and dumb, morals out of place
I don't know if I could handle even looking at your face 
the tears in your eyes, can't believe, what I did
after all I was the reason why we even split

I just wanna fall in love and, wanna be enough
but I always end up hurt, thinking that I found the one,
it's a never ending curse, to feel that way again
I'll always be alone, no one here, in the end

i just wanna fall in love (prod. yusei)

lyrics:
I’ll love you forever, I won’t ever let you go
Every time we spend together, I’ll remember till we’re old
You make me feel a purpose you were worth waiting for
Like an angel on this earth is you’re so perfect you should know

I thought I’d never live to once again, have this feeling
The pain is fading sadness gone I think my heart is healing 
the part of me lost, has, finally been found
and you were the cause, of my life turning around
 
and I'm just so god damn grateful for everything that you've done
and I can't show how thankful I am I know that you're the one
that's gonna be here long, and I hope that it's forever
I wanna keep you safe, you're so precious you’re my treasure
 
before i even met you my life has been a mess
i was conflicted on living i was just so depressed
The day we started talking it started to fall in place
we instantly connected I knew I found my soulmate

I wanna wake up next to you, every single morning
When I see a message, text from you I always feel a warmth in
my chest and I feel happiness because i know you're mine
i wish i do the same to you I'll make sure that you're fine

girl you got me, thinking bout, you all the time 
I can’t get, thoughts of you, out of my mind
Not that I’m, complaining bout these visions that I always see
I hope you know you’re the best thing that’s happened to me

my biggest fear is losing you, don't want it to come true
i'll do anything to keep you safe so tell me if you feel blue
I promise to be here, i won't ever leave you cold
cause i know how it feels to be abandoned abd alone

every moment that we share has been the best i've ever had
I'm so lucky to have you and I'm always sorry that
I'm not perfect in any way but you still love me too
and without you in my life, i don't know what i would do

i'll love u forever (prod. yusei)

BEAT PRODUCED BY ZEEKY BEATS
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happy i met u (prod. Zeeky Beats)

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