why do i feel so empty
it hasnt ever been the same ever since you left me
my life is so messy
i could end it now so dont even tempt me

lost in her eyes, no soul in my life
everywhere i look its dark no light
purpose gone I dont have a will to fight
cant wait for the day that i finally die

whats the point of living my life is so shit
I hate everything I've wanted to quit
don't know what to do but don't wanna exist

the end of it all, will be from assist
when I leave im sure no one will miss, me
why am i sad, death will be bliss

dont have anyone, all by myself
my heart is in pieces but no one will help
i'm worthless, a failure, i'll never succeed
I'm trash cause I wont ever be what they need

I'm crying and praying got me on my knees
to take away my pain yeah hopefully please
don't know how much longer but want it to end
no hand to hold onto I don't have no friends

why do i feel so empty
it hasnt ever been the same ever since you left me
my life is so messy
i could end it now so dont even tempt me

lost in her eyes, no soul in my life
everywhere i look its dark no light
purpose gone I dont have a will to fight
cant wait for the day that i finally die

I promise I'll try hard to keep going on
verse after verse i keep writing these songs
for those who relate you're not in the wrong
I'll push through the pain, for however long

without any motives I live in a mess
demons tear my walls and eat up my flesh
I'm so god damn broken and torn apart
but I'll try to live and spread the joy in my heart

it hasn't been the same (prod. 4lexf)

rvstys