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sorrow and sadeyes

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@sorrow & @no.cape - change our reflection (prod. eric godlow)

IVOXYGEN - 23

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.
And

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

Verse 1:
Said you leaving, why you staying then?
You know I’m the only one working cuz I’ve been paying rent.
Say I got no purpose, I’m worthless after the cadence ends.
Who knows if I’ll ever be worth it like, what’s his name again?

Pray again, I’m hoping I don’t ever lose you.
Only sing the blues, when the puddle hits my new shoes.
Walking through a hurricane.
Looking like a murder scene.
You’ve been on a killing spree, I’m rushing through with urgency.

I don’t think you meant to burden me.
Looking back I see how it was hurting me.
And that never occurred to me.
Until I took my stitches out and figured out that all I needed was a bit of surgery.

Don’t forget that Hennessy will always fail your memory.
Remember we were talking bout our lives atop the mezzanine.
Eventually, we took it took to the bed, and tried to set the scene.
And then you disappeared without a trace.
Call that ‘Amelia tendencies.’

Chorus:
I’m too bold, yet neutral on occasions.
Left behind and it’s brutal. I’m slow, chasing.
Winter solstice, so cold, i need saving.
From your grasp, I get stuck like everyday.

I got addicted to your soft touch.
No fuss, til you switch it up, say it’s not love.
“I’m done” hear the phrase, echo through the hallways.
Daggers digging deep into the depths of my mindscape.

@sorrow - addicted to your soft touch (prod. CapsCtrl)

Verse 1:
stuck inside, might fade away.
I’ve been taking this day to day.
I’ve been making up white lies.
In the summertime, can’t run astray.

feel like my minds on pandemic.
all the things I can’t stomach.
therapy, i ran through it.
bad vibes til my heart plummets.

My arms weak.
And my chest hurts.
Staying cold inside sweatshirts.
I got three scars on my torso.
Cuz it cut deep when I met her.

But that’s old news.
Sitting up in this cold room.
Laying down when I need to.
All the clothes that I bleed through. Yea.

Verse 2:
I don’t wanna talk anymore.
Closed off behind open doors.
Mom’s here, doesn’t understand me.
Surrounding me, but still feel abandoned.

Lotta things that they never will see.
Midday, but I’m falling asleep.
These people never honest with me.
Because I won’t get better, no promise to keep.

Maybe I’ll try to relax.
Asking a lot, but avoiding the facts.
I wanna know if there’s hope in the end.
I’ve been trying to cope, but I’m moping instead.

Slow it down.
Heart’s rhythm keeps slowing down.
bloods moving, it goes around.
until it stops, it’s over now.

@sorrow x @nuxe x @zaini - they couldn't save me

i dont wanna die but Imma say goodbye
im just tryna forget im fucking sick of these bad dreams
ya its so hard to cry so i wont even try
ill jus keep it inside and hope some day it will just leave
i always say im fine but I dont wanna lie
ya i been wasting my time and I dont think you can help me
im empty regretting
losing track of the days and the nights as they pass me by
i dont wanna die but tonight i might
lying all alone In the candlelight
searching for a friend but theyre hard to find
ya im barely breathing but ill be alright
tryna find my way but i feel so lost
I still cant seem to find a reason that i should even carry on
maybe im just better off alone yeah maybe im just better on my own

pass me by (prod.5head)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkrzFmxBHVM

prod lee

i know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
i be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad

you miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
and you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood

baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
you be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
you're the girl that i've been fightn for but you think you're the worst

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep
do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be

i can't take it all the pressure on my back
wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
wishin i was everything you wanted me to be

no i can't take this i've been breakin
you stay on my mind
half the time i write about you
i don't wanna try

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
and murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
killin every track like i got a fuckin deathnote

pretty sad (prod. lee)

Thanks to Caps.Ctrl

be you x

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Lyrics:

[INTRO]
everybody knows
everybody knows
this love got me
falling

[VERSE 1]
baby mind is on repeat
love I know is all I need
you know when I'm thinking
you know that I'm
falling

[HOOK]
yeah everybody knows
everybody knows that I'm lost
that I'm falling

[VERSE 2]
so much in my head you told me
I remember said you hate it
I know I make the trouble but
it's late 
I'm falling

[HOOK]
yeah everybody knows
everybody knows that I'm lost
that I'm falling

[VERSE 3]
everybody says life is hard
let me complicate
I don't want to do bad
I don't want to turn sad

let me fall if I need 
lock the doors, shit I'm in
in my room let me bleed
I don't want them to see

[HOOK]
yeah everybody knows
everybody knows that I'm lost
that I'm falling
 
[VERSE 4]
everybody says life is hard
let me complicate
I don't wanna do bad
I don't wanna turn sad

[HOOK]
everybody knows
everybody knows
this love got me
falling 

[VERSE 5]
I don't blame no one for this
let me work this out
let me lay on the floor
and let me burn out

back and forth I move around
once I fly I then can  fall
I don't want them to think
that I'm so weak

smoke the lines and open eyes
I know I'm bad, I'm telling lies 
baby you know that this shit 
it ain't right

[HOOK]
yea everybody knows
everybody knows that I'm lost
that I'm falling

Falling

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lyrics:
she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

this is not a tik tok hit, or a mainstream slap
its the hook verse hook on how my heart collapsed
this is not a dance real slow, if you love me don't go
i've been tryna find some peace down every road we go

why do we fight every evenin
i'm sorry i woke you from sleepin
i'm spillin my guts, so my head don't combust
you're the girl of my dreams you're the one i believe in

i went from holdin you close
to someone you used to know
i remember gettin fucked up
i remember lettin go

she said, 3 facts i, still cry too
i'm losin' faith in my ability to like you
i'm losin' touch with who i was and now i fight you
to be honest we should probably say goodbye soon

and now i'm drunk and i'm peekin at your homescreen
makin sure i'm still there, hopin you'll still hold me
and now you're drunk and you're thinkin bout the old me
where did all the time go, why do i feel lonely?

and now we're drunk and were listenin to cars pass
thinkin bout the good days, will they ever come back
and now we sulk, while we listen for the rain drops
listen for the thunderstorms and hope the fuckin pain stops

homescreen

thank you so much

lyrics:

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

i was, chillin, waiting for you to call back
dbz on the flatscreen all that

and you know just what you mean to me
every time i wake i'm down to give you all my energy

people sayin that i'm next up
i just passed these rappers autopilot in my tesla

and i get real low when the sun don't shine
so you know that ima get real high

and i could rap
till my heart collapse
i won't ever heal
i keep drinking writing songs so i can see if i can feel

i remember how your silhouette danced in the moonlight
fireflies and love in the air by the poolside

yeah i'm a lover not a cool guy
i miss kissin in the mood light
i think the whiskey had us tipsy
would you text me if you miss me girl i'll love you till my heart dies

they say its all in your head
its all in yr mind
we keep thinkin that we're broken we could change on a dime

and i ain't ever felt the same unless i'm rollin it up
i spark the J then take the L because i'm missin yr touch

and i keep wishing on the stars
i can't see 'em are there any left?
portland's real polluted 
or i'm dreaming, or i'm really dead

i turn the lights down low when i'm thinking of her
i'm thinkin wishin on the stars can't hurt

moonlight

so you’ve gone away 
but i still wait for a glimpse of you in a vacant room
i’ve never known the words to say 
so i’ve stayed up for a sense of truth
but hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

i want to wait but i still hate what i did 
to prove myself to you
is there still hope that this can change?
i’m wondering what it meant to you
i hate the thought of waking up alone

hope will hide those thoughts 
that would eat at you
but i won't manage to see it through 
i hate the truth of waiting under the gun

i’ll go far away from the place i knew
but i won't manage to see it through
the weight that grew too heavy to bare it alone
i wish it would go
i’ve lost the hope
i’m gone

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blind in the snow

IVOXYGEN - Room

lyrics:

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

I ate soot I was half way down the chimney I almost died
I taste soot I could see breaks in my skin poking out bone white
Every bodies always quick to be vocal
cause Everybody always assumes its fine
but Maybe I don’t wanna talk to you im lonely
But that doesn’t mean you can waste my time
Bioluminescence in the purple night sky
All alone out in the forest you and I
You got my heart and you’ll have it till the end of time
Take my arm come see the other side
take my arm come see the other side
take my arm and come and see the other side
take my arm come and see the other side
I want u to take take my arm

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

And when I go to bed I can’t getchu out my head
All these voices but the faces are blank
I learn to adapt cause the shit just change
and u aint really love me girl that shit just fake
and If these streetlights didn’t exist
I could see thru the stars back the way to my ship
Lemme go home girl this planet is shit
Lemme go home girl I miss em to death is that bad

And when the lights are all burnt out
Would you be here beside me now
Im mortified because I wasn’t cut out for this 
the bleakest of nights torment me now

soot (eric godlow)

prod. @nilowhbeats

Verse

All off these burns 
Are things that ive learned
Chasing down something is powered by hurt

Feelings will fade
But memories stay
I wish they won’t

Chorus

I see the chaos
Their crossing the line
Fighting for honour and falling behind
Bleeding alone
And thinking of you
Hope I wake up at a table for two 


Verse 2

Soldiers are coming 
The ashes are flooding 
The ground beneath our feet

miles of bodies
The smell of flesh rotting
a ghost inside a dream

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of your eyes

Its cold in the night
What’s living will die
Missin the warmth of being at your side

End

Wherever u go
Is where ill go to
I know im not home cuz my home is w you
And ill crawl
Ill crawl
Back to you
Ill fall back to u

bleeding in the battlefield (nilöwh.)

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be you x

/ SVOBODA / 2020

pass me by (prod.5head)

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