@sxnnai @vailjuggin
art: me, @zzoos, @pitifulrock
leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
feeling my time ticking
think im gonna burst
or fly like a bird
whatever i want to 
my daddy said that i can dream of what i want to
dream of what i want
you call i dont respond
cuz ive been trying my best 
to think of a response
or a lie to makeup
who knew the devil looked so pretty in makeup
and her parents try to keep us apart
cuz im bad for ur head 
and ur bad for my thoughts 
how can i blame the wind for the mess that it caused
if it was me who opened the door to my heart
but damn it felt nice yea the breeze it felt nice
and damn it felt right
i swear it was right
and i thought i was right
but ive never been so wrong 
so im putting my thoughs in a file with songs
dont care 
and even tho it seems like i dont care 
try my best but it still feel unfair
ik that u thought that i was worthless

leave me behind where i cant go
yea im stuck paralyzed its a scandal
put ur body on top of mine
like u did with him
try my best not to lie but i caved in
i feel like the worst x2
no i cant be fixed x5

Whatusaid @sxnnai @vailjuggin

@zayok

im back you better tune in
dont love no girl love music
that shit you say confuse me
do this all day and all night
think im as strong as all might
know things will all be alright
i never maxed out carbide
just got my check from fortnite
pockets full i dont keep change
dudes say they changed but they dont keep that change
life real good like tyfontaine
shout out my guy @monsain
pray to god every single day
but not my pants they aint got no faith
out of here you aint got no place
shut your mouth you aint got no say
yeah stop talking
dont give a fuck what you say its not clocking
making moves everyday yeah im on it
push push push your head in like a pop it
everybody know whats up when we walk in
everyone stop what they doing they pause it
cant pronounce whats in my closet
all i do make sounds and make deposits
all i do make sounds straight from my heart
all i do make sounds straight from my soul
dudes aint got no love dont got no goals
yall so trash it makes me LOL
yall so trash it makes me JAJA
chrome my belt my glasses prada
rest my fit balenciaga
cant have this shit you cant have nada

tune in w/ zayok prod me

https://soundcloud.com/chawlk

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

there's been blood up on some thrones
palantir it checks my phone 
empty vessels i see clones
think i rlly miss my home

see the spark I've been cold
it's so lost wanna fold
despise the lies i've been told
spells, lead to gold

all the signs are there it's evident 
pray i can be relevant 
spirts round me malevolent
don't know why i'm elegant  

i'm terrified of the ether 
think i'm doomed i saw the reaper
i've been anxious asf think that i just need a breather
i'm a dumb attention seeker

i can hear heaven's harmonics
she tends to weep thru the cracks in the sonics
tune my being with the lost ergonomics
my flesh a cage the codes up in electronics

my soul lives up in delusion
i'm stuck with some dumb confusion
there's been truth up in my chest
but they tend to misconstrue it
i've been repeating mistakes so i kinda think i'm stupid
i've been tryna burn my mask left my ego all uprooted

delusional (chalk)

@deepinparis
@lynyou

@raaynen:

don’t look me in my eyes cuz i’m not there
yea somethin isn't right yea it’s not fair
i lost my appetite yeah that’s on u
i-i just got your text sayin come thru
so what wld it mean 2 u?
like, i’m not a guru
just tell me the truth
bcuz i still love you
because i still love you
because i still love you
i won’t put me above you
because i still love you
yea u might beef wit me but i would never beef with u
it’s not my fault ur weird to me so then i stop fuckin wit u
but i promise ur the only 1
yea i’m posted up wit crvnchy we gon have sum fun

@crvnchyy:

life aint fair figured out a few years ago
lost a couple bros now im smokin on medicinal
i had to cut you off once i found out you unfixable
i tried to state my feelings i was feeling so invisible 
with my bro, thats atractixn
we chop up in traffic
shooting at yo mans got him jumping like gymnastics
ye we know that he a fan why he actin like he not?
you a weirdo and loser man i think you lost the plot

@trapjump:

posted up w raynen kno that he came thru
i made some money off this shi n bought demonia boots
kno that we the cool kids we cant hang w u
getting myself into some things that i dont wanna do
yeah, but lately ive been by myself
im fucking nothing 
my teachers told me go to hell
hello kitty backpack feel like (those who know)
oh shit wait scratch that
tights on me but i still tote a gun
bitch fuck a snap-back

@zzoos:

take a step back
no i cant lack
bitch i pop tags
bitch i smoke thrax
walk up in the store n dont look at the tag
i walk out the house its beauty:beast up on my bag
they cant copy off my swag bitch im 1 of 1
me n raynen in the party we gon fuck it up
yea im w ray up in the crib we might face a blunt
n face another one
i do this shit for fun

@raaynen:

so what wld it mean 2 u?
like, i’m not a guru
just tell me the truth
bcuz i still love you
because i still love you
because i still love you
i won’t put me above you
because i still love you

life just isn't fair (deepinparis + lynU)

you don’t really take me seriously
you don’t really see my vision, and its hard to see 
and they all want me dead and its hard on me 
and im feeling all this dread, now it got to me 
hmmmmmm, tryna fight now? 
i don’t wanna fight, just like right now
and you taking advantage of me, like right now

and it don’t make sense to me
wishing u were here with me 

and i done so much for yall 
and i don’t wanna talk i lost it all
rather put it on the mic then give it to yall 
rather keep it all closed than give it to you

and i hate you 
and i hate you

i hate you (takecare04 singleway)

i want you to stay prod me

glass room *girlsynth

say what you want to say to me then go away
if you're praying for me then pray for me
go your separate ways
it's better than telling me
is this how it's supposed to be
i want to make it out
pulling me deeper than i've ever been down before
waves from the outpost
tears from the alcove
say you're coming back for me
say you're coming back for me
and pull me out
violence breeds violence
it's destiny it's meant to be
it's nothing it's nothing
i would've said it regardless
of whatever promises made
aren't as simple as it gets
i wanted autonomy
over my life you see
take from me what you want but you won't rest
brick by brick build it up 'til it's crumbling down
('til it's crumbling down)
but the only outcome that made me stronger
was thinking that i had to hold out longer
when faith gets a little farther i'm still holding on
so pull me out (oh)
this deafening silence means nothing
nothing at all
(it's nothing, it's nothing)
(it's nothing at all)

tears from the alcove (prod.sai)

[LYRICS]

Okay..

I tried, I tried, I tried, Quit messing with my

With my pride, with my pride, with my pride

I know I know, you want something 
on the low
Got me messed up out my 
Zone zone zone

My heart is cold, take the risk
And never fold
I can’t go out for no 
Hoe hoe hoe

And you know I know, take the keys and
Drive the boat
Screw molly but I'm gon'
Float float float

You was at the club, while I'm busy 
At my shows
That's some stuff
I wish I knew, knew

I tried, I tried, I tried
Quit messing with 
My pride, my pride, my pride

Yeah yeah yeah,

I don’t wanna run too
Two plus two is not two
Brand new jackets all blue
Foreign chick speak Urdu

Got this feeling deep inside
Yeah that feeling that's my pride
Never run and never hide
Got the whole team on my side

عاين في عيني، بتشوف النية  [Look into my eyes, you will see the intention]
النية واضحة، ما قضية [The intention is clear, there are no issues]
ما تتجاوط، تعمل حكاية [Don't start drama, don't make a scene]
انا في السكة، ماشي النهاية [I'm on the road, heading to the end]

ما عندي زمن لكلامك الفاضي [I don't got time for your useless talk]
Vision is clear, انا ماشي وماضي [I am moving and glowing]
Stuck in the past, في الزمن الماضي [In the old times]
Stacking this paper، بملى الاراضي [Filling the lands]

One time for the hustle, two for the grind, never left behind 

[I carry the country on my head] شايل البلد في راسي, the real ones they know me, we one of a kind 

See the vision, always taking decisions, مستحيل اخاف [Impossible for me to be afraid]

I'm on a whole new level, a new elevation, quit messing with my pride

I tried, I tried, I tried
Quit messing with 
My pride, my pride, my pride

Yeah

You’re always in my heart when I'm far from home
And always, you find ways, to keep me alone
So I tried to pretend, That it was true
And I didn’t mean to offend, so can we redo

I’ve been tryna make it all on my own (all on my own)
And I cannot lie life is hard alone (so hard alone)

I tried, I tried, I tried
Quit messing with
My pride, my pride, my pride

I tried, I tried, I tried
Quit messing with 
My pride, my pride, my pride

tune in w/ zayok prod me

rxtrx