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TRECH:
in my suicide note i wrote
that if any motherfuckers want smoke
id choke 
i stay fucked up
i’m so hung up
on the fact i ain’t shit
but a fuck up
all my friends have overdosed
even though i ain’t there yet, bitch i’m close
in the meantime
i’ll stay locked in my room 
away from sunshine

take cover in a substance
i hate the taste
down it like its nothin’
how many hits can i lick before i tap out?
how many
drinks can i sip before i black out?
imma test my limit for the last time
please stay with me on the hotline
i’ll call u back when i feel alright
but tomorrow never comes
a life is finite

NOVA:
i can’t stop takin’ hella pills
but im not addicted 
i just do it for the thrill
acid tabs sitting on my tongue
but don’t worry ‘bout a thing
i just do it for fun
glassed eyes in the mirror
lookin’ at myself
thinkin’ ‘bout why the fuck i do this to my health
paranoia got me grabbin’ shrooms off my shelf
try to stop me
i cant let you bitch
so go to hell

TRECH:
i feel nothin’
to feel somethin’
but im a fucking slave to the chemicals
ive been 
straight huffin’
i wake up in panic attacks from my dreams so
take my mind away
my eyes fell down the drain
these tear drops act as rain
try to flush away rinse away my pain

shards of glass

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shards of glass (feat. nova garden)

Lyrics:
when i lay awake inside the hole in own bed
all these thoughts come back and they come flooding through my head
i wonder what they'd do if they woke up and found me dead
i wish i could reverse all the events and where they lead

i know that i seem crazy i just probably need some help
dont listen to my lyrics cause youll know that im in hell
i promise im just kidding and im really doing well, i wear this mask like every day its halloween you couldn't tell

i would really not be shit at all without my favorite person, i just feel so bad that every night she gets a different version, of me i just spend my days distracted with a big diversion, its the only way i function when im lost in the immersion

i know i say im tired im annoying all the time
i really hate complaining about all thats on my mind, ill either keep myself real busy just to show that i can grind
or sink into the void and smoke until my brain is fried

keep to myself cause i know that im fucked
i know that i hurt everything that i touch
try to be nice but i know its not much
working all day just to bring in the bucks

dont wanna feel so i just wanna sleep
smoke on a bowl then i fall in the deep
baby i love you youre all that i need
i promise im trying to get on my feet

know youre my life so just please never leave
life is so fucked but i wanna believe
maybe the good things we just never see
im just a bitch while i cry on the beat

say i dont care what no one think of me
thoughts will not stop but thats just how it be
sailing away so that i can be free, but im dead on the shore and i float out to sea

in my lane, on my own
hit the blade its the only way to go
im not sane, but now you know
i wont complain when i know thats how it goes

Fried

Fried (prod. Lil Nightshift)

huge thank you to anthony for working on this one with me
go show him & his band this wild life some love <3

lyrics
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and we live just to die
so i pray i'm alright when i do
i'm shooting stars at the sky
not a crow left in my point of view
in the midst of a fight
throwing jabs till i knock out a tooth
if he pulls out a knife
and gets rid of my life
will the righteous ignite me with truth
(cause)
i will hide somewhere behind the dark that casts into
a room that thrives with blinding lights unwinding onto you
if only for a second i'm infected by the hue
please just promise me your honesty cause honestly i hate all that i do

and it lives deep inside
building homes in the holes of my heart
i've set my sights to the light
but i've been paranoid from the start 
red dot beamed on my forehead
deep breath this'll be a night you won't forget
cold sweat dreams terrorizing my cortex
woke up drowning outside on my porch steps
the waters been rising for years
hypnotizing my peers
into thinking they know me
but i live in fear
that they don't quite appear
to the likeness instilled in the old me
i swallow my tears
wander outside for years
with the hope that a god will come smite me
replenish these gears
cut my body with shears
make sure nobody's near even slightly

blue lights flash in the distance
red light stop i don't listen
projectiles from a piston
couldn't do it by myself need assistance
pink matter painted onto the concrete
think of this gunshot as a downbeat
red dot beamed on my forehead
this'll be a night you won't forget

it lives where i live (prod. anthony del grosso)

-lyrics-
but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there was a time in my life
I didn't wanna live, I pushed and then thrived
but everything will come in waves, and so it did
baby was I wrong for the things I said and did 

I don't wanna die that's right
I wanna be a man inside
its tells me to throw away
throw away, 
my dreams and rot, and then decay

it melts away like cheese on the grill
I'm petty and I'm lost, come on tell me how it feels

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY
CAN YOU BE A BIT MORE FRIENDLY IM AFRAID
I DONT WANNA DIE, BLOODY BROKEN AND ASHAMED

oh my god
oh my god
can you tell some about urself, ive know for a while now
I don't wanna freak you out
I been living in the depths inside ur brain
please don't run away

please don't run away ill chase you down
*chase you down*
i realize its getting dark out

you don't medicate me away
ill be here to stay

but I go
and I go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

there's long way ahead
IN HELL ITS OKAY!
OH HELL I AM ASHAMED!
I NEVER THOUGHT THE DETREMENT I CAUSED ALL OF MY FAMILY, IM AMAZED
I DONT WANNA GAME
INSIDE, I AM DEAD, WHATS THE PLAY

but i go
and i go
yet the pretty little patterns never show
what'd you know
what'd you know
everything just doesn't matter its a go

horror came and went (prod. domesticsoul)

lately ive felt so suffocated
youre turning into something ive hated
dont know how to live with these things
feels like youve been pulling the strings

i dont know where we should go from here
lately ive been feeling so much fear
i dont know where im supposed to go
cant let it out but wont let me go
you wont let it flow
(should i let you go)

constantly wiping tears
drowning all my pain in beers
(maybe ill call her)
maybe she’ll lend me an ear
(why should i bother)
i just need someone to be here

ive been curious
the cat has been furious
questions of frivolous nature
ive been losing it
circling the drain been like going insane 

have you heard it yet
the news oh it travels
a sentence from gavels
a placement
been a prisoner
but ive been acquitted 
no crime, we’re committed

finally free
no race for me
ive found a place
where i can have my cake and eat it too
now that we’re through
i live my truth
i see my future and its bright
no longer see my end in sight

la la lalala
lalala lalala lalala
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lalala lalala lalala
lalala lalala lala lala lala la

marieantoinette (prod. lmg x everest)

Playboi Carti - Sauce(win32 remix)
Original: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3XN3QbrznEE

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Playboi Carti - Sauce(win32 remix)

Thank you for everyone who has supported me and my friends! i will miss you flowars <3

Links-
@guardinmusic
@daddydandy

flowars x guardin x yung van - lavender dreams (Prod. charlie c)

No Strings on Me (prod. 4evrgone x caspr)

music video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OkrzFmxBHVM

prod lee

i know when i write this you won't like it yeah i'm sad
wishin you would smile when your hearts under attack
yeah i'm breathin really heavy baby please don't turn your back
i be talkin out our problems while you miss your mom and dad

you miss em bad too, tell me when i ask you
love your authenticity you're pretty but you're sad too
and you know i'll always love you even if i don't have to
baby you're my everything i'm sorry for my bad mood

baby girl i trust you more than i can put in words
i'd be happy to help you if you would tell me when it hurts
you be cryin every night its not depression its a curse
you're the girl that i've been fightn for but you think you're the worst

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

do you feel your heart sink when you think of my face
does it help you fall asleep or does it keep you awake
do you see me in your dreams, do i haunt you in your sleep
do you wish that i was someone else you wanted me to be

i can't take it all the pressure on my back
wishin i was different we both blame it on my past
i can't even act right, i don't ever sleep
wishin i was everything you wanted me to be

no i can't take this i've been breakin
you stay on my mind
half the time i write about you
i don't wanna try

it's like every time i look into your eyes i swear
nothin in the world could ever compare
no,

when i fell for you i dove
finally i'm happy honestly i lost hope

i can't even take it all i ever do is stress out
feelin like i'm light its like i never put the pen down
and murder every line every time i'm a threat bro
killin every track like i got a fuckin deathnote

pretty sad (prod. lee)

Cover art by    @ peachy.rosie    (on instagram)

LYRICS

Making me sick
Lose my shit
Go party
I'm staying in
Once again
We're parting
Girl, do you sin 'cause I sin
I'm sorry
Losing my shit
Can we sit and restart it
You rip me up shawty
Do it no sorries
I show you love always
You give it back hardly
I want you so strongly
You want me back partly
One look and I'm concrete
That look that say "don't stop me"
...well I won't

All you want is just a break
Don't know why you feel this way
Did your heart stand still?
Won't you look at my face?
Can't you tell me what's his name?
I need someone I can blame
When I'm taking these pills
When I let myself fade

did your heart stand still?

high maintenance

Lyrics:
I'm so cold right now, hit a low right now
Hit a bowl while I'm drunk I'm in the flow right now
In the gutter right now, get her number right now
Get the number for the plug cause it's over right now

Gotta cope with the pain, get that shit out my brain
I don't need to explain, gotta run from the blade
Gotta stitch up my veins, shawty stay in your lane
Why you call me insane, I got scars you got the same hoe

I'm boutta pass out, (yeah)
I'm boutta crash out, (yeah)
I'm boutta cash out, (yeah)
See the tunnel with no light, (yeah)

You been on my mind too
Shame that I cant find you
No feeling inside you

But nothing can hide you
I know that you lie too
It's okay dont cry boo

I feel a migraine comin on
Shit too real so I run along
Nothin real when I'm analog
World is gone while I'm in this song

did your heart stand still?

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