Art by @kaizenmuffin on instagram

LYRICS
I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

It's been a long run for me
but baby don't run from me
I don't wanna see you go
always gotta make a show
all the times that you'd cum for me

all the times that you'd cum for me...

I'm sorry for your heart break
I used to feel it all
but you chose for us to part ways
you miss me now I'm gone
and you change your mind like always
make me feel at fault
well I'm sorry for you're heart break
I finally broke the vault
but it's all on me I guess
each time I've realized it
I know that I can't go on alone
anymore

Broke The Vault (prod. Allrounda beats)

Art by Idleglance (sempai)

LYRICS
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it

good thing I look like this
good thing I look like this
cause I don't give no fucks
and I don’t take no shit
my girl see me amok
gave me her final kiss
she knew something was up
but she still want my kids

I roll a blunt to get away just for a starry night
I roll a joint to get away just for a moments time
I smoke the bong to get away from this so boring life
I smoke a dab so I can pass out and just fucking die

I need a Lyft
like Uber quick
or else I’m pissed
I got a mission that I must finish
I got a feelin' that there’s something out there that I missed
but I’m not worried, lines are blurry on the life I live
good thing I look like this
good thing I keep control
good thing I flick my wrist
good thing I rest my soul
good thing I finally got the break I need
I risked it all
I kept my patience
didn’t say shit
now I’m boutta ball

I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it
I don’t mind the weight of it all
I don’t mind the weight of it

Lay down like this baby lemme fuck that face
turn up like this baby lemme fuck that waist
and when I leave you baby
I’ll be gone no trace
and when I leave you baby
I’ll be gone no place

good thing I look like this
good thing I look like this
cause I don't give no fucks
and I don’t take no shit
my girl see me amok
gave me her final kiss
she knew something was up
but she still want my kids

I roll a blunt to get away just for a starry night
I roll a joint to get away just for a moments time
I smoke the bong to get away from this so boring life
I smoke a dab so I can pass out and just fucking die

Ego Death (prod. puhf)

s0cliche x Ethan Ross - "Miles Away" (prod. Drunk Girl)

When You Know You Know

[Verse 1]
You said it like a passing thought
with a tight smile half-way out the door
the rain was brushing at the window
your keys ready in your hand

I asked if you were coming back
you laughed like you didn’t hear the question
the kind of laugh that stings a little—
almost warm almost gone

[Pre-Chorus]
And maybe it was nothing
or maybe it was everything
funny how the quiet
tells the truth first

[Chorus]
When you know you know—
it hits you slow
like a long breath you didn’t take
like the space between
what you said and what you meant
when you know you know—
and I knew the second
you looked at the floor
instead of me

[Verse 2]
I replay your footsteps down the hallway
every step a softer version of yourself
you always left with a kind of carefulness
as if breaking something delicate—

As if you knew I was the delicate thing
I sat with the quiet after
hands wrapped around my own ribs
trying to hold what was slipping

[Pre-Chorus]
You didn’t have to say it
people rarely do
the truth always arrives
before the mouth catches up

[Chorus]
When you know you know—
the body feels it first
the heart gets it late
and the mind pretends
it’s all misunderstanding
when you know you know—
and I knew the night
your goodbye sounded
too practiced

[Bridge]
I keep thinking maybe I dreamt it—
the way your eyes softened
right before you let go
love is funny like that
it lingers even after
the people don’t

[Final Chorus]
When you know you know—
the truth sits small
but heavy in the chest
you don’t have to explain it
I already heard it
in the spaces you left
when you know you know—
and I know now
even if you couldn’t say it

When You Know You Know

MUSIC VIDEO DROPPED : https://youtu.be/9YgHshV0W2k
Instagram @yungzime

Smile  (Prod.DSPRITE X SHVRP PRICKLES)

Overdrive

Overdrive (Prod. Steven Done)

Overthinking (Prod. Fantom)

only feet apart (prod. kiraw)

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LYRICS

RIVILIN:

Shaking in your hand, not it won’t stop
Panic attacks seem to reside in your blood
What’s it like when you lose touch
Waking in your bed, im the failure that you couldn’t just love

Flicking your ash on my cheek, 
I don’t want this I don’t want
Cutting me down so deep
I feel like im just not enough

lip tremble eyes struggle just to focus now
weighing on my conscious I just feel like im about to drown
covering my ears, the water rises
your voice still blocks the horizon

I see your ghost in my dreams
explaining why you just leave
depression got too much
and you just had to block out the noise


$LOTHBOI:

Drown in pain
Drown in hate

I feel the pain
All in me

Shallow breaths
Steal my life lately
Tight my chest the
Panic hates me

Panicked thoughts all in my head yeah
Memories replaying dread man
How can I be expected
To live this life, shit this aint it

2nd verse

Manic depression
My body be trembling

Tight in my chest
I ain’t think I’mma make it

Gasping for breath
Cuz these demons gun take it

Fighting for life
But I’m breaking to pieces

Cry through my days
Why do I hate me

I’m not okay
My mind is crazy

What can I say
I’m feeling hazy

Why do I hate me
I’m tryna save me

Burning my skin just to forget the pain
Seeded in memories inside my brain
Tryna forget my collection of bad days
Inside my head the trauma did some damage

Sloth ain’t the same he’s been changed from the pain
and bet Rivilin’s trauma still haunting his days
We fight past our memories living in pain
but we’re Void of the happiness we lost that day

Not Enough (Ft. $LOTHBOI)

Cover art by Sepha.

Lyrics

[s0cliché]
Your sight, your sound on a VHS
coulda let you rest, but I need it tonight
can't let you die quite yet
press rewind, try to turn time back
I know that I'm getting older
wasting the time till it's over
I feet the winters get colder
I put the world on my shoulder
outta the mix
wanted intelligence, wanted the wit
wanted your love because it never slipped
you had a grip on the ones you were with
and my love became an abandonment
my head is no safe establishment
I try to be you, but I'm counterfeit
keep fallin back in and back out of it

from the other side, did your messages send?
did I leave you on read at times?
I can't help but try to find the messages in
almost any damn thing in life

[Sepha.]
We find that we speak on different sides
But our words will always rise above the
Fallen

Think I thought that your dreams 
Were the thread through my seams 
But I still kept
Calling

No i cant speak directly to you
Takes time to find the words to use
But I still try 
Phoning 

No I can’t speak directly to you
Takes time to find the moment to choose 
But I still try 
Phoning 

No signals 
Sent to me
Where am I to go
From here 
X3

We find that we speak on different sides
But our words will always rise above the
Fallen
X2

[s0cliché]
from the other side, did your messages send?
did I leave you on read at times?
I can't help but try to find the messages in
almost any damn thing in life

I find messages in a bottle...
x2

Messages (feat. Sepha. [prod. COBRA.])

s0cliché - Messages (feat. Sepha. [prod. COBRA.])

IDLEGLANCE XMAS SPECIAL
EXLUSIVE RELEASE FEATURING: @sepha-joey @rivilin @s0cliche 
❄️
AMV on YouTube: https://youtu.be/iSXB1gO3Ytc
Prod. by Rivilin & SEPHA.

Lyrics:

SEPHA.:
WINTER MORNING SO COLD IT BITES MY FACE
WE’RE WARM BY NIGHT BUT I FEEL LONGING WHEN I WAKE FROM BED
I'M GONNA DRINK AGAIN
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
SIP WHISKEY WARM BY ICY WINDS
MY MIND STAYING LONGING
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME

S0CLICHÉ:
I BEEN SO LOST ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU VACATE
TURN IT TO A LOSS EVERY CHRISTMAS ANY VACA
SHIT I’M ON A ROLL, I’LL PROBABLY SLIP AWAY HEY
MAKE A MILLION MORE
BUT THAT’S PRESSURE ON THE FRAME AY
SIPPIN' SPIRITS FOR MY SOUL SO NUMB
NO I DON’T KNOW WHERE THESE GIFTS COME FROM
I TAKE IT IT’S THE GRACE OF GOD
BUT I DON’T GOTTA FOOL NO ONE
 
RIVILIN:
SCRAPING OFF THE WINDOW WITH A CREDIT CARD YEAH
I DON’T WANNA LEAVE I WANNA STAY INSIDE WITH YOU
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR YOU KNOW I'M STILL ALIVE
I HATE MYSELF BUT YOU JUST KEEP THE FIRE BRIGHT WITHIN ME
 
YOU TRY TO CHANGE THE TOPICS BUT IT DOESN’T HELP
YOU’RE TORN BETWEEN MEMORIES OF A FAMILY BURNT IN HELL
SO TELL ME STORIES OF A CHRISTMAS YOU HAD NO ONE ELSE
YOU GOT ME SO STAY, I WON’T LET YOU COLLECT DUST ON THE SHELF
 
SEPHA. END PART:
THE BELLS RING
THE DRUNK MOON ALWAYS SINGS’ A BUNCH OF TIMES
 
RIVILIN:
IT'S BEEN A MESSED UP YEAR BETWEEN
IF YOU EVER FALL, EVER FALL, EVER FALL YOU GOT ME
SMILE ON CHRISTMAS EVE
BECAUSE I GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, GOT YOUR BACK, BELIEVE ME