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The Upload

lyrics:
(razegod)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?

and i wonder why...
and i wonder why?
do i wanna die?
i don't wanna die, no!

and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
and i wonder why?
i don't wanna die, no!

you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?
you and i both wanna die and i wonder why?

suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die, no)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wonder why, oh
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)
i'm still afraid that i can't make a difference,
i'm still afraid that i can't...
(i don't wanna die!)
suicide stuck in my brain and i wanna fly home!
(but i don't know the way...)

i don't wanna die, no!...

Suicide Stuck (Prod. Razegod)

You burn your bridges down
'Til they're ashes in the lake

I lie awake
Did you wonder what's at stake?
With you there is no give and take
Just fake
The things that you could make
But instead, I watch you break
And burn your bridges down
'Til they're ashes in the lake
You burn your bridges down
'Til they're ashes in the lake

Reduced everything to rubble
You know you're seeing double
If it isn't any trouble
May I ask why such the struggle?
Grab your keys it's that kind of day
What's on your mind when you hit the freeway?

I lie awake
Did you wonder what's at stake?
With you there is no give and take
Just fake
The things that you could make
But instead, I watch you break
And burn your bridges down
'Til they're ashes in the lake

On the bank
Sift through the ashes in the stream
I don't know how you extinguished all the life inside your dreams
Look around to find what's left of your esteem
You didn't have to set a blaze all you had to do was think

You didn't have to set a blaze all you had to do was think

I lie awake
Did you wonder what's at stake?
With you there is no give and take
Just fake
The things that you could make
But instead, I watch you break
And burn your bridges down
'Til they're ashes in the lake

You burned your bridges down
Now they're ashes in the lake

Ashes

COVER ART BY KAIZEN

LYRICS
all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year
my mom is santa’s little slut santas little slut
i heard a ho downstairs
i went to see just what
i caught a christmas affair
and i saw santa crack a nut

I’m boutta blow my brains out
I’ll never be the same
and all these years
i thought how christmases were great
now i just have nightmares
like every single day
becuase i left my bed
before santa went away

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

will the presents make up
for this nightmare
on christmas
and will i wake up
from this nightmare
on christmas
it’s time to wake up
for the gifts that you've gifted
i know i’ll hate them
so just don’t get it twisted

i'm going back to my bed
till the sleigh is in the air
there’s no way now
that i’ll ever forget
all the terror, isnt it
my fault somehow
no present's enough
to fix your son
no present’s enough
but take back none

all my life
i knew something was up
it turns out once a year my mom
is santas little slut...

Nutcracker (Prod. Vaegud)

SICK.

She Ain’t You

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a little acoustic song by me, quentin n murph💕
lyrics:

(rocstarzen)

i try so hard for you, but it’s like you never notice me 
it really hurts
i hate crying inside my room
i hate thinking of the better days 
so i’ll roll another blunt just to pass time 
yeah i can see your face in the starlight
reflecting on the good times
but nothings changed 
i’m still the person i was last year 
i’m still as broken with this big fear 
 i hate the words you say to me 
they cut through like an artery

(88strait)

but i’m down and i’m fucked,
and your shawty got me fucked up
we been talking everyday but i’m still scared that i’ll lose all trust 
nothings real it’s so gone now
i can’t find a meaning in this life so i’ll write sad songs 
but i’d do it all again
didn’t even matter we’re still friends

(bmurph)

what do i gotta do?
to get you to notice me 
look inside my eyes, you see i’m hurting so deep
i’m begging on my knees 
for you to stop making me bleed 
and i cry yeah, on a fucking lonely night 
resort to substances just so i can feel alright 
but i’m not alright 
god damn i’m fucking up my life 

(rocstarzen & bmurph)

i try so hard for you, but it’s like you never notice me 
it really hurts
i hate crying inside my room
i hate thinking of the better days 
so i’ll roll another blunt just to pass time 
yeah i can see your face in the starlight
reflecting on the good times
but nothings changed

you never notice me w/ 88strait & bmurph

in the corner of my room...

Mixed and Mastered by @tripwonda
Executive Produced by @austinwondaaa & @Tripwonda

Corner Of My Room (prod. In Bloom)

A cover I made with the original vocals and drums

Push It (Static-X Cover)

Spotify Link!: https://open.spotify.com/track/17zEBtrjKKa2hwk9CxWIkX?si=oPJ1tPtPSWisZgh0strMjg

Lyric Vid: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mPWjrD9-hXk

beat by Ty David
Rapping/mixing by me

Nutcracker (Prod. Vaegud)

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