Lyrics & performance by me
Produced by @prodjayysoul
Mixed and mastered by Chris Martsolf (@prodcmarty)
Watch my Music Video for Fly Away: https://youtu.be/gSSnpztjeao?si=lzrksZV1KHcQyTBQ
Listen on Spotify: https://open.spotify.com/track/6L8M0eHHcXzsf2V38bgWLE?si=551d8a70589f47b0

Lyrics: 

I'm really not so good with love
Uncomfortable and overwhelmed
I always make excuses for just leaving
And what I don't want you to see
My deepest insecurities
The fears I dream about when I am sleeping

And it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I wake up from a lucid dream
I'm breathin out and breathin in
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away... fly away... )

FLYYYYYYYY AWAYYYYYYYYY
(I'm sorry)

I wish I could just sit with you
And let myself be see-through
But you might run if I give you the full view
I wanna give you my heart
Want you to see the broken parts
For you to tell me that I'm still what you want

But it comes on again at 2 a.m.
I know it's time to leave again
Before you even get the chance 
I gotta find my peace again
(fly away....fly away...)
I'm sorry :(
Please forgive me

Fly Away

swamp:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

But if I go I’m taking you with me to hell 
It was always from your hand, every card I was delt 
So it just seems fitting that your end is with my help 
“What a let down” like shit that’s exactly how I felt 

So pull the trigger if you want I think I’m ready now 
To try and start avoiding your whole arsenal of let downs 
You’re always more prepared than I am it’s so typical 
But it’s chess not checkers baby all my plays are critical 
Ok so 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself 

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide 
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of myself

cxltmoon:

Soaked in these memories
But all this kerosene is a product thats been sold to keep you away from me 

Watch where your walking
The floor is rigged to fall in
I know cause im falling and falling and falling again

I'm exhausted and sleep is for the weak
I'm exhausted cull me out while I sleep
I'm exhausted i'm bleeding to my feet
And ill wipe it all down and clean myself without a peep

The wounds afflicted by you are kinda bittersweet
The hole inside my heart hurts
But I hold you dearly
Hey, dont shoot the messenger
I only asked you first
So drop the hate and just take what's worth

swamp & cxltmoon:

Let’s soak up this moment before we collide
(before we collide)
And collect every thought that we’ve lost over time 
While I brace for the impact and you aim your sights 
(While I brace for the impact)
At the hideous creature I’m keeping inside of my-
Self
Before we collide
Brace for impact


The Hideous Creature [prod. cxrter & irby]

intoxicated

F4CEIT

prod @aprilstalisman
lyricz
she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor

Oh shit, didn't really care about me I didn't notice, well I guess that's just how love feels, honestly unreal, shake my hand and its a done deal
Farewell, to my friends and all my enemies
I don't even love myself why are you defending me?
Back n forth getting heated over text
Bout why we said what we said cancel that make out and have sex

Hardship, emotions tend to barge in
Uncontrollable pieces that we gon have to harness
Love is not a guarantee but im committed regardless

she don't want me, maybe that's insightful
Hit me in the chest like kick back from a rifle
Creativity it's nothing to be unspiteful
Turn me to your art project, imagine us at Michael's 

Two shots, clip reload, gunpowder watch it explode
Honeymoon in Monaco, anywhere you wanna go
Too fast, too slow, consequences dominos 
We can dance to rock n roll, get drunk end up on the floor


gunpowder. [prod. aprilstalisman]

lyrics

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere

life, keeps fucking me over like left and right
man sometimes i just wanna fuckin die 
i waste my time inside
i barely show my face
i feel so out of place
like an alien up in space
man i just want a taste of a normal life

like how’s i supposed to know
u were gonna go
a target placed on me it’s like u were aiming for my throat
throat, mine closed up i couldn’t say no more
fuck i think i passed out and smacked my head upon the floor

what was i fuckin thinkin huh
love blinded me and it’s obvious 
holdin back tears and it’s bad for us
i’m done
if i can’t count on u
then, then what would u have me do?

i don’t even understand why u left is it all my fault?
guilt permeates the air like i didn’t care
now im starting over from scratch why’s all this seem so fucking typical
it’s easier to breathe and stare while i go nowhere (2x)

typical (sorrowbringer)

.the creek behind my first apartment.

Going through motions, I know it’s over
Not sober but certain tell me it’s working

I’m not sober right try to fix shit, but it leads to another fight
I don’t think I’ll sleep tonight. 
I don’t wanna sleep tonight.
Tell me why 
tell me why I can’t tell you what I want to

I’m going through motions 
I know it’s all over I’m not sober but I want to 
I feel complete when I’m with you

I know it’s done right
I don’t wanna see you now you were like my kryptonite
I don’t wanna feel all right I don’t wanna feel all right
I don’t wanna have you here at my crib tonight 
leave right
I don’t think I’ll sleep right

goin (Jang0 x LickOwens)

*YUVO*

Where machines learn how to love through rhythm.

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.skelly.
.nobody x vacanter.

.deathbed pop/mediocre guitar player.
.friend to all, dying; hmu for beats/collabs anytime.

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.the creek behind my first apartment.

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