blxty + emotionals - on god (waifu yugen)

prod @yourvalentin3 @sethoitae 
sfx @s0lemn

i js had a vision tht i'll die .. , 
would u help me < ? ; [ /
do u even love me ?? > ,;
do i want u 2tell me .. ? ; /.,
anytime i try i js kno tht im failing . .., 
feelin suicide .. im so sry dat im bailing .. =( 

wat am i 2do ,, i think im losin u ...
dope got me numb girl ,, 
i wish dat i waz seein u : /..  ,
seeing u.
b wit u , ,, 
omg i wna die : / .. , ,
idc how i feel ..
if its u&i . ..

ik im poppin drugz i js wna b ok ,,
do u gota go , ? cuz im wantin u 2stay : [/ / .
i cant b witout u .. bb ur my <3 . .
u said we was close .
so y is we apart ??

droppin xanx in my powerade©️ .. .
dats a potion ima mix until im in tha grave ,, l;
ik 4 a fact dat u love2h8  .. ,
is tht a tear ? idk im cryin in tha rain .. .

tha pain ,, is alwayz there 4me .. .
away . , , from wat i want 2be
& i want 2b wat u desire .. .
n i will nvr b .. 
im gettn higher , , : p


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if its u&i [valens + sethoitae]

prod @flojy
w/ @counterxo + @6cainhurst
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)
@s0lemn
i can tell u rn ,,  i js wna b inside .. ; / 
u dont get how i feel ,, [ ur lookin from the outside. . ']
feelings dat i design ,, js so i dont fxckn cry .. ; 
u can tell by how i look ,, ,i dont wna b alive :p .. 

ik ur leavin me . .  but where u goin2 ?. ., ?/
u told me we were meant 2b ,, but ion kno u .. ; /
js let let me hold u ,, 4 1 last time .. , <
js say ur sorry2 ,, but u dont gota lie .. 

im tryna b wat u need ,, but i nvr found out [  ' [
girl its hard bein me ya ": > i always fckn doubt / /. ,
bb ima pout , ,, n think of wat we was . . .
i could try now . .; ;  but u dont wna budge .. -

@counterxo
I just need one final kiss
In case I don’t remember this night 
I know that I’ll miss you
I can’t sleep this doesn’t sit right
erased me off your list 
and now it’s like I watched a wish die
So I need to say
You haven’t found Romeo, you haven’t settled
And your father said stay away from Juliet
You were cryin on the staircase,
cause you can’t let this go 

@6cainhurst
once again, i let u down again
in the end it feels like i cant win, even for a second
i got a confession;-; i rly luv the way u turn your tears into a blessing

cz i can't, for a second,cant get a breath in, but its all good
heads a mess im sry girl im haunted

ur on the town w ur bf, hes upset 
says u dress loose, doesnt give u respect
he doesnt trust ur feelings like i do (i do)

@s0lemn [outro]. / 
i stg ima kms but u dont give af. . . .
ima ball til im nothin ,, cuz we alwayz turn 2 dust  ;; '
i was thinkn w my <3 but u only think of lust , .;  <
u gon ask y we apart .. ,
ur js fckn hard2 trust .. .: [[ [
(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)(つ﹏<。)

feeling by design w/ counter + cainhurst [flojy]

@artemys

everything u ever see its just make believe
i wish i was something i dont think im a prodigy
sitting on a screen i dont even wanna go to sleep
in my dreams i hate myself i really think that im a creep

is this rlly worth it everything i fucking do 
in the end will it work out or will i just be lost with u
im too shy to talk to ppl praying that theyll make a move
always at the fucking start in the end i always lose

take a step forward and i go back
making fun of me i try not to react
and im hopin that my bro never relapse
i cannot let go i always keep tabs

do i rlly even have friends 
im just waitin for the night end
never even had a best friend
never asked for a helping hand

make believe (artemys)

prod @ssj5-junk + @bloodcryy
sfx @s0lemn
cover w/ art from @user-867146503

its a Shame tht idk . . . how ur Feelin : /. , ,
is it time Dat i must go .. ?? do i need 2Stay  . .? / + -
die sittin Solo , , ; its Like i Want2 . ..
try But ik that .  .. = = 
u Dont feel the Same ; [ / / /

i Was trapped In my head ya i think we Was Alike ... 
nvr Kno How2Feel cuz i Drown it ina Pint . . ,
y i feel Incomplete ?? ..,.; i js Wana get it Right / / .
I Admit my defeat . ,, U can say dat u Was right .. . 

u can Say dat u was right  .. , i Been so low .. ion wna Make a Fight[[[
lemme Down low cuz im rly Fuxkin High :p  . .. 
on The downlow . . , Should i even fckn Try ?? ., ; 

i Nevr do ,, u Know i feel the Shame ... = - [[
I wanted Uuu .. . but do uuU feel the Same . ..
drug Abuse . , , .; its Calling 2 my Name . . ,
i Knew the Truth .. ., .; [ i Wanted u 2 Change .. , .

admit my defeat [ssj5 + bloodcryY]

nothing but negligence [flojy]

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prod @bloodcryy + @ssj5-junk + @yung-togepi
sfx @s0lemn
w/ @counterxo

@s0lemn
lmk is it wrong if i try 2go ?? ., ;
like theres always sumn off . . .
u alr kno .. . ' { {
u can blame me . ... ik youve tried 2 : [
ill let u claim me .. , . + [
im right beside uu . . =[[[

fake me while u can ,++ , i dont understand // .. ,
how u walk away , ?? i am so afraid .. .
bae im so alone , , < i thought u should kno.
comatose from dope { _, i have no more hope _ { ;>

want u, , want u ,, but u js hate me...\\ ;
brain dead ,.|| brain dead . i cannot save me . , ,.
k-pin ,, k-pin ,.. now my hearts racing . ..; + [.
girl i wanted this 2 stop bc im breaking // . ,:

@counterxo
woke up, so fucked up
Vision blurry, blood still in the cup
this Vampire life, I can’t get enough 
I don’t think I’m capable of feeling love
Caught some feelings for her, but she pulled the rug
Haven’t felt nothing, even with these cuts
I’ve been living reckless, I can’t give no fucks
I can’t give no fucks

100s of bands, I count up, got cuts on my hands, but this is emotional debt I’m in
blood on my pants, got chrome out of neimans in France, and I mixed it up with the vetements
Ruined my plans, I thought I we were good girl but damn, my heart is in pieces for you again
did what I can, the tide washed your name out the sand, if this isn’t love then we can’t be friends

Been up for days, you see it in my eyes 
Revealed our fate when you kept telling lies 
Be as it may, my emotions are fried
I think it’s too late, I got nowhere to hide

so many things I should say, but really, my goal’s not to let down or upset her
Knew that was the case when I first met her, deep down I know she can do better

she can do better w/ counter [bloodcryY + togepi + ssj5-junk]

redstain bluejeanz [bloodcryY + ryan kelly]

Lonelywitrcksonme

dont trust no one prod emperor

Feelinn me (d1sgrace)

‎𝔱𝔯𝔞𝔤𝔢𝔡𝔶ℭ𝔩𝔲𝔟♱
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