Lyrics:
Every day I just feel so much, god fuckin dammit i just bleed so much,
I know i plead too much but i need your touch, cause without it I wont be someone


Wake up I wish I was dead, you were there when noone cared,
now my lifes full of despair, shaking and scared, i wasnt prepared,
THESE DEMONS ARE ALL IN MY HEAD


NEVER EXPRESSED, IT'S ALWAYS CONSTRAINED,
THESE THOUGHTS ARE JUST HAUNTING MY BRAIN, I JUST CANT EXPLAIN
All of this pain, going through each and every single one of my veins


The past is done, I cant change that,
I think it's time for me to just face facts,
All red is gone, my heart aches black,
I might just go and blow my brains blank, 


 why cant It just end? 
STOP, STOP IT, JUST GO AWAY, PLEASE!


pain...pain...pain..pain....pain...pain..NOTHING WILL EVER BE THE SAME



I CANT ESCAPE, THIS IS MY FATE, 
WHY CANT THINGS JUST BE SO SIMPLY EXPLAINED,
WHY ARE YOU FADING, FLOATING EVADING, GOING ESCAPING,
YOU KNOW I CANT TAKE IT,
I JUST WANT TO LIVE IN PEACE, I JUST WANNA LIVE WITH EASE,
I JUST WANNA LIVE AND BREATHE, I JUST WANNA LOVE MY QUEEN.


Original beat, Aestral- Miran

Pain (prod. aestral)

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bert - caffeine

mask of woe: halloween

the night he came home

COMBINATION LOCK

the monster still lurks [prod. combination lock]

@prodreaper

Art by Beka Nicole

Lyrics

Everyday I wake up same old shit
Same life same thoughts same all black fit
Mom disappointed with the same damn kid
Still broke still sad still real feelings hid

I aint got a job Ima be a fucking bum
Still broke still sad still living with my mom
In the same damn house in the same damn room
With the same damn mind and the same damn veiw

Hate it that I have created this world that I'm in
And I cannot erase it 
Yeah I make music but that's fucking basic
I just wish that I could make myself face it

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

Broke is expensive and I cant afford
unknxwn. aint the person that you should adore
Everynight when I write I just fall to the floor
Then the carpet just soaks up my tears even more

I'm a sad piece of shit
I aint gone never gone get me a bitch
I aint gone never gone feel any bliss
If I took my life I dont think I'd be missed

We all been raised to think money is real
To the point where people would even kill
Aint gonna lie to be honest I will
Hate seein' mail and all of it is bills

I'm in despair hmu when I'm not
There aint no pill to fix what I have got
But that smoke chill me out when I am feelin' hot
So I dont give a fuck if my brain gonna rot

unknxwn. - Despair

I'm too busy in despair.

spotify.

i'm too busy in despair: part 1 | Produced by reaper

finally finished up this extremely stressful semester, and figured I would release this. shoutout to @iamsidxkick for the beat, this man is a fucking god. 

I'm planning to start putting my music on Spotify/iTunes/Youtube, and I'm gonna have an EP out sometime soon, keep your eyes open.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K9GaMIgoqy4

would you? (prod. sidxkick)

this whole beat was made with sounds my followers on instagram sent me. follow me on instagram (@bae.oh.wolf) to be apart of the next community beat :)

@playboi.lopez - sent me the fresh prince vocals 
@_ishaan_805_ - sent me the sound of a phone hanging up 
@foxxer.productions - sent me the tapping sound 
@wunlayer - sent me the guitar sample 
@break_a_rib - sent me the snare
@lizzyvcarpio - sent me the kick

beowulf - i don't need him (community beat)[NOW ON SPOTIFY!]

S P O T I F Y

@rxdlxst

Lyrics

Why do I beg for your love when I'm feelin' depressed when I know that it's only a lie
Why do I fight to keep livin' this world is a mess and I think that it's better to die
Why do I keep writing songs that are so hard to finish that reflect the pain that I try
To hide from the people that care for me most, I know when I pass they're the ones that'll cry

I cannot cope with the fact that I'll never be good enough for anyone to be pleased
I'm always left in the past and they don't even hesitate, I am forgotten with ease
Autumn has fallen and so has my heart, the spark that I had is now dead like the leaves
Don't waste your time on unknxwn. cause he'll never amount to the one that you want him to be

All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse
All black, bucket hat, white shoes, heart bruised
Hopes up, nevermind, bummed out, defuse

I'm the emboiment of all the problems that ruin your life when it's too hard to solve em
I am the reason you break down in tears when the one that you love hits decline when you call em
I am the small little push that'll get you to fall when you're already stuck on the edge
I am the shovel that's already dug out your grave and just waiting for you to be dead

unknxwn. - defuse

defuse.

defuse. | Produced by rxdlxst

"you're not worth the trouble."

vocal sample: Revolutionary road

unknxwn. - love is a death wish.

love is a death wish.

love is a death wish. | Produced by unknxwn.

Art by: @grimapparition

Lyrics

I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fucking pills
Soundin' like a bum but the shit I say too real
Flowin' with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly its sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fucking trash
Every bridge I had is now nothing but the ash
Fuck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fucking crash

Sit back I'm about to make you fucking wish that
You never gave me all the fucking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some shit that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fucking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out you needa get back
Everything in every line just make em wanna skip back

Write fast you try keeping up then you just write trash
I fuck up a type beat you just it make it type bad
Might add, do this on my own I got no right hand
I stopped wishing that I could, now I fucking know I can
Slow down, you cant catch the flow now
Wrote down, turn it into dope sound
Hope now, I cant fucking slow down
Broke now, not for long no doubt

I don't understand why I feel the way I feel
Just to not be sad I be taking fucking pills
Soundin' like a bum but the shit I say too real
Flowin' with emotion you don't know cause I conceal
I do it too well, and honestly its sad
Coming off as golden when I feel like fucking trash
Every bridge I had now is nothing but the ash
Fuck I'm holding back too much I'm about to fucking crash

Sit back I'm about to make you fucking wish that
You never gave me all the fucking pain I'm bouta give back
Kick back smokin' on some shit that make you trip back
Slip back into the abyss I made with this track
Flick that lighter back up on the blunt I kiss that
I don't even rap, I just steady fucking spit facts
Tic tac toe I X you out you needa get back
Everything in every line just make em wanna skip back

unknxwn. - ashes

ashes.

ashes. | Produced by Zølenya

@prodreaper

Lyrics

Honestly havent had happiness happening hollow inside of my mind
Its hard not to hate everything when its all that you feel and its all you can find
Don't hold your breath waiting for me to save you, I'm too far away from divine
We can talk or whatever but dont catch no feelings cause thats where I'm drawin' the line

I don't mean to sound like a bitch but thats just how I feel and I'm not gonna change
I learned if don't let your heart get involved when they leave you won't feel any pain
Don't get upset about losing me, from the start there was nothing to gain
Is the shit that I feel even real or just chemicals making their way through my brain

Frozen I'm cold, broken to bone
Everyone left, now I'm alone
I don't think anybody really cared
Cause when I went ghost no one hit up my phone

I haven't left my room for months
Sneaking and smoking on broken blunts
Why do I feel like all hope is up
Why am I wishin' on broken luck

Avoiding my dreams, so I'm staying up late, I seen the night turn to morning
Avoiding all people, don't wanna go out, everything too fucking boring
Drownin' my issues when they come to shore, with all the poison I'm pouring
Leaving no space for nobody to love, with all the shit that I'm storing

unknxwn. - dark light

dark light.

dark light. | Produced by reaper

beowulf - the answer is love

@luxlafuego
@notemrys

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Can't feel this, can't feel shit
I hate the fact that I'm numb as a bitch
Don't talk to me, you don't make any sense
I cared for you, but that's past tense

When you left me, when I fell back
You ain't catch me, tryhard, you can't match me
You can't win shit if you scratch me
There ain't shit to take that can patch me

Broken and beaten, I felt so defeated
So sick of the day that I kept on repeating
I talked to my demons, they gave me a reason
The fire is always much better than freezing
I'm searching for meaning
A reason for something for me to believe in
If not, then I'm leavin'
If not, then I'm leavin'

| lux |

Your family lies know I lie awake
Praying I can fade away
Hard to think that I'm all alone
But thanks to you I've been in my zone

Blowing smoke in my city
To forget the days you were with me
Pop a pill and then I fly away
I pray the lord my soul to take, yeah

| emrys |

I don't really care what you say to me
Yeah, you're saying I'll be fine, but that's just make belief
But, I can see the hate that you hide underneath
The thoughts inside my head are just not talking like they're friends to me

I'm just trying to play a game I know I'll never win
I'm feeling sick, skin color of Invader Zim
I'm watching in the back feeling like a mannequin
Now I'm lying on the floor and I cannot feel a thing

Yeah, I just wanna go in yeah, I can never let go, yeah
Past tense, write 'em in, yeah, and let it go away

unknxwn. - past tense.

past tense.

past tense. (feat. luxlafuego & emrys) | Produced by Artax

beowulf - hopeless 

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listen on spotify! https://open.spotify.com/album/7pIt4Zur73rH4v3ck4FsMn

beowulf - hopeless

S P OT I F Y

Lyrics

Cant even eat, cant even sleep, cant even find a friend that I can keep
Cant even know I'll get better cause I'm sick and tired my body is broken and weak
They say I'm okay, they call it phase, they say I'll soon come to see my better days
My better days are all in the past, the day that I want is only my last

Everyday I wake up same old shit, same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish, it would be when I die to be missed
Everything I do just feels so wrong, these 17 years been way too long
Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs

Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest and dont filter out what I say
Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good you say how you been I say okay
Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I know you want me to be happy, I really dont think it's in my DNA

I want the best for me too, you think I wanna be sad and I wanna be blue
I wanna work on myself, I wanna start being me and stop looking at you
I wanna do something right, when you're in the dark, I wanna help be your light
When you're not okay I just want you to know it'll end, and everything's gonna be right

The bottle is empty aint more pills, so much pain I'm bouta feel
I need a drug that'll take my emotion away and just make it not feel like its real
I need a feeling to stay that'll make all my time on this earth feel like its worth
My only curse, that is my birth, how do I feel? I'm only worse

Everyday I wake up same old shit, same life, same thoughts, same all black fit
Hate that I feel like this, man I need a wish, it would be when I die to be missed
Everything I do just feels so wrong, these 17 years been way too long
Honestly would of been dead if I never found life in the sound when I'm making these songs

Sorry at times I'm just way like too honest and dont filter out what I say
Sorry I lie when I'm not feelin' good you say how you been I say okay
Sorry I get out of hand and I tell you to leave when I want you to stay
I know you want me to be happy, I really dont think it's in my DNA

unknxwn. - DNA.

DNA.

DNA. | Produced by Biv

@guccihighwaters

Lyrics

| unknxwn. |

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past
Me, I just wanna get better, I can't be like this forever
Call me a loverboy when I'm with you
You're my sun when I'm under the weather

It's late as hell and I'm up
Recording a song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

I been stuck in the past like I'm McFly
And I'm so full of shit like a pigsty
I can be good or bad depends on whos eye
Everyone that I loved I was used by
Now I'm broken, still hoping
I can breathe in your love without choking
That I won't regret what I've spoken
Hope the pain that I felt won't soak in

Lately I been feeling like shit, fuck this
I ain't never really had felt much bliss
Her lips, death stained kiss
I reside in my mind's dark abyss

Write songs just to cope with the pain
Broad day, still stuck in the rain
Different day, shit still feel the same
It's been a while and I still hear your name
It's been a while and I still see your face
It's been a while and I still can't erase
All the times that I used to embrace
I know you can't so don't say that you relate

I don't wanna start over again
Guess I'll cry about it, scream into my pillow again
Bleed more than I do when I'm using a pen
You know where to find me if you wanna see me again

Everyone's so damn depressed, everyone's so fucking sad
Everyone's scared of the future, everyone's stuck in the past

It's late as hell but I'm up
Recording this song cause I feel so fucked
Volcanic emotion getting ready to erupt
Now I'm all on my own, just hope no luck

| guccihighwaters |

Am I worth it, is it perfect
Do you feel the same as I do
Worthless, so cursed, with a mind like this
Do you mind if I die for a bit

To keep it honest, I would die for you bitch, yeah
Say fuck life, wristcry for you bitch
Never wanna make you sad, it kills me
Intoxicated every night from feelings
I got regrets in my head (x4)

unknxwn. - regret

regret.

regret. (feat. guccihighwaters) | Produced by brokn

we're both a little bit fucked up.

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its over, goodbye

Lyrics

Time is passing and it seems that my depression is the only thing progressing, guess I havnt learned my lesson
I just turned 18 and I cant help but fucking think my life is gonna flop harder than me when I hit the water
Don't bother tryna be my fucking friend, it'll end
Happiness is always fucking borderline pretend
Cause I just see the bad in everything, I'll never make amends
I wake up and hate life then go to sleep and wake again

Fuck this, what kind of fucking girl would wanna cuff this?
Tough shit, I'll guess I'll find happiness in nothing
You tell me "I love you" and I feel like that you're bluffing
Feel like I've tried everything just to feel something
But nothing works and everything hurts
You had all of this potential, I should of been dead first
If we could trade spots, I'd jump straight into the dirt
You were worth way more and I know that shit for sure

Breaking down more frequent, life is just a sequence of events of shit we don't vent because of secrets
I'm tired of keeping it, so this is mine
I'm afraid I'll die with the regret of wasting time
I'm afraid I'll die alone and never be remembered
I'm afraid if Hell is real, I'll be used as tinder
But if not I'll just rot fucking 6 feet deep
I wish I was dead and I'm only 18

I couldn't be happy if you made me
You could never stay around me long enough to save me
Nothing that you do could ever phase me
I expect the worse in everything so you can't break me
I been slippin' back into habits
How could I show love to you when I don't even have it
Still in pain, I'm just better when I mask it
Tired of my bed, I'll feel better in a casket

unknxwn. - XVIII.

XVIII. XVIII. | Produced by Biv

Lyrics

Life is hittin' me hard
I'm all out of cards
I might take a bar
I need a cigar
Take me to the stars
Where I can be far away
I don't wanna deal with my mind today
God what the fuck is the price to pay
My ceiling has even got sick of my face
My body is sick of this place, too many games and I don't wanna play
I still got time but I don't wanna stay
All of the colors I knew are now grey
All I can do at this point, is pray
No focus, I point and spray
I wanna skip to the end of may
I don't wanna ever leave june
I don't wanna ever leave you
I hope that you never leave me, the end of us I hope that I never see
I hope we become everything that we think and we know in our hearts we can be
There's only one person in life that can put all the pain that you have to an ease
It isn't your lover, it isn't your mother, and it sure as hell isn't me

unknxwn. - june.

june.

june. | Produced by white cherry

@whatevenisreal

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

catch me flyin out to LA
runnin round these fuckin circles
got a smile thats deceiving
you can hear it in my vocals
i been cryin in my bedroom
i been dyin just to see u 
can i get over this hurdle?
or will i fall and crack my skull?

lookin at the ground and i see your face
nobodies around when i need em the most
everybody treats me like a ghost
so imma disappear when they need me the most

ill be good enough for ya one day
but for now ill sit here waitin
hoping this will work its way out
but i doubt it, im decaying
wish my life had some more meanin
wish these pills would fuckin work
wish my head wasnt so fucked up
wish these feelings didnt hurt

Follow me <3

keep it a buck, im lonely af (prod. br//oken)

@hatefulbeats

Lyrics

Broken in, I'm broke again
I've had enough of this, that's what I feel like
Hope is hopeless, I'm fuckin' chokin', can't deal with this, fuck real life
I used to think about suicide, I feel better now, but I still might

Take my life, cause this shit don't make mine really feel nice
I love it when people just casually ask "Ken, are you depressed?"
Like I put up an act, but I just tell 'em no
Cause if I explain, they still wouldn't know about All of thoughts That've run through my head that're making me think
That I'm better off dead (I really think that I'm better off dead)

People that don't understand, think I don't make any sense
People that know where I stand, can't even help me for shit
All of us stuck in the sand, and no one will give us a hand
We wanna get better, we're calling for help
But no one is willing give us a chance

So when I make it out, it's fuck them, and it's fuck you
Needed help, you ain't come through
You don't know what I've gone through
When you're all alone, I'll be gone too

Poppin' off like a 12 shotty
Heart's gone, I'm dead rotting
Too bad, I don't feel sorry
She feelin' me but I don't feel shawty

EIP

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