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Episode 5: "Ephemeral"

Production by Katsi Band

mixed and mastered led

composed by led

engineered by led

vocalists : led

lyricists : led

summary of the episode:

"Henry killed his ex, Anna, and got away with it. It's been months, and he's been plagued by paranoia to the point of insanity. Henry visits Anna's grave, and as he digs up her body to catch a glimpse of her, he experiences flashbacks of slitting her wrists. However, he ultimately snaps out of it, overwhelmed by a profound sense of regret. He decides it's time to move away."


lyrics:

I can’t see you through my eyes 

Feel my cold hands on your face 
Till you cannot feel me again 
Cold body, I dig from your grave 
Yeah, I keep on trying, but I can’t pretend

Not again 
Not again 
Not again 
Not again 
Not again 

You look nice in red 
Red dripping down your wrist 
spider bites on your neck
Didn’t mean to 
Didn’t mean to make u flinch 

I can’t see you through my  
I can’t see you through my eyes

Ephemeral

Lyrics:

I’m in my head 
Get out of my head
Get out of my head
the reason you ask
I take enough to feel it 
To kill it 
To kill
I just wanna feel
Take a trip with a fever 
Trying to flee all the people 
So Helpless and cold 
You stare inside your hole 
Inside of your Chest 
You know it’s not your best 
you know Im just drained
Oh we let it away
Maybe I am the problem 
maybe I am, I can’t change who I am 
Take a trip with a fever 
Trying to flee all the people 
So Helpless and cold 
You stare inside your hole 
Inside of your Chest 
You know it’s not your best

Blister

Lyrics:

I'm afraid
Can't you see
That I'm not stronger than you
You're not real
And it seems
Like I'm letting go of you
You pick me up
Just to break me down
I feel your presence with me
When you're not around
I let it go
But I feel the weight
On my shoulders

You cry for help
But no one's around
You try to breathe and speak up
But can't make a sound
You let it go
But you feel the weight
On your shoulders
I try to speak, but

I'm afraid
Can't you see
That I'm not stronger than you
You're not real
And it seems
Like I'm letting go of you
You pick me up
Just to break me down
I feel your presence with me
When you're not around
I let it go
But I feel the weight
On my shoulders

My shoulders
My shoulders

You pick me up
Just to break me down
I feel your presence with me
When you're not around
I let it go
But I feel the weight
On my shoulders

Shoulders

Prod: Anticon
Lyrics:
say it to the, inner seal
how can I not, break the deal
maybe its just me
chance I need breakthrough
chance I need breakthrough

we are creatures that love and when we miss out on it we change
we are creatures that love and when we miss out on it we change
its bound to happen again but what will you do when the times come

what will you do 
when the times come
what will you do 
say it to the, inner seal
how can I not, break the deal
maybe its just me
chance I need breakthrough
chance I need breakthrough

we are creatures that love and when we miss out on it we change
we are creatures that love and when we miss out on it we change

Inner Seal

cant get enough

Shove (ft. Novulent & richmnkey)

“farewell, o memory mine (an everlasting psychic wound)” by TWYLIGHT is OUT NOW on Unbeyond Anthologies! 
Buy / Stream ↣ https://hypeddit.com/051farewellomemorymine

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LYRICS:
(What do you want this time?)

We told the woman we've had enough, as we manifest in her bedroom.
She saw us, numb to her heart, looking blankly, empty.
The memories bleed, and soon she saw our life unfold in front of her.
"It's time" we said.

(It's so loud, so loud...)

can't keep doing this... / we hurt... / ...it is unreliable...

Please stop, please be quiet. This isn't sustainable. We can't keep doing this.
We can co-exist, learn to cope with the trauma, please!
BE SILENT.
YOU SEE US AS A SYMPTOM OF THE TRAUMA.
WE DIDN'T ASK TO BE BORN IN YOUR MIND. WE DIDN'T ASK TO BE PART OF YOU. (There is no coping over existence.)

YOU CONTINUALLY PROVE YOURSELF TO BE INCAPABLE OF MEETING UP TO THE STANDARDS OF LIFE ITSELF, YET YOU KEEP US ALL BREATHING.
I-Is my best not enough?!

WE HURT / WE BLEED / ITS IS UNRELIABLE / UNSUSTAINABLE / CAN'T KEEP DOING THIS

IF YOU WON'T END THE MISERY, WE WILL!
No please, no wait please no, please, please!

a little relief doesn't hurt.
I can't keep doing this.
FUCK YOURSELF UP.
RIP THEM APART RIP THEM APART RIP THEM APART.
FUCKING WONT STOP TALKING.
THEY WONT STOP TALKING.
THEY WONT STOP TALKING.
THEY WONT STOP TALKINGGGGGG-

(If this is goodbye, let it be known we tried.)
For every breath, your words they fly
and my mind destroys your remaining light

Farewell to my memories
I felt them leave my body
I knew I'll never see them anymore

Farewell to all my friends
I'll miss you
But I never asked for this
Can I get them all back?

(Farewell, O Memory Mine)

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Unbeyond Anthologies are pleased to present a devastating single from rising act TWYLIGHT, “farewell o memory mine (and everlasting psychic wound)”.

A profoundly harrowing shoegaze and noise rock track, this is not a release for the faint of heart. Emotional turmoil is reflected in the explosive production and soul-crushing progressions, making for a song that will certainly strike an emotional chord.

“Originally, this was just the final song of the TWYLIGHT project's debut album, one of a few interpretations of trauma and dissociation in music form. Now, it's the closest and most accurate interpretation we've made yet. This is not an easy listen, and was just as hard to write. Created in the middle of May 2025, we were compelled to rewrite and make a new version of this specific song that’s all about trauma, dissociation, and the severe disconnection and conflict caused by it, in order to vent out built-up emotion. By the time we finished the track, the migraine headache was so severe. This is all that pain. This is a mental spiral made into song form.” said the band. “We hope this track brings those with similar experiences comfort, or a way to understand and learn. You are not alone.”

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farewell, o memory mine (an everlasting psychic wound)

TWYLIGHT - farewell, o memory mine (an everlasting psychic wound)

This album is something extremely important for me.
One of my biggest projects at the moment.

I want to thank everyone who participated in this album, to those who helped me out and especially to those who supported me thill this very day!
I am glad to release this and to let people discover great music

Thank you so much, and i love you all!!!

(artwork by: @sollhava)

drown

Kore wa watashi no daini no jibundesu This is my second self

Inner Seal

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