prod us

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im stuck inside of it, wont get out
xanax fill a cup with it, im barred out
ur fake when u fuck with it, no trust now
tonight im done with it, im safe now

we sip blue not mud
everfresh in my cup
hella snakes in cut
off the k now im up

spend a check just for fun
oh my god
chems in my blood
make it stop
fall asleep on her keyboard
good enough
i got blood on my sneakers
still i walk

everfresh ft. raithes

debut lp
recorded, mixed, and mastered by Tyler Gutleben

No Way...

chill on me abt the singing i didnt use autotune so itd give a more 'raw' vibe
i debated posting this on main but, the instrumental i made meant a whole lot to me and i dont think anyone else might feel it as much as i do it prolly js sounds lame but adding lyrics n sum stuff made me feel like idk just back to what i felt like then bleh
--- lyrics ---

if i could id fly real high
make my way up to the sky
even when i want to die
its nice to have fun sometimes


 life can be such misery
i couldn’t move and couldn’t speak
i saw the darkness and my ceiling 
every day feel the same feelings
....
i think now i understand
that when your soul is hollow and
all you can think about is death
don’t be surprised when you are left

so now i know i’m gonna die
i throw my flag, i wipe my eyes
and though i know, soon’s my demise
its still nice to have fun sometimes :)

if i could id fly real high
                         (sometimes…)
make my way up to the sky
                               (one day…)
even when i want to die
                              (always…) 
its nice to have fun sometimes!

..

knowing that you’ll die tomorrow?
what’d you like to do today?

once you take your pills and swallow,
you can’t get up anyway.

its nice to have fun sometimes! (prod pupsies)

in so long

the bodies that we buried
now were watching and waiting
they decompose

i stared at the window
the blood on my hands and knees
i wished you would fall down the staircase
and stop breathing

i want to piss on your grave
see how much i could take away
this time i'll be the plague
and eat the flesh off of your bones

but you taste so fucking gross

plague

i'm not winning

 produced by: https://soundcloud.com/hxini
‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿  ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿

gentle nightmare
i know when i open my eyes
you'll still be there

don't touch me
you're scaring me
don't bruise me
just carry me

watch me closer 
through the window
won't do anything to stop it
bruises, blaming you is useless
'cause i left the door unlocked

just for you. 

tender despair
i hope that you're watching me cry
can't  help but stare

don't fuck me
you're hurting me
don't kiss me
just retreat 

‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿  ‿̩͙‿ ✧ ♰ ✧ ‿̩͙‿


window ☆ w/ heini

Яɘϱɿɘt

Thank you for 4k
Thank you for always sticking w me
scaRscaRscaRscaRsca.Rs

FLUX.US SET

Lucille and I 
On the westbound country line
We were on our way
In the searing cold
When we packed our bags 
At the drop of a hat we raced 

And zooming by 
The willow trees in the distance  
Lit up by moonlight 
Past the scarecrows tilting 
And the straw dogs howling
Crying out to nothing 

In that cold and darkened moor  
With no echo or repeat
No accountability  

The carriage swallowed up
By the night
Like a capsule 
And from that point
A stilted creaking sound 
Surrounded us
And the lights went out  
I felt a weightlessness in my arms and legs
And the pull of sleep
Gliding softly into the blue

And in my dream 
You had your tools
Laid on the table
And someone menacing came in
And enshadowed us
And they spoke forcefully
On a number of things 
With their sight tethered to my eye  
And I reached for the oil 
To dash on the fire
And set this place in flames 

We can set this world to rights 
We can set this world to rights
In our sleep 
Every night 
Every night 

Lucille and I
Further down the country line
Covered by our sleep 
Immersed in a dream  
As we went on by

Lucille and I
Lucille and I
Lucille and I
Lucille and I

window ☆ w/ heini

sable.wiing