fate & fairytales (with SayWeCanFly)

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heal (grievances)

written by sace6
produced and mixed by noah thomas 
mastered by chris gehringer

hours on end

produced, engineered, mixed and mastered by noah thomas

did i do it to myself again

Featuring @horoshavibes & @ihateshinigami
Produced by Jacob Lizotte
Mixed by @horoshavibes
Mastered by @anxietyxattacks

LYRICS
Somewhere along the way
I fell deep into a darker place
It's a hole from which I cannot escape
But it takes great strength to admit my mistakes

Just leave the light on for me
We're all deserving of second chances
I hear a voice in the distance call my name
Could this be it
Am I finally saved

Though I was lead astray
I'll surely find my way
Following grace
No matter what it takes

(shinigami)
When it's all said and done
Will you be there for me
Need to find my way back home
'Cause I took a wrong turn again

(Horosha)
So many branching paths
How could you know which one to take
Every choice makes all the difference
They collide and change your fate

But you can't go back in time
No you can't go back in time

So I sit and search through the memories
Sifting through everything,
Trying to find a bit of hope to keep with me
Still not the person I want to be
But it's not too late
As long as I'm alive

Listen on Spotify!

Wrong Turn w/ Horosha (Feat. shinigami) [Prod. Jacob Lizotte]

forget me / when the summer ends

when the summer ends

new single 'Us in Context'

Guitar & Bass done by @BennyKaay

Watch the Music Video Here! : https://youtu.be/r5rOzVAgvE0?si=Zy2UjdLmUsVNQwhH

Additional Links: 
Us In Context | Spotify: 
https://open.spotify.com/album/2WwoVubuRIwXqcVMi5wPvy?si=cebo8aXZRkC9UTyles8Tpw&nd=1&dlsi=b42a258425e34d39

Us In Context | Apple Music:
https://music.apple.com/us/album/us-in-context/1769977576?i=1769977577

evan carr | linktree:
https://linktr.ee/ejcarrmusic

Lyrics:
Ebb and flow
Waiting for a miracle
Wonder why you stoop so low
Turn your back before you find the
Open door
To see how you fit in
Miscue, cleverly crafted
Understand?
Think again

I'm waiting to see us
In context
Demonstrate the feeling
I don't really understand
Look ahead
Are you there?
Instead off sirens
In my head
Symbols in my eyes
Life lesson or a sign

It's easy to say no when
There ain't no chance at all
Familiar face in a different space
Pulling all my tricks
Just to feel the same
But its piling up all the things
I thought weren't true
Thinkin I'd f*cking die
If i saw you

In that context
(would all the walls we built come crashing)
In that context
(the one thing you can't get away with)

Maybe if you saw it in context
Maybe if read all the context
Maybe if you knew all the context

Don't swell up your ego
There's nothing subliminal
Sometimes there's nothing
Sometimes, sometimes

Maybe if you saw it in context
You'd know that
Doesn't work like that
Should've shown that
This ur big plan?
You'll realize when
You say goodbye then
Go eat your pride man

Us In Context

This album dives into the sharpest edges of heartbreak -the kind that doesn’t just hurt, it transforms you. Every track hits with cold emotions, heavy 808s, and raw melodic rap, blending heartbreak with rage, betrayal, and the messy, twisted aftermath of love gone wrong.
These songs aren’t about healing - they’re about surviving, burning bridges, and learning to live with the scars. Dark guitars, toxic energy, and emotional aggression shape the entire sound, turning pain into power.
It’s personal. It’s venomous. It’s heavy.
Welcome to the part of love nobody wants to revisit… but everyone remembers.

keep your tears

doctor, doctor ft. badXchannels

You wash me down but the thought of me likes to stay 
I make you sick in all the most pleasant ways 
This city wants designer girls, you fit in well 
You’re fucking everyone you see 

The jig is up and once again you’ve been fucking all my friends 
I should have know e-girls never work out for me 
And I’m no good at these goodbyes, I put a perc 30 in your valentine
So long maybe that’ll ease the pain this time yeah 

Baby will you pull me close
Kill me with the curtains closed 
Shawty take a step back, tell me why you got that gun to my head 
But hold on love, don’t forget I left you something by our bed 

Yeah so break me down start a riot in me
It’s like you hate me, not like it’s supposed to be 
And you’re still doin shit behind my back like I can’t see
And yet you’re calling my phone like what you want from me? 
I’m screaming oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah,
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 

The jig is up and once again you’ve been fucking all my friends 
I should have know e-girls never work out for me 
And I’m no good at these goodbyes, I put a perc 30 in your valentine
So long maybe that’ll ease the pain this time yeah  

Baby will you pull me close
Kill me with the curtains closed 
Shawty when I wake up I know you’ll have a gun to my head

I saw that text and what you said to him
You have no heart like my ex 
There’s so many places that I see your face in 
That I used to go when you said that you hate this 
Damn what’s the point? And these drugs fuckin laced, shit
I still see your ghost and I can’t feel my face bitch 
I’m screaming oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah,
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 

Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 
Oh yeah, oh yeah 
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah yeah yeah 
Oh yeah, oh yeah 
(The jig is up and once again you’ve been fucking all my friends 
I should have know e-girls never work out for me )